It's not complicated

Hopeless Hope

Jungkook was very happy. Because Jimin accepted his request to celebrate his birthday by rejecting Tae's offer. Jungkook hoped maybe today he won't be anyone replacement for Jimin. Today he will be Jungkook for him. When he reached at home, Jimin was preparing his birthday cake.

Jimin," You are home."
Jungkook with a smile," Yep."
Suddenly Jimin got a message. After seeing it, he got pannicked.
Jimin," I think I need to go."
Jungkook," Where are you going this late? And whose message is it?"

Grabbing Jimin's phone. It was Tae's message. Jimin was rushing outside so Jungkook tightly grab with a backhug to Jimin.

Jungkook," Please Don't go."
Jimin," I need to go Jungkookie. Please let me go.''
Jungkook," I will do anything for you.. Even I do not like it, for you I will be anything..Please don't leave me.''
Jimin," I love him..Jungkookie.. I'm sorry I can't help it..I wanted to go."

Jungkook did not know why but he felt today if he didnot hold Jimin tightly then he could never be able to do it again. It was like a last chance for him.

Jimin," I can die for him. Can you die for me?"

Jimin left. Jungkook was left alone.
Those words were like Jungkook's last hope. If he tried to die for Jimin, Maybe he would looked at him. Maybe Jimin will start to like him. It was last chance for Jungkook to prove Jimin how much he yearn and love for him. Jungkook grabbed a knife. At first he hesitates because if he dies then he will never be able to see Jimin again. Somewhere inside Jungkook still want to live, but it is only his last hope so he cut his wrist. He called Jimin in hope maybe he would come back to save him. Hoping, Just a little Maybe Jimin care for him. After some time, His hands became heavy for him, slowly slowly his eyes were closing.

Jungkook," I'm waiting for you Jimin. Please come back fast."

Suddenly bell rings, Jungkook felt happy thinking it was Jimin. He hold himself after lots of struggle he reached the door and opened it

Jungkook, " Jiminie?"
It was not Jimin. Jungkook's hope were crashing.
Namjoon," I'm sorry for sudden visit. Actually Happy Birth.."

Namjoon saw Jungkook's hands were bleeding. He was struggling to stand up. Bloods were in the floor.

Namjoon," What is this..Kookie..Are you alright? Let me call an ambulance." Closing near to Jungkook

Jungkook distance himself," You don't need to..Jiminie will come..He will definitely come to save me."
Namjoon," Don't be stubborn..Let me help.."
Jungkook further go away," No ..this is my only way to prove my love to him now..It's my last chance to be Jungkook for him..It's..huff..huff...To show I am not Tae's replacement.. Don't come.."

Jungkook energy slowly drained away, Namjoon drag him to hospital. Jungkook had faint concious he could felt Namjoon's back, could hear Namjoon pannicking. Namjoon was shouting for a doctor.

When Jungkook woke up he found Namjoon was sitting next to him grabbing his hand.
Jungkook," Where am I?"
Namjoon," Oh! You wake up. How are you feeling?"
Jungkook," Yesterday Did you save me?"

Namjoon nodded. Jungkook was little relieved that he was saved but felt sad because it was not Jimin who saved him.

Jungkook," Did Jimin contact me?"
Namjoon," No.."
Jungkook hope flown away.
Jungkook with sad face," Oh!..So you never care for me huh..Jimin."
Namjoon," Who is this Jimin?"
Jungkook," Someone who I loved but will never love me back... Shit..Why am I feeling lonely suddenly?..Shit..At last I got abandoned."

Namjoon hugged Jungkook," I'm sorry Kookie. If only your parents were alive then.."

Jungkook burst into tears just thinking how much lonely he is. He was left alone by his parents. And Now Jimin too. He was never loved back..His feelings were never returned..Just thinking about it make him to die again.

Namjoon got called suddenly. When he saw it was Jimin. Actually it was Jungkook's phone kept by Namjoon. Thinking Jungkook will get hurt more he went outside to talk. After scolding Jimin, Namjoon returned just to see Jungkook was standing at the window.

Namjoon pannickingly," What are you doing there, Kookie?" Just get down here."
Jungkook with teary eyes looks at Namjoon," I don't want to live anymore. I am tired of trying..I am tired of hoping..I am tired of being replacement..I am tired of being alone..I'm tired of living."

