So i found this unpublished piece and just thought I'd share it
I don't need a thousand doctors a million happy pills or a billion words to be okay, I really just need five words from one person to be as happy as any drug could make me "i am here for you" that's all i need, i know I'm selfish but this is something I need more than anything I just want someone to love me, my parents didn't my siblings forget about me i havent had many friends, i just need someone to hold me while I am catatonic from my hell within you don't even need to love me i just need someone to hug me to them so maybe my broken self will stick back together, just fix me or let me die