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Chapter 16 (Unedited)

It's been a day since Master got here, last night I got zero sleep because of my rushing thoughts. Could I really love someone again? Will he turn on me? No, it's impossible. If he was playing with my feeling why would he have held me so close in his arms last night. 

Why would he caress my head when I had nightmares? Why would he whisper words of love and encouragement in my ear? Why would he kiss my forehead every time I shuffled in my sleep? Why would he appreciate me like he does every damn day?

But then why did Sebastian not do any of those things? He told me he loved me. But he didn't touch me. And when he did he just wanted sex, or to take his anger out. 

Is this heavy feeling In my chest love because someone is finally giving me attention. Or is it dread because I'm waiting for him to leave or hurt me like he did? Before I knew it I was taking heavy quick gasps of air. Tears where streaming down my cheeks, chest and shoulders aching, body shaking. I was suddenly pulled into Masters chest. The distant sounds of rapid beeping and whispers of love fill the air. 

Am I worth all this trouble?

Just a while ago we where talking about spreading our feelings and expanding our relationship and here I am setting us back to where we began. Sure, our relationship blossomed fast but we where happy. Or at least I thought I was. 

Doctors quickly rushed into the room and not long after I was drifting off to sleep with Master in my embrace. I just wish it could stay like this forever. 

Onyx's POV

I woke up to my sweet hyperventilating just to the side of me. His body was shaking and his beautiful bright blue eyes where filled with fresh tears. I immediately go into 'dome mode' and swiftly pulling him into my arms caging him into my embrace hoping to bring him some comfort and start to whisper anything sweet or loving into his ears. 

The machine annoyingly beeps loudly letting people know his heart rate is rising. I wish I could just take away his pain. If I could transfer all his pain to me I would in a heart beat. 

He's been through so much and he has no one to help him. If I could strangle those fucking punks who hurt my baby I would for sure leave in handcuffs and be charged with murder soon there after. 

Soon the Doctor and nurses came rushing in. Seeing the situation at hand the nurses inject some kind of medicine through his IV bag. Camryn quickly calms down and falls asleep in my arms. 

After Camryn fell asleep the doctor starting parading me with questions. I told him what happened and he just nodded and jotted it down in his notes. 

"So" The doctor started off the conversation. "I think Camryn needs to see a therapist" No shit. "I know, but I want it to be his choice. I won't make him do something he doesn't want to do." He nodded.

"You know he could be a danger to himself" I sighed loudly "I know believe me I know, and there is nothing I am more afraid of. But he has never had real freedom. Or felt real love. And I want to give that to him. There are people in my life that want to be apart of his and give him those things too" The doctor nodded again "I understand but if something happe-" 

"It won't because he won't be alone until I think he is doing better" The doctor sat up nodded and walked out of the room. I hate doctors who always think they know better. Therapy isn't for everyone. Sometimes it makes them worse, It sure as hell made me worse. And I would never force anything on him unless I was absolutely sure he couldn't keep himself safe. But I should probably take that possibility into consideration. 

He will just need to be watched twenty-four hours a day. Man, he's gonna be pissed. 

Camryn's POV

When I woke up again I was once again in Master's arms. Cradled so close to his chest I could hear his soft heart beat fill my ears. It was truly a sound I wanted to listen to for the rest of my life. Looking at the clock on the wall its now four p.m. I must have slept for so long, poor master has to just wait here bored all day. I'm not sure how long I just sat there and watched Master's face twitch or nose wiggle in his dreams. 

Time passed slowly but I enjoyed the peace and comfort. That is until a knock softly filled the room. A nurse walked in with a large smile. She was a heavier set, dark skinned lady in her late forties. 

"Hey hun, I just came to give you the dinner menu" She whispered into the room. I nodded and sent her a small smile telling her it was ok to come in. She set the menu down next to me on the basic wooden nightstand. "How're you doin hun?" She asked with a slight southern accent. 

"Fine. I think" I said with a sigh, she nodded. Her gaze shifted to Master. "Ya know hun, he's been here ever since he got the call you where here" I turned to look at Master with a whisper of a smile and adoration. 

"I tried to convince him to go home and at least take a shower, but he is so adamant about not leaving ya alone" That kind of breaks my heart. He probably feels so guilty for what happened. I could blame a lot of people, but I would never blame him, Santi, or Lucas. I should probably apologize for not specifying where I was going. But I didn't even know. 

Ugh after this they are never gonna leave me alone are they? I appreciate that they all worry for me but I think with their help I will get through this. 

"All right hun, rest up, order some food, and don't forget that you aren't alone" 

"Thank you, uhh-" She sent me a sweet smile "Roberta, but chu can call me Bertie" I smile "Thank you, you can call me Cam" I like her she's sweet, she reminds me kind of what an aunt must feel like. 

I wish I could talk to Harleigh without Abby thinking I'm trying to ruin their relationship. She is all I have for family and now  can't even talk to my only family. It feels like Abby is trying to take away the only person I have from my childhood left. But I guess I should have told her that Abby didn't like me before I asked to stay with them for a bit. So I guess that's my fault. 

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A/N

So, I actually hate Abby. I don't know if you guys are getting the vibe from her that I am. But I actually don't like her at all. 

Anyways sorry its taking so long. School, work, stress, responsibilities. Just a lot. But it's out. 

Annnnnnnnd. 

I am getting another story prepared for after I finish this one. Check it out, It's called 'Kingdom Of Liars' there is a preview on there if you're interested. And if you wanna stick around to see what I continue to write maybe consider following. 

Love you Pups ~ Loner 🖤