Wolfstar Oneshots

part 7

Remus sat in bed writing in his diary. He did it every day. Just to get random thoughts out of his head. Like oh Padfoot looked really good today. Or Prongs is crazy for Lily. Or Pads has the softest hair and the prettiest grey eyes that i can get lost in for hours. Or how Sirius can always get on my nerves in the best way possible. Or how James stole my chocolate last month and blamed it on Sirius, just because he knew I wouldn't be mad at him. That's the kinda stuff written in Remus' diary. He wrote all his thoughts because why not. It's not like he planned on sharing it. So Remus sat with his curtains shut writing in his diary. The only other person in the room was Sirius. Sirius laid in bed drawing. There was a record playing and the sun was seeping through the curtains.

"Hey Moony. What you doing?"

Sirius said throwing a pillow at the curtain. Remus pushed his head through the curtain.

"Private stuff."

He put his head back and closed the curtain.

"Wow I'm a little hurt I would have gladly joined you."

Remus pushed his head through again.

"What? Ew no."

He shut the curtains again and continued to write. Ugh Padfoot is always annoying me but some how always on my mind? I don't know how to feel. Im lost. Does he care for me? I know he loves me but as a friend or more? If it was as a friend i would be devastated but it would be better than him to not care for me at all. Was him messing with me just that or was it flirting? I need to talk to someone who can respond. Not a book.

"Remus? Im bored."

Sirius said poking his head through.

"Oh what you got there?"

Remus just thought lie.

"Book."

He said with a weak smile.

"Liar you don't write in your books."

Remus quickly put away his quill.

"I don't know what you are talking about?"

Sirius rolled his eyes.

"Then you wouldn't mind me reading your book then huh?"

"Sure."

Remus said grabbing his other book. Handing it to Sirius.

"Uh uh that one."

Remus just shook his head.

"Nope."

"Why not, let me see please."

"Nope. It is private."

Remus said putting it under his pillow. Remus got up and started walking out of the room.

"Don't touch it. I have to go meet Lily."

Sirius just nodded. Remus left the room. Sirius remembered he said he wouldn't touch it. Although he never would touch it using magic. Sirius grabbed his wand and cast a spell so that the book would levitate infront of him. He slowly started reading it.

"He has a crush on me. Yes."

Then the door opened. Sirius jumped and the book fell to the ground.

"What are you reading?"

James asked.

"Nothing important."

Sirius said picking it up and hiding it.

"Mmhm look we where getting some people around to play Quidditch, wanna join? Remus and Lily are refereeing."

"Sure Prongs, sounds good. Lets go."

They headed to the Quidditch field there where already some people out there. Lily and Remus sat watching. After the game was over Sirius flew over to them. James was already there chatting with Lily. Remus sat there with his hands in his pockets. He was shivering and his face a little red.

"Hey Remus. Your looking a little cold."

He nodded.

"Yep. I am."

"You wanna come here i will warm you up."

Sirius said with a wink. Remus made a confused face then said.

"No thanks we are going inside right now."

He said grabbing his things and heading down the tower. Sirius frowned if he had a crush on me how did he not catch on to the obvious flirting? Sirius thought. Sirius went to the bottom of the tower on his broom. He waited a minute for everyone else to walk down. Once everyone was down talking before heading in Sirius called Remus over.

"What's up Pads?"

Sirius levitated a little higher off the ground.

"Wanna go for a ride?"

Remus made a face.

"On your broom. No way."

"Uh why not?"

"I um... I'm cold."

"Well I'm not and if you hold my body heat will transfer."

"Well sure that may be true but..."

"Come one Moony. Get on."

"Um fine."

Sirius lowered the broom, Remus stepped over it and sat on it. Sirius went up in the sky, faster than Remus had expected. Remus started to breath hard. He quickly wrapped his arms around Sirius and pushed his head against Sirius' back closing his eyes. Sirius smiled. He went over to the roof outside their tower and landed. Remus got off sitting on the roof.

"You alright?"

Sirius asked sitting next to Remus.

"Uh yea I'm fine. Just my first time flying on a broom, at least since first year."

"Wow really?"

"Yea i don't really like heights."

Sirius started laughing.

"What's so funny?"

Remus said giving him a dirty look.

"Your just so cute."

He said with a smile. Then looked away in realization of what he said.

"You think I'm cute?"

Remus said looking at Sirius. Sirius looked back. 

"I really do."

Remus rolled his eyes. Then turned away from Sirius and smiled. Sirius leaned back.

"What are you doing Prongs?"

"Waiting for the stars."

He then looked at Remus.

"Your the most beautiful one, you know?"

Sirius said resting his hand on Remus' face.

"Wow your corny, huh? Plus your the one named after a constellation. "

Sirius smiled, and looked into Remus' eyes. He had very few moments in his life like this. Where he were truly happy. Remus placed his hand over Sirius' and smiled.

"Remus i."

Remus placed his hand out.

"Shh don't ruin our moment."

He said slowly leaning towards him.

"We are having a moment?"

"Shhh."

Remus said coming closer. Just as their lips where about to touch Remus stopped.

"I."

"Shhh don't ruin our moment."

Sirius said pushing their lips together. Remus laced his fingers through Sirius' dark hair. Sirius held the back of Remus' neck pulling him closer. This, this was the moment they both knew, they never wanted to be apart.