Family

{ Chapter 28: Cant think straight. }

{ Nebulochaotic: (noun) A state of being hazy and confused. }

May 25th 2020

Ranboo POV

I woke up in a lot of pain, my head hurts a shit ton, Tubbo came through the door with some chips and water bottle. I sat up against the headboard of the bed as Tubbo sat down on the bed, handing me some pills and water.

"How are you feeling..?" I took the pill quickly, and rubbed my eyes.

"Uh I don't know, my head hurts a bit and so does my stomach."

"I figured so, that's why I gave you chips. It's a light weight food so if you get sick you should be fine, just sober up."

"Sober up..?"

"You don't remember anything from last night, do you...?" Now that he had mentioned it, No I didn't, I racked my head for answers to his question but it was all blank. All I can recall is the fact Bill invited me to a party, I don't remember going or anything. I shook my head and ate on the chips I was given.

"Well we went to the party, do you really not remember even going there?." I thought harder trying to remember, I remember driving to the party but nothing farther.

"I can't remember much, But I remember driving to the party, did I drink or do anything out of line?."

"Well- Well yes and no, Bill kept nagging on you to go drink at the start of the night and while I was focused on talking to Tommy you literally just disappeared, and then Bill asked where you went and while I was talking to Bill, Tommy left with a drunk girl to the dance floor, then Bill left to the bar, I went outside for a bit. I don't like parties too much."

"What else happened Tubbo, did I do something, did I Enderwalk?, hurt you?.-"

"No, No, nothing like that-, uh- um I went back in to get you and I found you at the dance floor you basically got drunk off your ass, um, you cried a bit and said some things. And then we went home." I felt like something was wrong, Tubbo had to have left something out.

"Are you sure that's all that happened.. Like if I did something you can tell me I don't mind."

"You just said some concerning things that's it-."

"What did I say.?"

"You begged me to stay with you. You didn't want to stop drinking, and you cried." Bits and pieces came back to me. I remember crying, can't remember over what or why but I remember crying, I remember yelling and the red flashing lights through the room, I remember the smell of alcohol and I remember the burning taste of the drinks I had. I didn't say anything. I wanted Tubbo to keep talking. But he didn't.

"Anything else..?" I spoke up once more and downed some more water, I couldn't help but notice Tubbo was a shade of red.

"Well one more thing happened but it isn't that important." I raised a brow and sighed, whatever I did was bothering him. I more then likely fucked something up like I always do.

"Its bothering you. Can you please tell me what I did.?" The same begging voice I pulled the other night, however it was more understandable now, not broken up, not under the influence of alcohol. Tubbo took a breath in and out slowly.

"When we got home I took you to bed and um- uh, you uh-."

"Spit it out Tubbo."

"You kissed me." My heart dropped into my stomach, I didn't know that I would do THAT of all things when drunk. Tubbo looked at the ground and so did I. I then started to remember what happened afterwards. I remember everything, not clearly but I remember it. My ears dropped. I felt bad, guilty almost.