Yoongi," Who broke my door's glass?"
Tae," It's not me."
Jungkook," Sorry Hyung. It's just I was worried and.."Yoongi with slight smile,"Oh! So you were too worried for Jin that you just didnot realized how much my door worth it.."
Jungkook," It's not like that..Actually.. Whatever.. I will pay for the damage."
Jin was still confused why everyone gathered to be worried for him.Jin," What's really going on?.. Why are you two worried for me?"
Yoongi," Oh! Right."
Yoongi went to kitchen just to find that actually he indeed turn off the gas. He forgot about it.
Yoongi," Shit!.. I really made you all worried for nothing.''
Jin," Huh?"
Yoongi told everything about the gas incident.
Jungkook," So you made us worried for nothing?"
Tae phone rings.Tae," Yes! Jiminie"
Hearing Jimin name give Jin's heart pain even though it was not called by Jungkook. But it still it hurts him.
Tae," But..I..Okay I'll be home soon."
Jinnie, take care. I had to go. Jiminie is worried when I rushed out suddenly."
Giving hug to Jin," I'll see you.
Tomorrow. Let's talk everything. Bye."Yoongi,"Oh! Right I forget something to buy. I will be back soon too, Jin."
Yoongi lied because he thought it will be better if they talk face to face.
Jin looking down," Do you need water?"
Jungkook," No..I think I should leave too.Jin don't want Jungkook to leave too fast. Even though it's imposssible to be together he wanted Jungkook just to stay longer. He want to see Jungkook's face more. He wanted to feel Jungkook's presence more.
Jin," Even though I know all along still maybe I haven't gave up."
Jungkook,"What?"
Jin," Nothing."
Jungkook," So you are planning to stay with Yoongi from now on?"
Jin," Do I have a choice?"
Jungkook," Choice?"
Jin clenching his hand,"We are going to eventually divorced then what's the point of living together?"
Jungkook irriratingly," You really.."
Jin," What?"
Jungkook," Do you really hate me that much that you can't even stand seeing me now?"Jin," It's not like that.. Whatever ..I thought you will accept Jimin."
Jungkook," What are you talking about?"
Jin," I saw Jimin with you today."
Jungkook," Hold a second. You come back home..Then why did not I know?"Jin couldnot say what he heard today so he lied," I saw Jimin with you and I don't want to bother you two so I leave quietly."
Jungkook," You really don't want to see me huh.. I am leaving."
Jin loudly," I thought you love him.. Even though you love him."
Jungkook turning back," Even though what?"
Jin," Even though you love him how could you reject him?"
Jungkook," So you listened our conversation. Upto how much you heard?"
Jin," Not that much just little."
Jungkook,"what will you do if I asked you the same question?"Jin," Huh?"
Jungkook," Even though Tae returned back to you why are you still rejecting him?"
Jin," It's not the same case as you."
Jungkook,"Exactly it will never be the same case for me.. Jimin will never love me..It was just an act..If you knew Jimin was there then you should know there was Jenny too."
Jin," Jenny? What was she doing there?"
Jungkook," She is my fan too. She wanted to start to write a book so she gave me the scripts of her book. To know the feeling of protagonist emotion she asked me and Jimin to act."Jin happily," Really so that was it?"
Jungkook," I don't know why I don't want you to misunderstand. But Jin you should know everyone is not lucky enough to be loved by same person as they love as you..
Bye.."
Jin murmuring," You are right.. Everyone is not lucky."After seeing Jungkook's car leaving, Yoongi came back.
Yoongi," Jin, Did you tell him?"
Jin," Tell what?"
Yoongi," About your feelings?"
Jin," Yoongi, I don't think I could ever win with Jimin."
Yoongi," Why are you saying that?"
Jin," Jungkookie loves him very much. He loves Jimin too much that he had cut his wrist for him once..Even though Jungkook know Jimin won't reciprocate his feelings he still had pain in his eyes for him. He still think about him. "Yoongi did not know what to say to Jin. Yoongi knew Jungkook care for Jin but he had not seen Jungkook's actual feelings for Jimin yet. So he could not decided what exactly is Jungkook's thoughts.
Jungkook got to home. Seeing the face in front of mirror, he put his hands in his heart.
Jungkook," Please don't beat. Please don't beat for him. He is not yours. Please .."Jungkook heart was beating and yearning for Jin. He did not want to admit but just hearing Jin is in danger he rushed outside in his slippers. He wanted to warned himself to not go further than this or it will be late for him but it was already late. Jungkook don't want to get hurt again. He just don't want to be abandoned.
So he lied to himself," My heart is not beating for him..It just..It just."
Clenching his hand on his heart, Jungkook went to his bed.Next morning, Namjoon called Jungkook.
Jungkook,"Hello?"
Namjoon," Kookie, Jin had an accident?"
Jungkook," What?"
Namjoon," Quickly come at xxx hospital."Jungkook's with his bed hair and home slipper rushed towards hospital. But he saw Tae's Dad there covered with blood alongside Namjoon.
Jungkook," Uncle, What's going on?"
Tae's Dad,"Jungkookie ..Jiminie.. Jiminie is in there.."
Pointing emergency ward.
Namjoon shakingly," The thing is Jin's car collapsed with Jimin's car but Jin had not much big injury but.. But Jimin is in critical condition."A Nurse came outside the emergency ward," The patient had lost lots of blood. Do you have same blood donor?"
Jungkook," I have same blood as him."
Nurse," Then come with me."After Jin's medical treatment he went to see Jimin's condition. But he saw Jungkook pannickingly decided to give his blood to Jimin.
A nearby doctor came near to Jin.Doctor," You are really lucky to survive from this big accident without much big injury."
Jin watching Jungkook's leaving inside," No..I'm not lucky."
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FanfictionBl, romance, comedy and little tragedy, bts characters, Jinkook Start : 14 May 2021 End : 25 May 2021 #1- Jinkook 31 May 2021 #1- Kookjin 21 Jan 2022