Flynn Cloud (Part 1)

Flynn Cloud (24) Edited

Lydia's P.O.V.

He is so infuriating! What did he think that I was? I slept with him once! Once! And now he thinks that he can demand me to have sex with him whenever he wanted. God, I have never met someone so... so... urgh, I don't even have a word for how disgusting he is. 

"Why is your mood off all of a sudden?" Cassie said giggling, "Have another drink,"

Grabbing the bottle I drink straight out of it, "He is so...so I don't even have a word for him, Cassie! He wanted to make a bet about who would want the other one first. That was one night that I let my guard down and Hunter came into the world."

"You need to slow down," Arya said walking over with Echo, 

"I can handle my liquor," I said firmly, "Where is Hunter?" 

Arya points over to Flynn, "He took him from Zane a couple of minutes ago,"

Nodding I put the bottle down walking over to the two, "Hey, I need to go feed him." I say to Flynn, he smirks handing Hunter over to me gently, "What?"

"Nothing...go on,"

Rolling my eyes at him I walk upstairs stumbling a little, laying Hunter down on the bed I walk over to the little milk station in his nursery warming up his formula and getting the pump ready too. My boobs were hurting. Sighing I slowly manage to do everything picking Hunter up I begin to feed him his bottle as the pumping machine was attached to my boobs, "Living the fucking life," I whisper as Hunter quickly finished up his bottle. 

He looked so much like Flynn it was incredible, I bet when he grows up he will look exactly like him too, the only thing he truly got from me was his eyes...biting my lip I lay him down in his crib as the pump finished up sucking out all the alcohol traced to milk. 

Taking off my heels I walk into the bathroom and dump the milk into the sink, maybe drinking tonight was a bad decision, I mean I still have to feed Hunter and I won't be able to now until tomorrow morning by then my breasts are going to be in extreme pain. 

Kissing Hunter on his forehead I walk out of his room carrying my phone along with me because we hooked up the baby monitor on our phones, so everyone could keep a watch on him. Gently shutting the door behind me I walk downstairs again where Flynn was waiting for me at the bottom of the stairs. "Is he sleeping?"

"Yeah," I say a little confused, "What's up?"

"Nothing, I was just making sure. I need to introduce you to everyone, as Luna,"

I look at him hesitantly, "Flynn I really don't want to be called that."

"Nothing is going to happen come on," He said dragging me over to the stage, "Good Evening everyone!"

The crowd of some known faces and some unknown faces stopped talking as Flynn spoke into the mike, "I would like to thank everyone for coming down tonight for the celebration of our son Hunter," Zane and Flora were smiling up at us, "But it came to my attention that I never really introduced the woman that changed everything in my life. So along with my son, I would like to introduce Lydia Jackson."

The crowd cheered on, "The Luna,"

My heart skipped a beat as I took a step away from Flynn, mom and Dad would have not liked this, they wouldn't have wanted me to be a part of this...but what could I do? Clenching my jaw I force a smile slightly waving at everyone, "I'm just going to go check on Hunter," I whisper to Flynn but he grabs onto my waist, "Flynn,"

"She is a little shy..." He said chuckling holding me close, "Please carry on and we will come around." Managing to slip out of his grasp I tried to walk away without him but he grabbed my waist tightly, "Stay with me,"

"Flynn," I say annoyed, "Let me go,"

"Stop being difficult, just do as I say." He snapped tightening his grip

Exhaling sharply I looked around for Echo knowing she was the only one who could help me get out of this situation but I couldn't spot her, "Echo is upstairs with our son," Flynn whispered in my ear-catching me off guard, "Behave, Luna,"

Irritated I jab my elbow in his ribs, "Buzz off Alpha,"

Pulling me to the seats that were set up for his he kept his hand on top of mine, "Since two new members have been added to our big family, let's celebrate," Flora said smiling, "Alpha and Luna please come bless the dance floor and then all the other couples are free to join in."

"I don't want to dance with you," I say quickly, 

"Why afraid you won't be able to control yourself?" Flynn asked smugly

Giving him a pointed look I shake my head, "Excuse me?"

"If it isn't true then what's the problem with dancing with me, "

Frustrated I grab his hand dragging him over to the floor, "Happy?" I snapped but he just smugly looked down at me, "What is wrong with you today?" I ask, "Why are you acting so different?"

"What do you mean?"

"Come on Flynn. Ever since I came into your life, you have acted as if you hated me, you didn't want anything to do with Hunter. What is thing change for? Did some weird fatherly feelings develop since Hunter was born, or have you just been pitying me for losing my parents a week before he was born? What is it with the attitude change?"

Pulling me closer harshly he shakes his head, "I told you I am just in a good mood today, but if you keep talking to me that way maybe I won't be as nice anymore."

"Flynn-"

"Shut up, right now is not the right time to talk about my attitude change towards you, people are watching."

Groaning I look away from him, "I am so done with your bipolar behavior, Flynn,"

Harshly pulling me into a tighter grip making me wince he glared at me, "Shut up Lydia, people have to see unity in the gang, if they see that there is tension between the gang then they won't trust us. We have alliances, I am trying to stay in a good fucking mood but if you don't want your tone I swear to fucking god."

"You'll what?" I snap, "You really need to stop threatening me because you and I both know you can't lay a hand on me or Hunter."

Raising an eyebrow he leaned down I turn my face to the side, "I can do whatever the fuck I want. Dad is just someone who I go to advise from time to time, but if I really wanted to I could kick you and your precious little son out of this house in a heartbeat."

Gasping I look back up at him, "My precious son is also your son too."

"Please I am just letting you two stay here out of kindness," 

There was the Flynn I was so used to, the Flynn that broke my heart whenever he had the chance. Sighing I shake my head in disappointment I had nothing left to say to him. I was just angry, angry at myself, angry at him...just mad at everything. 

"What? Don't have anything to say now?" He taunted, 

"Just...shut up Flynn." I sigh wanting the stupid song to be over so I could go check on my baby. 

I have tried so hard to get past the things he has said about Hunter, and he has said so many things that are unforgivable, he should be glad that I still allow him to be around him. I don't understand why he is so against caring for someone, or something. I needed to figure out why he is like this, why he wants to run away from his feelings, run away from himself.