Family

{ Chapter 19: Suicide }

{Pistanthrophobia- (noun) A fear of trusting people in any kind of relationship due to past experience's.} 

May 8th 2020

"So what are you gonna do with him.?"

"I don't really know, I don't know if I can adopt him. It's a bit to late to take him back now.."

"You are only 15 Ranboo do you think you can alone?."

"I don't know... I mean I don't want him to get sent to a center or a orphanage, he needs someone."

"Maybe Phil can take him..?"

"If Phil adopted him and he became my little brother that would mean Phil would have 5 kids, and I don't know if Phil wants to adopt any kids that are toddlers or like anyone under the age of 13. But I do agree I will have to find help somewhere." I sighed and put my elbows on my knees and put my hands on my checks and started at the floor.

"I can try to help you where I can, I mean I already spend more time at your place then I do my own, I have some old clothing and toys I can run over to you when we get back to help you get started with him, I don't know much about babies since i've never taken care of any kids but I can try my best to help!."

"You sure..?"

"Yeah I can help!How are you gonna tell Phil or my Mum?." I sighed and laid down on the bed and laid my arms out.

"I don't know" Tubbo laid down beside me and also just stared at the ceiling of the boat.

"Well I can't speak piglin so can you maybe work on that first?."

"Agreed but can we maybe consider going to sleep first..?" He smiled and wrapped his arms around me, I fell asleep rather quickly.

May 9th 2020

Ranboo POV

I sat up and looked around the boat, I noticed Tubbo wasn't beside me anymore and that every blanket and his clothing had been packed into a bag. I looked at the other bed Micheal was tucked away in and he was still fast asleep. Then I heard the trapdoor close. It was Tubbo.

"Ranboo we are home!." I giggled as he came running over to me. We did some last minute packing and I was just sitting with Micheal who was now awake.

"⨒⨓⨓⨉ ⨍⨓⨅⨐⨁⨐⨒ ⨍⨁⨆⨕⨌⨀⨊." (Good morning Michael.) I sat down on the bed next to him. And smiled he rubbed his eyes.

"⨍⨓⨅⨐⨁⨐⨒ ⨉⨀⨉⨉⨘!" (Morning daddy!.)

"⨓⨇, ⨍⨁⨆⨕⨌⨀⨊ ⨔⨌ ⨀⨅⨌ ⨒⨓⨁⨐⨒ ⨕⨓⨍⨌ ⨋⨕⨌ ⨀⨉⨎⨊⨋⨈ ⨆⨀⨋ ⨈⨌⨌ ⨘⨓⨎ ⨈⨓ ⨘⨓⨎ ⨕ ⨀ ⨑ ⨌, ⨋ ⨓, ⨈ ⨋ ⨀ ⨘, ⨁ ⨐, ⨋ ⨕ ⨁ ⨈, ⨃ ⨀ ⨒." (ok Michael we are going home and the adults cant see you, so you have to stay in this bag.)

"⨓⨋⨀⨘" (otay.) he slid off of the bed and ran around the boat while I got my backpack ready for him, my clothing was at the bottom so it was comfortable and at the top I was gonna put a blanket over him and leave the bag opened so he could breathe obviously. It wasn't long before we were back at Phil's.

"Welcome back Ranboo how was the trip?." Phil asked as he cleaned down one of the tables.

"It was super fun but, I am exhausted from it so I might go nap in my room." he nodded and I walked up the steps quickly and into my room I placed down the bag carefully and got Micheal out who looked like he had slept the whole way here.

"This is your new home." I smiled and sat down next to him.

"You do need to learn English, so you up for that?" I asked he slightly tilted his head trying to make out what I said but he nodded. We spent at least 2-3 hours practicing he was able to say a few things and knew a lot of the alphabet and he used signs to tell me when he was hungry or sleepy etc. he figured out how to say "dad and papa" so thats a start he said he was hungry so now we deal with this.