destinesia, avengers - xmen. discontinued.

nine.

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"Put a little love on me."

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"Wait for me here." i said and Natasha glance at me.

"I am coming." Natasha stated and i sighed.

"I'm not going to escape. I may hate all of you but i'm not stupid." i said and she stared at me for a few seconds then nodded.

"Okay, i'll wait for you." Natasha said as she sat down in the chair.

"Have a coffee, i ordered three. I'll take this two." i said and pick up the two coffee.

"How about the other coffee?" Natasha asked.

"I'll drink them both." i answered as i turned my back.

"Becareful." i heard Natasha added.

I didn't answer as i quickly walked, we stopped by a coffee shop so i can order some coffee for someone. I headed to a flower shop first then headed to where i'm meeting her. As i arrived there, it's not crowded. I slowly walked towards her and lowered myself.

"Hey, i brought you flowers and your favorite coffee mom." i whispered and i removed the leaves covering her name.

I sat down at the grass and put the flower beside her tombstone along with the coffee i brought for her, i picked up mine and took a sip.

"Hey, mom. How are you? Are you happy there? I hope you are." i whispered as my voice cracked.

I sighed to hold myself from crying but i failed, everytime i'm here i always cry. I took a deep breath and took a sip of my coffee again.

"Mom.. i'm sorry. I cried again." i whispered as i wiped my tears.

"How is Liam there, mom? Is he happy?" i said as i chuckled a bit.

"I bet he's taking care of you there, tell him i'm sorry. I'm sorry that i let him die there and didn't even give him a proper funeral.." i muttered and i felt the wind, it feels like someone back hugged me and i smiled.

"Is it bad, mom? Why.. why i'm with the people the reason why you're gone?" i asked as i sighed.

"I want to hate them, because it's their fault but you taught me better. I don't hate them even though i'm telling them they are but.. mom.. everytime i look at their faces, i remember everything. The day you died, the day i last saw you in our house." i said as a flashed of memories appeared in my mind.

"I remember how i watched a cctv a year later about that explosion, i saw how it hit our house and how you were eaten by the fire." i whispered.

I cried again remembering everything again, remembering how i watched that footage. How i'm helpless.

"Liam.. helped me, Mom. But now he's with you.. i hope he's also helping you t-there.." i muttered as i stutter at the last word.

I gently put down my coffee beside the coffee i brought too, i wiped my tears and i slowly stood up. I smiled at the name of my mom then i turned my back without saying goodbye, i don't like goodbyes. It's not like i'm not going back, i'm still going back here that's why i'll never say goodbye. I walked passing other graves but i look up as i saw a shadow.