Family

{ Chapter 13: Rain on the roof }

{Atelophobia- (noun) The fear of never being good enough.}

May 4th 2020

Ranboo POV

I looked at Tubbo who was very much still sound asleep half on me half not, I smiled to myself. I glanced over to the clock beside my bed, 12:02PM. I groaned and moved Tubbo off of me, that woke him up.

"What time is it?" He yawned.

"Just turned 12pm".

"Well damn ok."

"You feeling any better?"

"Yeah I am, my leg just stings a bit."

"We should head down for lunch." I sat up and he nodded. We got out of bed and changed he had a slight limp in his walk but he was fine. We got some sandwiches and everyone was down stairs I fixed Tubbo a plate as I knew he could walk but I also knew it was painful to walk for him, so I wanted to do what I could to help my new best friend. Phil came over and sat across the table from Tubbo. Everyone was here except Techno, Wilbur was on the TV and Phil and Tommy were talking to Tubbo I sat down and slid the plate to him he smiled at me and I looked to Phil and Tommy as I ate.

"So wanna explain what happened last night?."

"Well me Tommy and Tubbo were outside fixing the barn we lost track of time, Tommy went inside, Tubbo got distracted by fireflies and then mobs started to come out and we tried to go in but we didn't have any weapons and there was a creeper in front of the house so I ran to the barn and-." Phil began to speak.

"What happened to Tubbos leg why is it badged? I asked if you both were hurt, you said no." The room fell silent, even the TV was paused. Not a sound was heard. I felt all eyes laying on me, it made me uneasy. I looked at the floor and chewed on my lip and started to panic, maybe I wanted to panic even, I couldn't handle all the eyes on me. I had basically betrayed Phil. I started to shake everyone was staring still. My panic state was starting to get worse until I felt 2 arms wrap around me, I looked up to see who it was, it was Tubbo he got up to come hug me when he shouldn't be walking. A few tears slipped out and I hid in his neck, I felt embarrassed. It's times like these where I wish Bill had come with me, he would take care of me. Once the hug was broken and I dried my eyes.

"I'm sorry I- I just-" I stumbled on my words it was hard to talk, I was starting to explain or was trying to explain what happened but Tubbo just placed one of his hands over my mouth.

"I got shot by a skeleton when we were running to the barn Ranboo got the arrow out and took care of me I'm sorry we didn't tell you last night we just didn't want you to panic all night about me." He was a lot better at explaining things then I was. We finished eating.

"Hey Ranboo" Wilbur said he came and sat down on my bed

"Hey Wilbur!" I said smiling or trying to I don't know if I was

"So Ranboo care to hear another song?" Wilbur said looking at me I smiled i loved hearing his music we walked into his room

"This one is called Your sister was right" Wilbur said as he started to play I already liked it he played it for about 2-3 minutes and it was really good

"I liked it Wilbur thank you!" I said I got off of his bed and walked to his door

"Ranboo do you have any hobbies?" Wilbur asked me I shook my head

"some things interested me but I don't have the skills to do them" I said I leaned on the wall behind me

"Like what interests you?" Wilbur said sitting his guitar into its case and putting it up on the wall

"Um I'm not to sure, I like writing and playing Minecraft and other games" I said looking at the floor I really don't know what I like to do

"Hm ask techno he's into writing maybe you both will get along'' Wilbur said I knew who techno was and he did take care of me the time I passed out but i never really did things or went into his room ever I guess it is about time I start hanging out with other people in the family other than well tubbo. Even though Tubbo wasn't my brother and had a mother and wasn't here every time but that 1 time a month when he does come over I feel a lot more happy around him, I like Wilbur too, I hang out with him I really like his music I wish I could listen to it on the daily but can't, and tommy dose a lot more gaming and I never asked to hang out with him unless tubbo is there and techno, I feel like the only time I see him is at breakfast and dinner he never leaves his room, I guess I'm not one to talk. I giggled to myself I wasn't in Wilbur's room anymore I laid down on my bed I think it's time for a nap I soon feel into a slumber.

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