Flynn Cloud (Part 1)

Flynn Cloud (40) Edited

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Lydia's P.O.V.

I sat down beside him leaving some space between us, "Pain?" I whisper back looking down at the sand, "What's hurting you, Flynn?"

"Her memories," He said looking over at me, "It's like no matter what I do, I end up missing her, or I end up remembering something that happened between us. I try to run, but it's like she's attached to me."

I stay quiet listening to him, ever since I came into his life, I found out about him from other people, but tonight is the first time that he is openly talking about himself and his feelings with me. "I want to move on with you and Hunter, but I can't seem to escape her."

"Can I say something?" I ask warily, he looks away from me taking a lethal drag from the cigarette, "You don't need to escape her," I whisper, "Take her memories along with you and create new ones, Flynn."

Flynn chuckled emotionlessly, "Easier said than done Lydia,"

"I know," I admit, "I know that I don't know much about love or relationships but I do know what it is like to lose someone you love. I can't say that I understand what you went through when you had to..."Taking a deep sigh I grab the cigarette from him throwing it to the side, "But what I can say is that instead of being sad and remembering her, take her memories and start living again...it's been 6 years Flynn."

"Time doesn't heal wounds, Lydia," He said grabbing another cigarette out of his case but I snatched it out of his hand, "Hey! Give it back Lydia," Putting it out of his reach I lean back as he kept coming closer to me, "Lydia, come on." But I shook my head, "Lydia, I need it."

"No, you need to quit this bad habit." I was fully on my back now hiding the pack behind my back, "It's really unhealthy and you could get cancer like my dad. He had this bad habit too, they caught it late and I don't want you to have it either."

"Lydia," He said firmly climbing on top of me, "Not everyone gets lung cancer that smokes,"

"Please," I whisper to him, "For me,"

Something clicked in his brain, his whole demeanor changed, he hovered above me staring down at me, "If you want me to get rid of my habit then..." He whispered gently tugging at my bottom lip, "I need another one to take its place."

A shiver went down my spine as his hands began to travel down my body, the only thing covering my body was the robe...nothing else, "H-Huh?"

Yanking me forward with one arm, while balancing with the other arm, "Will you become my bad habit now?"

"Will you stop smoking?" I say quietly as he licked his lips, 

"Now that is up to you if you decide you want to be its replacement for a while,"

Swallowing harshly I take a deep breath, "How am I supposed to take its place?"

He chuckled letting my back hit the sand again as he began to tug on the robe's knot, "W-W-hat are you d-doing?"

"Will you become my bad habit?"

My heart was racing now, "Y-Yes," As soon as the word slipped out of my mouth Flynn attacked my mouth with his as his hands roamed my now exposed body after he untied my rob. My body was on fire moaning against his lips my body arched against his..."F-Flynn..." I tried to speak as his hands worked to pull my robe off, "Flynn, someone m-might see."

"Everyone is gone," He groaned against my skin, "Pay attention to me...to us...to this feeling,"

Closing my eyes I did as he said, "Flynn, I-I"