My Best Friends Brother

Chapter 18-normal

(A/n before I write this chapter: this chapter has internal homophobic thoughts. If that triggers you I highly recommend to skip take care of yourself<3)

February 12th 1977

Regulus' was back to normal. Well back to 'normal'

After the quitich incident James had been avoiding him. The marauders hadn't pranked regulus and even avoided pranking him.

Regulus spent most of his time in his bed. He had realized he liked James. But he knew that was wrong. A boy liking a boy is wrong. What would mother say. I'm going to marry a nice rich pureblood girl, and prove myself to the dark lord. Consisted of his thoughts.

Regulus cried every day. He was mad. Mad at his family. Mad at his brother. And mad at James Potter.

Regulus was back to the starting point.

No one can know about James. I like him. That was wrong. I can change. He kept thinking.

He went into Bartys night stand and picked out a magazine full of....questionable pictures of girls.

Ew this is objectifying woman! No regulus you like this. He kept trying to correct himself.

He flipped through the magazine and all he saw were sad girls that looked way to skinny. I feel bad for them he thought.

He threw the magazine back in the drawer. It's no use. Stupid Potter has ruined everything.

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James was thinking about regulus again. He just couldn't stop.

Why the hell did he kiss me? Why did I kiss back? Dose he have feelings for me? Do I have feelings for him? Yes James you do. No I don't! He's my best friends brother. Consisted of his thoughts.

I have to stop him from going back. He's going to get killed. No James you can't he told you to stop hanging out with him.

He was lying in his bed when suddenly he heard the door slam open and close. "Sirius....are you sure James isn't in here" Remus said pulling his lips away from Sirius

"Yea moony I'm sure. What did you wanna talk about again?" Sirius asked.

"Well. We need to get James out of this funk." Said Remus sitting down on Sirius' bed.

"Yea I agree. What are we gonna do" said Sirius sitting on Remus' lap

"I don't know padfoot. I don't even know what happened." Said Remus with a sigh.

"Oh I didn't tell you? Reg kissed James and told him to stop getting close to him or some shit like that" said Sirius with a flat face.

Regmus jaw was on the floor. "Sirius what the actual fuck! How the hell did you not tell me this!"

"Sorry moony" said Sirius with an apologetic smile.

"Ugh whatever Sirius. I need a cigarette. Got any on you?" Said Remus.

"Why don't you come here and look" said Sirius with a smirk.

Remus chuckled and walked to Sirius. He was inches apart from his face when he picked the black up and threw him back down on the bed.

"Oi! Remus!" Said Sirius on the bed.

Remus was laughing his ass off. "No but seriously where are my cigarettes." He said

"Honestly moony I have no idea. But you could come over here with me instead?" Sirius said with a smile.

Remus smiled "so....where are they" he said as he started laughing again.

Sirius was just pouting on his bed. "Aw is wittle Sirius sad" said Remus making him.

That made Sirius give an angry glare. Remus chuckled "I'll take that as a yes."

After a few seconds Remus was feed up with the scilence so he decided to do something about it.

"Padfoot. You know I was joking right. I would never choose a pack of stupid cigarettes over MY Sirius." Remus said.

Sirius chuckled with his head hung. "Oh moons just come here."

Remus went into kiss Sirius, when suddenly a figure stepped out of another bed.

"That's it! I could put up with you guys weird flirting but I will NOT have my best friends snogging while I'm 3 feet away!" James said walking into the bathroom and slamming the door shut.

Remus and Sirius went quite then laughed like maniacs. "Yea we really do need to get him back to normal." Said Sirius, laughing

(A/n: I have to go to school tomorrow and I'm up at 12:30am. Gn y'all. Luv u guys!)