Have you ever felt like such a piece of shit you didn't care how people treated you? I was told to leave my normal breakfast table in the cafeteria because a girl at the table didn't like me, I don't care if people step on me, I get pushed around and no one really cares, I've been thinking a lot about my blades I've considered giving myself a mark that might make this tiny town remember me, but they won't even if I slit my wrist and bled out in the school halls, they'd step over me, oblivious, they're all so fucking oblivious, I live everyday struggling not to kill myself, they're all so fucking oblivious, everyone is, please don't believe me when I say "I'm fine" it means "I'm fucking drowning but I'm afraid to tell you, SO KEEP ASKING, PRY THE TRUTH FROM ME, I'm scared to death to tell you how I feel because I don't want to be seen as pathetic, I don't want to inconvenience you by caring more about you than you care about me, so I'll say I'm fine in hopes you'll know I'm not" i hate lying but sometimes I have no choice, I don't want to hold people back in life so i lie through gritted teeth saying "I'm fine" with tears in my eyes, maybe I should kill myself, I wouldn't have to lie anymore
~skittles
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