ukiyo:(n.)" the floating world", living in the moment detached from the bothers of life.
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It always gets worse.
It is all lies they say for the sake of "comforting you", thinking they can save you from your misery. But why it is so easy to kill the happiness, when the sadness clings into you, never letting you out.
It consumes all your energy, steals your motivation and kills your will to continue. It is like you are forced to face it. And all you have to do is watch everything fall apart.
Stop building my hopes over nothing. I'm tired of it.
Stop saying it is okay when it isn't.
Life isn't fair, is it?
I never imagined I would see myself so lost at my own home.
My period cramps are not helping at all neither my mood swings. Sometimes I find myself dramatic or downhearted for no reason at all.
I was lying in my bed, curled into a fetal position under the blanket, clutching my stomach trying to soothe the pain.
I was supposed to meet Juliane at 10. We rarely hang out these days due to my college but once I am done studying, her shift at the club would start but we agreed on spending our night before. She is a very famous stripper in town, she dropped school because it fucked her mentality in an awful way. So she preferred her mental health over the school. Honestly, I fully support her, at some point, I wanted to join her but graduating to be a detective in 2 weeks won't allow me.
I hopped off the bed, I winced but I managed to shower. I got out and dried my hair. I grabbed my short silky dress and put it on. I finished my look with light makeup. I am used to wearing dresses while I am on my period, I took one last look at the mirror and jogged down the stairs only to pass mamãe "Adeus mãe"I call her as I climb my parked car in the garage. (Bye mom)
"Esteja seguro e não se atrase" she shouts sitting beside the pool. (be safe and don't be late)
The drive to the club won't take a long time, it is half an hour away from papados mansion. I pulled out of the driveway, the streets are empty at this time.
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I make it through the club, it is crowded in here, I hope it wouldn't take me long to spot her and Seth.
I was pushing my way when someone forced me to hug them, I instantly recognized her from the tall frame and strawberry smell. It is Juliane." Oh, I missed you so much Val" she pulls back, grabbing a hold of my hand and dragging me towards a room. She is wearing a black matching set of bra and a panty that barely covered her.
