{Autophobia- (verb) An irrational anxiety that develops when a person fears they may end up alone.}
January 22ed 2020
Ranboo POV
I woke up and looked at the clock 11:23am I slept in again, I sighed a bit upset to see that Tubbo was gone. I got up, cleaned up and put on another black hoodie and blue jeans. I went downstairs Philza was making sandwiches for lunch, Tommy and tubbo were drawing on some paper and I could hear Wilbur up stairs playing guitar. I walked over to the two boys.
"Hey Ranboo'' Tommy lifted his head and looked at me.
"Hi Tommy".
"Wanna draw?" Tubbo asked in the sweetest voice that was hard to say no to. I nodded and sat down next to the boys I began to sketch an Enderman. Tommy drew a chicken Tubbo, drew a bee we colored it in and Philza hung them on the fridge and then handed Tommy and Tubbo a sandwich.
"Want you want to eat Ranboo?"
"Oh I'm uh not hungry" I tired to change the subject Phil seemed to ignore me and start making something anyway it was a small bowl of mac and cheese I ate some of it but not all of it.
"Hey Wilbur" I walked in he stopped his music and looked up at me while I handed him his sandwich.
"hey Ranboo I'm working on a new song I quite like it"
"You'll have to let me hear it soon I have to give this to Techno I'll be back" I said as I walked out and up the ladder to Techno's room
"Here Techno" I said as I placed the sandwich in his table he was working on some potions and writing some stuff down it looked important.
"Thanks Ranboo I hate to push you out but I'm a bit busy right now" Techno said he had a pencil in his mouth I understood and walked out and downstairs everyone had something to do other than me I put on my shoes and went outside it wasn't snowing anymore I went out and behind the house to the barn things were run down but I pushed a few boards up and fixed up a small place. Put some nails I didn't realize how long I was out for the sun began to set I wanted to say out I climbed up onto the roof of the barn it was sturdy enough I watched the sunset I wondered if I stayed outside would anyone notice I don't think so. I guess I'll test that theory right now the sun had set completely in a matter of 10 minutes I waited there I liked it outside but it got cold soon.
"RANBOO?!"" I heard someone yell I got up and ran to the house I wasn't paying attention to who it was but when I turned the corner a sword was brought to my neck I began to panic I didn't dare say a word I couldn't tell who it was.
"Who are you." I heard the man ask me it sounded like techno but I wasn't sure I don't know if i should answer the man.
"ANSWER ME" He yelled I began to cry
"D-dont hurt me p-please" I begged the guy I was sitting on the cold snow now, the sword remained at my neck.
"answer the question then" the guy asked I soon heard the door open from the side of the house
"Who's yelling?!" I heard it that was Philza
"I'm r-ranbo-" I was cut off by a light being shined at me I was scared I hope Philza is ok
"Ranboo oh my gosh you scared me I thought you were some robber " the man holding the sword was Technoblade he hugged me and picked me up I was still shaking and crying
"I'm sorry" he said as we went back inside the house I went upstairs as fast as I could I was shaking so bad
"Ranboo?" it was Wilbur he grabbed my hand and took me into his room
"hey its ok what are you panicking over?" he asked me sitting me down onto his bed
"Techno just scared me " I answered I didn't really want to explain it in detail
"Ok its ok want to hear a song..?" He asked me I nodded he was about to play this one is called "Saline Solution" He said as he began to play it was relaxing it sounded amazing I really liked it even when he was singing about bad ideas it still was a good song, After about 2 Minutes the song was over my breathing calmed
"Thank you Wilbur I'm going to go to bed now" I said as I walked out of his room
"No problem Ranboo" Wilbur said as I shut the door behind me I walked into my room and changed into sweatpants and a t shirt I didn't plan on going out of my room again so no one would see the cuts and bruises on my arm.
I woke up, I got up and looked around to see techno still chasing me this time we were in a cold winter forest compared to the green foggy forest we were in last time I ran as fast as I could I tripped over a log after about 3 minutes of running I hid under it and prayed techno didn't see me he did he hoped over the log and grabbed my shirt pulling me out from under the log he pushed me to a tree and ready up his sword he swung it at me and then everything went black.
I woke up in a cold sweat this was the scariest one by far I got out of bed walking down stairs to the kitchen I needed to drink something after that I couldn't just fall back asleep I grabbed some milk from the fridge poured me a glass and then sat down at the kitchen table I lit a small candle and got out some paper and some colors and began to draw I tired to draw,I was drawing peacefully until I heard a voice from the stairs say.
"What are you doing?" the voice was Tommy's I could tell
"oh nothing did I wake you?" I asked him putting away the things quickly
"No I can't sleep wanna go outside with me?" He asked me to walk to the door. Outside? At night time? well I don't have anything better to do not like I can go back to sleep. We went outside together and walked through the snow back onto this old bench outside of the fence line you could see town from it we sat down in both not talking the moon reflected itself onto us.
"So why are you awake Ranboo?" Tommy asked me turning away from looking over the hill
"I uh had a bad dream" I didn't really want to tell him what it was about
"Aw I'm sorry" he looked back over the horizon
"Well why are you awake?"
"Sometimes I just cant sleep no matter what I do Tubbo finally went to sleep so I could go outside its how I calm myself I like being outside" he over shared a bit I could tell I didn't mind it
"So did you grow up in the orphanage too?"
"Yeah I did but since I was younger no one treated me bad other than my foster homes'' he looked to me the wind picked up a cold breeze went through I shivered
"the workers there were always so mean to me I think its because I'm a monster." I looked at him tears were forming in my eyes
"Your not a monster Ranboo" he looked up at me shifting closer to me
"Yeah I am I hate to say it all the kids avoided me if they could none of the workers liked me and I would get hit often"
"Its because I'm half enderman everyone is scared of me" I answered a tear went down my check I whipped it off it burned for being so small
"It's alright Ranboo we are not taking you back there"
"That's what they all said" I muttered he heard it I dropped my head
"Just a monster" I said under my breath it had a cold tone behind the words that i didn't intend to be there.
"Your not a monster Ranboo, your my brother" Tommy hugged me I was shocked by his words no one ever called me "Brother" before,
"Lets go back inside and try and sleep" Tommy said pulling away from me and reaching his hand out I took it and we went back inside up the stairs and I finally was able to sleep.
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