Camryn Maxwell is a broken sub with an abusive past, just moved to a new town to hide from all his memories and mistakes. Camryn decides to make the life changing decision to move to New York with his cousin to work in her BDSM shop. Where he meets...
I woke up to the dull sound of cries. And this might be weird to say but I don't think I would have it any other way. I know that I should leave this one to Onyx but. I think I need this. I need this more right now. Dealing with everybody else's feelings and not my own really comes back to bite you in the ass when you have no more distraction pushing your own feelings back.
I checked the time and it read 4:03 a.m. kinda early but hey I'm not gonna complain. I got out of bed and shuffled my way to Cam's nursery. Inside was a crying Cam laying in his crib making grabby hands for me as soon as I was hovering over him.
"Aww baby, what's wrong?" I asked him and pulled the sweet boy into my arms. Felling under Cam's but I could tell he had a wet diaper. "Aww sweets let get you a new diaper, huh? what do you think?" I asked while I laid him down on the changing table and tickled his tummy drawing sweet giggles out of him.
While he was happy I grabbed a new Paci from the drawer below him and popped it into his mouth before I started his diaper. After I changed his diaper I gave his thigh a quick kiss. "Such a good boy huh baby?" Cam kicked his legs and smiled around his Paci.
After I changed him into a plain burnt orange onesie I picked up the baby and put him on my hip and went to the kitchen while making Cam laugh by giving him quick abrupt kisses to his cheeks when he didn't expect it. When we got to the Kitchen I started making a bottle for him and figured out that this is impossible with him in my arms as well.
I decided to put him down on his highchair that our dommes pulled out along with all the other little stuff last night. They pulled out his highchair, his playpen and all his toys. He was all set. I turned back to start making his bottle when Cam started whining. "Baby I gotta make you a bottle. You like milk honey you need it to grow all big and strong" I talked to him while I started his bottle.
Should I put laxatives in his bottle? I noticed that he would pee in his diaper but he hasn't pooped yet and maybe he just hadn't had to go yet? Am I being paranoid? Probably. I decided that if he doesn't poop by lunch tomorrow then I would put some in a bottle so he would go. I picked Cam up and decided to feed him on a couch. When I sat down I situated him to feed him comfortably and pulled the Paci out of his mouth.
When I put the nipple to his Cam greedily started drinking the milk. And it was the cutest thing. Watching Cam all my worries just seemed to melt away. His eyes stared into mine as he drinks until the lids where so heavy they started to slowly close until he was asleep. After he fell asleep I took the bottle out of his mouth and put his Paci back in so he wouldn't choke but he could still suck like he unconsciously did in his sleep.
After about an hour of just staring at his face I decided to put him down in his play pen so that he could sleep but be close at the same time while I started breakfast. And between you and me hopefully not burn the house down.
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