{Atychiphobia- (noun) A fear of failure, for disappointing someone you look up too.}
January 23rd 2020
Ranboo POV
I woke up at 6am pretty early. If you asked me I looked out my window and got up. I wrote down the things that happened last night with me and Tommy, he called me brother. That's a first and most likely a last I still wonder if they are taking me back I flipped over the older pages to see the old suffering I went through I looked out my window there wasn't that much snow on the ground anymore I got up and put on some clothing and went down stairs I ate my own breakfast alone until Philza came out while I was eating my cereal.
"Why you awake so early Ranboo?"
"I'm used to waking up earlier and hey look" I pointed to my now empty cereal bowl
"Good job, I'm proud of you!" I nearly melted at his words, he was so kind to me for no reason, no one ever said they were proud of me.
"Want to help me make breakfast?" he pulled out some cooking things and heated the oven up
"Sure"I got up from the chair and walked over into the kitchen
"I'm thinking pancakes" he pulled some batter from the pantry We continued to make pancakes
"I'm going to wake everyone" he went upstairs I was feeling good so I decided to have another bowl of cereal I fixed it up as I was beginning to eat Wilbur and Techno came down the stairs they both fixed themselves a plate
"I'm glad your eating" Wilbur smiled while looking at me I smiled at him and nodded and then tommy and tubbo came down we all ate breakfast and then everyone went there own ways I didn't know what to do I was pretty board
"Hey Philza, do you think we can go to town today?" I asked entering his room
"What for Ranboo?"
"I don't know I just wanna get out of the house"
"I can take you and tubbo to the park if you like"
"Yeah I'll go ask him" I got up and left Phil's room up the stairs into Tommy's room
"Hey Tubbo" I walked in, Tommy was downstairs getting something Tubbo was in here on his phone
"Hey Ranboo"
"Wanna go to the park with me?"
"Is it a date?" I shook me head and giggled
"No" I laughed a bit
"Then no if its not a date" He said looking away from me
"Ok fine it's a date" I laughed he laughed too
"Alright let's hit the road" he said getting up and walking pass me I shook my head and followed him outside and into Philza's car we got there rather quick Philza said he would be back in a hour or so we played around for a bit no one was there but us and then trouble came along me and tubbo were playing hide and seek and he got up in a tree and was to scared to get down.
"Tubbo just jump down!" I yelled at him
"No it's a big jump!" he yelled back
"Will you get down if I catch you?!" I asked him
"I don't trust you, Enderboy!" He said jokingly I grabbed his foot and pulled him down and sitting him down shaking my head
"oh hey that wasn't so bad" He said as he looked up at me I sighed and then Philza pulled up
"Race you to the car!" Tubbo said running off. I ran behind him closely. We basically tied but he kept saying he won the whole way home. It was dark by the time we were back. I went upstairs to sleep and I was pretty tired.
Philza POV.
I was fixing dinner up for everyone tubbo left tomorrow afternoon and then ranboo had already went to bed he was pretty tired I fixed up potatoes and some pasta I fixed up everyone's plates and soon all the kids came down expect ranboo I guess he really was tired me all sat down.
"So tubbo, where have you been all day?" Tommy asked in a joking voice.
"With Ranboo at the park we invited you but you wanted to stream."
"Hey dad I'm working on this new song." Wilbur smiled looking at me
"Oh really you will have to sing it to me when your ready." It wasn't long after that sentence we heard an enderman scream my wings puffed out, they do that when I panic or get worried I immediately went up stairs as fast as I could.
''Stay down here!" I shouted from the stairs at the kids. I went up into ranboos room only to not see him anywhere. I heard sobs from the closet. I went and opened it and kneeled down to the very upset boy that was in the far corner of the closet.
"I-I'm sorry! I d-didn't mean to I-I'm sorry dont hit me p-please I'm so s-sorry I'll fix it!" he was sobbing, it was burning his skin.
"Ranboo I'm not going to hurt you, its ok, its Phi.l" i stayed where I was I knew not to get close to him in his panic state.
"Im-im sorr-ry dont hurt me don't g-get water please!." he was begging me not to hurt him I've never felt more bad for a child he's only 15 and it seems like he has been through a lot already.
"Phi-il I'm so -so-rry." He was bawling his eyes out his face was burning and steaming I could tell crying hurt him.
"Ranboo it's alright mate it's all ok I'm not gonna hurt you. I need you to tell me that you can hear me." I wanted to hug him but that wouldn't be smart, I stayed there he nodded his head.
"Ok Ranboo listen to my voice and give me your hand." he put his hand out he was shaking I put his hand to my chest.
"Copy my breathing son". he nodded and soon he calmed down after about 15 minutes.
"I'm sorry Philza." he seemed like he meant it I don't know what he is apologizing for but I don't want him to he didn't need to apologize I pulled him into a hug he broke out into tears again.
"I'm so fucking sorry dad!" he said into my shoulder my heart was warmed at the word dad i rubbed his back calming him.
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