Fall again

Chp5

Chapter 5 ~ Friends?

And

He was alive

I took a deep breath in relief then pushed him away when I found his unwavering eyes on my face.

He staggered back, shifting away immediately with an alarmed expression on seeing whatever had crossed over my face.

"Listen I wasn't going to jump.." he clarified shaking his head vigorously.

I stared at him viciously, "what's wrong with you!" I yelled at him.

My hands turned into fists, I reached him then punched on his jaw his face flipped back to me in shock.

He didn't expect it, even I didn't.

I was shocked too but more than that I was hysterical.

"How can you?"I slapped on his chest this time shocking further, him and me.

He stared at me weirdly probably wondering why I was throwing a fit?

Clumsy, awkward and she was psycho too?

But I had reached a point of no return, where I couldn't restrict my emotions and thoughts.

I continued glaring at him my breathing getting hard. I felt cold sweat rolling down from my forehead to my cheeks.

I shoved him again to bring some sense into his head, "don't you have any care for anyone?" I asked wiping my eyes.

"For your parents?" I asked again when he didn't reply just stared at me stunned.

He caught my wrist when I swung my arm at him angrily, "please calm down I swear I wasn't going to jump-." he stopped didn't complete his sentence rather observed me with concern.

I was finding it harder to breath I held my head counting backwards to not panic or worse faint.

"You are looking pale" he extended his hand and touched my head lightly. I looked at him taking in his face, seeing it from this near I couldn't help but have my eyes enthralled by the sharpness of his features. Under those bangs it didn't show much it didn't tell how handsome he really was, without all those bruises and hair hiding it.

And he was going to jump

"you were going to jump!" I repeated what was shouting in my head.

He was going to jump?

What if I too was late?

What if I couldn't save him also?

My throat got thick with emotions I gasped, saw black dots dancing in front of me I held his hand for support counting backwards this time more loudly" 60, 59, 58, 57, 56..."

"I wasn't" he told me in a louder, stronger and calmer voice. The calmness seap in me it worked a little but it did help me to catch my breath and tell my head to stop panicking ..he is alright! No one is hurt..

No one is dead...

When I thought I was relaxed I made an effort to get up I winced when my back hurt .

He helped me in getting up. I awkwardly held his arm because I think I might have fractured my tailbone. Sahil wasn't light as feather and with the suddenness of him landing on top of me it really hurt my body.

It ached like a weak person's body on inside and outside, all over.

Not to mention I was still breathing so hard my body was delayed in recieving the signal that everything was ok so just shut it and calm down!