Jin,"Because of you I can't sleep. Now take responsibility."
Jin pushed Jungkook and enter his room. Jin had never been in Jungkook's room before. All things were well managed. Everything was tidy. Lots of novels were cleanly and systematically placed on table. Even though this home consist of separate library but still this room looks as a mini library. Jungkook PC was looked as new..despite it was old. All the scrapped papers were on trash can..as if they were neatly kept on there.
Jungkook,"I hate it..If someone enters my room without my.."
Jin interrupted,"I'm not someone. I'm your husband."Even though Jungkook hate the idea of sharing his room, he still could not decline Jin's point.
Jin placed his pillow and blanket on the couch beside Jungkook's bed.
Jungkook,"What are you doing?"
Jin,"Sleeping.."
Jungkook teasingly,"If you can enter your husband room without his permission then you can share his bed..right..My dear Jinnie.."Jin snapped out in reality. He was too scared that he did not realized what he was doing right now.
Jin panickingly," Don't wor.. worry. I can sleep in the couch."
Jungkook grabbed Jin hand and slowly pushed him on his bed," Just sleep..you scared cat."Jin slowly cover himself with blanket. Jungkook slowly move towards other side of bed. When he turned over, he got surprised only to see Jin's face too close to him. He quickly got himself up.
Jungkook,"Instead of sleeping why are you so close to me."
Jin,"Because I won't know if you are sleeping with me if I didnot look at you."
Jungkook," Don't get too close, you idiot."
Jin,"It was because of you. If I had not watch that horror thing then I will have already in my dreams."
Jungkook,''Who was the one wanted to see the movie? ...These days older people are not reliable..Uff" mocking at Jin.Jin softly,"I thought I should spent some time with you."
Jungkook couldnot hear properly,
" Huh! What did you say?"
Jin loudly," I thought of spending some time with you..Why..Can't I?..Oops Sorry I was only one who was thinking seriously to this marriage. You even did not bothered to talk to me..I was only one who was trying..and you.."Jungkook got surprised by Jin's answer. Jin too was thinking the same.
Jin added," Even though we are too different and always ended up in argument. I thought if I try then may be we can compromise..but." Jin turned back from Jungkook
Jungkook,"Sorry.."Before Jin could look towards Jungkook. Later gave him a bag hug, Jin did not know why suddenly Jungkook grabbed him.
Jungkook," I'm Sorry Jin..Even though I too was thinking of how to talk to you I don't know how to..take.. first step for this marriage. "
Jin was little happy hearing such a word. Jin's heart burden slowly got lifted. He was happy Jungkook was thinking about this marriage.All todays misery and fear of Jin were gone away in the embraced of Jungkook. He got relieved even did not know when he fell asleep in others arm.
Jungkook whispered on Jin's ear,
" Tha..Thank you..Jin for moving towards me."
Tear from Jungkook's eyes were slowly rolling towards his cheeks with a smile on his face.
"Finally someone looked at me." He embraced little tightly sleepy Jin and soon tears with smile too fall asleep.Next morning, Jin woke up on Jungkook bed. After coming out from the room he heard a soft voice singing coming from Kitchen. He found Jungkook was singing a soft tune with a smile on his face. Anyone can tell he is happy. Jin was little shocked to see this unseen scene. But he did not know why seeing Jungkook's smile make himself to smile.
Jungkook found Jin staring at him give a smile," Good Morning."
Jin heart flutters right now..It was beating too fast...."Good ..Morn.. I need to wash myself."He rushed towards washroom. He looked at the mirror to find himself red. He did not know why but today he find Jungkook little different.
After sometimes, Jin went to dining only to find Jungkook waiting for
him.
During eating breakfast,
Jungkook,"Did you have a plan today, Jin?"
Jin," I need to go off.. Oh! Yeah today's holiday. Why? ..Is there a plan?"After waking up Jungkook found Jin sleeping beside him. Jungkook did know Jin was good looking but Today sleepy Jin looks to handsome to him. He get himself to washroom. Jungkook had always approached Jimin. But he had always got rejected. Despite he wanted to do something with Jin, Jungkook was too scared to take step again. He was scared if Jin did not like his method. Not to mention Jin usually argues with him because of different point of view. Jungkook suddenly recalls Jimin..
JIMIN,"If you want me to look at you then be replacement of Tae for me...Jungkookie..Please.. be Tae for me.."
Suddenly Jungkook snap out from his past memory.
Jungkook,"Stop thinking of that..Jungkook..You have to think about that person who is looking at you right now."Yesterday night first time Jungkook felt that he too can be needed by someone.. Jin words were like hope to Jungkook..Maybe this time he won't have to pretend for someone. Just thinking that Jin approached him..just thinking him as Jungkook make him happy. Before he knew he was already humming a song he could not contained his happiness. After looking back he found Jin staring at him.
Jungkook just gave a smile, "Good Morning."Jungkook thought he too had to be forward for what he want. If he sit idle then nothing will happen
Jungkook,"Wanna go on a date?"
Jin spits his drink," Da..Date?"
Jungkook giving a tissue,"You really have the habit of spitting..you know Jin."
Jin," Suddenly date."
Jungkook," You asked me to take responsibility right..I'm doing that."
Jin,"what.."
Jungkook," I'm sorry to let you watch horror movies with me..and I'm sorry to let you think you are enduring your pain alone."Jungkook put his spoon on the table, and slowly approaches Jin softly grab Jin's hand," Jin, I know I can't be a best partner for you but I promised I won't be worst. I will do whatever can make us both happy. I'm not good at relation but I will try harder to be best at it. If I can't do well, will you help me to be good at it,Jin?"
Jin,"Are you proposing me?"Truth is Jungkook is still worried because of his past. But if he did not accept his present then he will only stuck in his past. So he finally properly decided to let Jin enter his life.
Jungkook,"If you think like that..then it is."
It's not that Jin had forgotten Tae but Jungkook words were like as if asking him to grab Jungkook hand to let go of past and asking him to enter a hope for a better future.
Jin," I'm not that great too..If I did not do good then you have to help me too okay, Kookie. If you too get scared then instead of running away just be there for me..You don't need to hold me but just be there ."
Jungkook,"okay. Lets do well together then Jinnie."
Jungkook,"Welcome to Jungkook's world, Jinnie."
Jin,"Welcome to my world, Kookie."After some times,
Jin," So where are we going for a date?"
Jungkook,"Umm. Want to watch a movie?"
Jin suddenly," No..no movie. Lets go to my friend's cafe for today."
Jungkook reluctantly nodded.Little did both knew letting go of past that's not easy. Past are the strings of present.
Jimin," I found that person information, Tae."
Tae," Really..Good work Jiminie. Now I can finally faced my Jinnie."
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FanfictionBl, romance, comedy and little tragedy, bts characters, Jinkook Start : 14 May 2021 End : 25 May 2021 #1- Jinkook 31 May 2021 #1- Kookjin 21 Jan 2022