Namjoon slowly closing near to Jungkook.
Jungkook," I wanted to see my parents."
Namjoon stopped at those words.
Jungkook, " I miss them..I suddenly miss them..I wanted to meet them."

Namjoon did not know how to stop Jungkook and then saw a knife near the bed. He put the knife in his neck.

Namjoon," Don't try to fall..or else I will kill myself."
Jungkook surprisingly," What are you trying to do?"
Namjoon," I'm sorry Kookie. I am your culprit. Because of me your parents are dead. If they were alive today then may be you won't try to kill yourself..May be you won't feel lonely."

Namjoon slightly cut his neck. His neck was bleeding.
Jungkook getting down from the window,'' You are bleeding. Please stop it..It was not your fault. It's my parents choice to save you..Stop hurting yourself..Give me that Knife."
Namjoon denying," I thought after I became capable I will take care for you even though I can't take your parent's place but still..."

Jungkook closing near Namjoon,
" Namjoon I'm here..Just give me that Knife."
Namjoon,"All these years I also really wanted to die..But thinking that you must be alone..I stop myself..If you don't want to live then I don't have any purpose for living.."
Jungkook," Tell me what you want..I will do it for you.Just stop, Namjoon."
Namjoon,"Then Promise me that you won't try to hurt yourself..just promise me."

Jungkook fastly," Ok I promise..Just stop ...I promise I will never gonna hurt myself again..I promise."
Namjoon throw his knife and hugged tightly Jungkook.
Namjoon teary," I'm sorry, Kookie..I'm sorry for coming late..I'm sorry for everything."

Namjoon could not see Jungkook hurting himself again for someone so he went towards Jin. Jin was surprised to hear it.
Suddenly a doctor came,
Doctor," Where is your husband, Mr.."
Scrolling paper "Mr. JIN."
Jin," Husband?"
Doctor," Mr. Jungkook right. We wanted to tell him that you can leave. But please take rest and do not take stress."
Yoongi,"Thank you, Doctor."

Doctor smilingly looking at Yoongi,
" Please tell his husband that everything is fine with him."
Yoongi," Why are you repeating same things?"
Doctors," Actually his husband got too panicked when Mr. Jin got fainted. He even pulled my collars to check on him fast. So I thought it will be better if I told properly."

Jin surprisingly," Who told you he is my husband?"
Doctor," Mr. Jungkook.. Why?.. Is he not?"
Yoongi pulled doctor away.
Jin felt a little happiness.
Jin,"I need to see him."
Namjoon nodded. Jin went towards Jungkook's room.

Jungkook suddenly rushed towards Jin scolding him," What are you doing here?..Shouldn't you be taking rest?''
Jin," Why are you scolding me?.. And I'm completely fine."
Jungkook," It just I was worried about you..But what are you doing here?"
Jin," I'm here to see my husband."
Jungkook," Hus..Husband?"

Suddenly Jenny, " Mr. JK?"
Jungkook," Hold a second..I'm coming."
Jenny saw both of them so she quickly left.
Jungkook," Why are you actually here, Jin?"
Jin," I..I was worried about you."
Jungkook," Wh..What ..Why are you worried about me?"
Jin hugging Jungkook," Can't you reject it?"

Jungkook surprisingly," Huh?..What do you.."
Jin interrupted,"Can't you reject to donate your kidney?..I know you still love him..but"
Jungkook," Jin, I.."
Jin," Please ..you always asked me do a favour to you.. Today I know its selfish but please do me a favour don't hurt yourself..I don't want you to get hurt..Please."
Jungkook," I'm not donating anything." Hugging Jin.

Jin with perplexed look," But Namjoon told me.."
Jungkook," Jenny's parents contact a dead person's family who is donating his kidney and heart and it was matchable for Jimin."
Jin hugging tightly," Thank god.."
Jungkook," But why are we hugging?"
Jin snapped wanting to free the hug but Jungkook grab him," Thank you for worrying about me..And maybe I still care and love for Jimin but I think I am starting to fa..."
Jin thought looking at Jungkook," Will it be alright if I still have a hopeless hope for us?"

Tae entered," What are you two doing?"