Lexa kom trikru// Love is Weakness

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Y/n is one of the teens that are apart of the 100. They've already met the grounders and are on good terms with them. Y/n has a crush on Lexa and Lexa has been training y/n to fight while y/n teaches Lexa to use a gun and technology.

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Y/n POV

"Y/n! I've missed you my baby." I hear Raven scream as she engulfed me with a hug.

"Oh my god! Why are you here? Not complaining though daddy Reyes." I say winking.

"Clarke said I have to stay in polis because no one can fix the radio over here to communicate to Arkadia." She explains.

We were walking outside as we see the children training and some were playing ball.

"Can you watch her for an hour I really have to go!" A lady screams while shoving a little girl in my arms and runs off.

"What the actual fuck?" I exclaim.

"Hey! No swearing idiot!" Raven says smacking me with a smile.

Me and the child start having a conversation not knowing someone was watching and listening.

"So what's your name?" I ask.

"Delilah, and I'm 5 years old!" She says while counting on her fingers and putting up 3.

All of a sudden a huge clap of thunder is heard and the child clings to my leg as I hear a whimper. I take her in my arms. "Hey, there's nothing to be scared of, I actually was afraid of storms up until a week ago matter of a fact but I learned to love them. The sound is actually calming and reminds me I'm alive in a way, it's also quite beautiful." I explain to Delilah trying to calm her. I put her head on my chest and tell her to listen to my heart and focus on it.

"Wow I think I'm in love with you." Raven says acting dramatic. I just roll my eyes as I see Lexa about 10 feet away from me staring coldly at Raven. I walk over to tell her that I can't train because I'm watching this child. We both know the mom isn't coming back, things happen like this all the time.

"How about we have fun and teach her a few tricks?" Lexa asks. I was at loss of words for a second because Lexa would never act like this, she's usually cold and doesn't interact with people that much.

"How's that sound to you little one?" I ask Delilah. She just nods her head excitedly while clapping her hands. I looked around for Raven to tell her where I'm going but don't see her. She probably went to fix the radio I tell myself.

Delilah whispers to me but Lexa can hear her, "she's really pretty." I smile and reply back in the same tone, "I know." I look to the side as I see Lexa's checks red.

We finally make it to the hill we train on and Lexa grabs the swords. Lexa and I show an example of a fighting routine. It was the first one I learned and was actually very easy. Lexa got behind Delilah and put her in a stance and explained how everything works. She went very easy on her because she's only 5 years old. You can tell Lexa doesn't like that kids can't be kids and I really admire her for that. Lexa is so good with Delilah it makes me like her even more.

I get brought back to reality when my feet are kicked from underneath me and I fall on my back. Before I went down though I grabbed the nearest thing which made Lexa fall on top of me. We were looking in each other's eyes as I saw her eyes travel down to my lips. Delilah jumped on Lexa making more weight on me. Delilah whispered something to Lexa that I couldn't hear but I soon found out what that was when they both yelled, "tickle fight!" Delilah jumped off of Lexa as she crouched beside me, Lexa now straddling me, and started to tickle me. I immediately was squirming while laughing and accidentally snorted. They both just stared at me then busted out laughing. I gave a pouty face at them then tickled Lexa's sides. She didn't make a sound and just grinned at me proudly.

"What! You're not ticklish? How is that humanly possible!" I exclaimed amazed but also disappointed. "I learned to control it." She says. We both were once again staring into each other's eyes, I bit my lip without realizing it while staring at her lips. She quickly got off forgetting where she was once sitting. "We should probably head back because it was thundering earlier." I said. Lexa agreed and Delilah surprisingly hugged Lexa. "Thank you for training me Heda." She said sweetly. "Between me and you, call me Lexa." She crouched down winking.

When we got back Lexa immediately left without a goodbye. I don't get her, one minute she's playing around and being soft and the next she's cold and back to being miss commander bitch. I don't get why though. I couldn't stand being cold all day and not getting to live my life the way I want. Delilah was asleep in my arms so I brought her to my room. I laid her gently in my bed as I went to change in the connected bathroom that Lexa made sure I had. After changing into the nightclothes that were there I made my way back into the room. I was surprised to see Raven sitting on the couch.

"Reyes, what are you doing in here?" I asked in a low voice due to the child in my bed asleep. "Titus told me to sleep in here with you because there is no other guest room available." She says shyly. There was luckily a tiny bed in the corner of the room so I scooped up Delilah in my arms and tucked her into it and planted a kiss to her head. Raven and I are best friends and people think we're a couple all the time. She's with Luna though and they're very cute if I must say. Luna gets jealous sometimes because of how we act but she definitely has nothing to worry about because I'm too whipped for Lexa. Raven was already in bed under the covers when I got back to the bed. I got in and she immediately latched onto me like a koala. I drift off to sleep imagining that Lexa was in my arms instead.

Lexa's POV

I woke up and get my warrior outfit on like always and head out of my room. I see Raven leave Y/n's room and my mood instantly changes. Love is weakness. I keep telling myself that. Titus's words are still in the back of my head echoing, "Commander is to be alone." Y/n walks about with Delilah in her arms. How can she look so effortlessly beautiful in the morning I ask myself. She looks up and makes eye contact with me but rolls her eyes and walks the other way with Raven. I hate this so much. I want nothing more then to go and kiss her but I can't. People will think I'm weak and I can't afford that.

I make my way outside and see Raven holding Delilah but I can't see Y/n anywhere. I walked up the market and spotted her talking to some guy. He was rubbing his hand up and down her arm while she looked uncomfortable. I couldn't take it anymore. Y/n has told me many times that love makes you stronger and that you're weak if you hide from your feelings. If Titus can't take what I'm about to do then maybe I shouldn't be Heda at all. I make my way towards them and push him off her. I look at y/n and melt. I bring her closer and finally kiss her in front of everyone. There was gasps and chatter floating around but she was the only thing that mattered in this moment. "I'm so sorry y/n. I hope you knew where I was coming from. I'm commander I'm not supposed to ever love anyone, it makes me weak. And I know you've said it makes you stronger so I'm taking your judgement. I'm sorry I left yesterday it's just I realized I am indeed in love with you and I was scared so I avoided you which I know was wrong. I don't care what anyone thinks I only care what you think. If I have to quit being commander then so be it but I love you. Please forgive me?" I asked hopefully. She kissed me in return while smiling. "So is that a yes?" I ask while giggling. She nods then says, "It's always been you, I love you Lexa."

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