Domination mxmxmxm

Chapter 15 (Unedited)

Happiness. 

It truly is the worlds worst drug. Everyone wants to be happy and will do anything to be just that.  Including me. I would do anything to be happy. But the world doesn't work like that now does it. 

A slow rhythm of beeps filled my ears. Man is it annoying. I slowly pried my eyes open to a white room that smelled like cleaner and leaked of desperation. I laid in the quiet of the room for awhile just staring at the ceiling until the sound of someone walking around me made an appearance. I didn't turn my head or try and get there attention to let them know I'm awake. What would be the point. I cant count how many times I woke up in a hospital room alone. Hell I was on first name basis with all the nurses at my hometowns hospital. 

"Oh you're awake" I startled a nurse. I'll be right back with a doctor who has some questions for you. She walked away while I continued to stare at the white ceiling. A few minutes later someone else walked through the door. "Hello, I'm Doctor Bennet I have a few questions to ask is that alright?" I nodded and winced. How the hell did I not notice this massive migraine? 

"What is your name?" I turned my head to look at the Doctor. He was middle aged, early forties probably. "Camryn Maxwell" My dry voice husked out. "How old are you?" He's pretty plain looking but attractive non the less."Twenty" he nodded "Ok do you remember what happened?" I nodded and turned my gaze back to the very interesting ceiling. "Ok do you have anyone we can call for you? I'm sure this is a very emotional time and support is always what we suggest." I nod. "I have no family" I swallowed some spit in hopes it will help my throat some. "But I have a boyfriend" He nodded and set a little note pad and a pen on the side table. I could have counted Harleigh but I knew Abby would be upset if I bothered their relationship again so I decided not to tell him. 

"Could you write his number for us and we will give him a call" I sat up slowly wincing the whole time and wrote down Masters number. I set down the pad and the Doctor exchanged it with a cup of water. Finally. I drank the water and waited in silence for about fifteen minutes until the sound of what was possibly a door thrown off the hinges filled the wing of the Hospital. "Where is he!" Master yelled I'm assuming at the poor nurses. I heard a bunch of hushed voices telling him to calm down. After about five minutes Master burst through he door. 

"Baby! Are you ok? we called you for hours yesterday, We searched everywhere we could think of, we where all worried sick" Master started interrogating as he rushed to me. I held out my arms and Master pulled me int his embrace careful of my IV. Master gently picked me up sat in my spot and set me in his lap. "What happened baby? they wouldn't tell me over the phone?" I broke. Like a dam, all the emotions I was holding in let go. He was my safe place, and I don't want to ever let it go. But what if I told him and he thought I was disgusting? What would I do. 

If he did that I would truly die. Whether it be by my hand or something like neglect to myself. Is it possible to die by neglecting your needs? Probably. Master rubbed my back and whispered hushed sweet nothings in my ear. Soon I drifted off into a land of peace wrapped in the embrace of my security blanket/lover. If someone doesn't have a person like this man here, they need one. I hope it stays like this, even after he finds out. 

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I woke up to Masters embrace tightening over my body. The hushed whispers of the doctor letting me know the situation. He was telling him. I stayed in Masters embrace and pretended to still be asleep. I don't want to face this right now. Especially if he started to reject me after this. All I want is Master to hold me. Is this normal? Shouldn't I like be repulsed by touch or something? This is confusing. Oh God they are gonna make me go to therapy after this *Internal scream*. I hate therapists, they are like the ultimate god of nosy people. Its the perfect job if you can't keep your nose out of peoples business though. 

When the Doctor left Master held me tighter and closer to his body. "I promise as long as I live and breathe. I will protect you." 

I think I'm falling in love with this man. 

Oh shit. 

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a/n 

Sorry this is so short but I don't think it would have turned out if  I continued. 

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