Tatak Letra

xiv. Chosen

𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐧

It's been awhile,
I am looking for a twist
What held me back from afar
Was not a reason to make me eased.

Yesterday, I counted my bruises
Letting my tears to fall
Minding what to do next,
Putting my wrist a hole.

Never mind me catching breath
When you see me walking naked,
Maybe I am just playing wrecked
A stupid scratch of falling pieces.

Under this whole cut, I exist
Only to strengthen my illusions
I don't have a mind to please
And my consciousness is real gone.

Living within my satisfaction,
I counted hours of peeling skin
I feel blooded pain but numbness won
And so I hear my demon's laughing.

There, my life is screaming for help
But I can't find a cure for me
After the long suffering I felt,
I offered my soul for free.

@inbluence