Love and Hate (paused)

Space in hawaii

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Noah's POV: I was frustrated in Dixie she was old enough to know that first you don't start a fight over something that could be looked at from easier circumstances. Dixie was a mother and she acted like a child. After we left the table she could tell I was a bit confused on what I was going to do. When we laid down in bed it didn't feel right she was in the wrong and she knew it but dixie was never one to own up to her problems. I got up and went to so sleep on the couch. She got pissed at me but couldn't say anything because of Delilah. I wasn't going to ruin Delilah's birthday because everyone decided to wake up and be assholes. I fell asleep and then woke up with someone in my arms. It wasn't Dixie but my munch. She was giggling and playing with me face. I kissed her and tickled her and then Dixie woke up she didn't come near me which made me really upset. Delilah was turning 3 tomorrow which was perfect because by tomorrow we would have had fun in Hawaii and would be back on the boat and heading to the Bahamas. I asked dixie if she wanted to have breakfast with the family but she declined saying "no Noah," I'm a very harsh tone. I just left with Delilah in my hands we went to 'Mickeys Clubhouse' which was a brunch place and we greeted everyone. The group was fine but a bit tense. My mom said "was it bad," and everyone looked at her and nodded. Then my mom said again "where is she," I looked down and said "she is in the room. She didn't want to come. She's mad at me," everyone was confused when I said she was mad at me because I didn't do anything to her then and I never had charli said with frustration and anger "why the hell I mean heck is she mad at you," I just shrugged and then spoke "I don't know but right now I can't care because I'm not letting her promblem a get in the way of Delilah's birthday. Even if that means that Dixie won't see her turning 3," Delilah smiled and held up 3 fingers and said "I turning free," we laughed at the way she said 3 and then continued eating. Dixie marched into the restaurant and the grabbed Delilah from my lap and started to walk out of the restaurant when I said out of confusing "where the hell are you going," Dixie then said "oh I'm taking my daughter to the deck so we can see when we arrive in Hawaii and then we leave and explore," I was still confused so I said "our child she isn't just yours and I thought I was taking her around Hawaii and you were taking her around the Bahamas," she laughed sarcastically and said Turing to leave "no I'm taking her around all the places and I know she is your child but I have been with her the longest," no she wasn't, this is my child. I said "yeah the only reason you have gotten more time with her is because you made a stupid mistake," she then fired back and said "mistake I don't think so it may have been a blessing that I ruined due to you. I should be enjoying Italy with griffin right now but I'm here with y'all," she didn't mean that did she I started to tear up and Dixie saw and then she realized that she said that she stepped forward to grabbed my hand but I stood up and went the opposite way towards the table saying "no you don't get to charm me this time,". Charli then said "wow dixie that was low he didn't do anything to you in the first place. As a matter of a fact you can leave again if that's what you really want go... but you leave Delilah here," Dixie looked around for someone to back her up but no one was there. She looked at Delilah and said "I'm sorry my love," Delilah wasn't a mommy's girl and was most definitely a daddy's girl so she didn't care that much plus the fact that she didn't know what was going on. Delilah said "what's gowing onw," Dixie then said "you are going to spend some time with daddy and the family while mommy takes time for herself," Delilah smiled and ran to me and said "yay dawddy," Dixie turned around giving me last look this one felt as if this was the right thing to do so I let her go. A hour later of talking around the table and having a really good time. The captain said on the speaker that we would be arriving in Hawaii within 15 minutes. We all said that we would meet back up at the doc. We all went in to our rooms and got the essentials a extra change of clothes, swimsuits, Sunscreen, charger, blankets for the beach and for me and Delilah toys. After 10 minutes we were leaving and got to the dock as the ship was arriving. Then everyone else arrived and the plan was for me, Delilah, chase, charli, addi, griffin, Amelie, and Blake to go do our stuff together at the children and the parents would do their stuff. The group stoped by a ice cream machine because charli and Delilah insisted on it. We swam for hours, we went to a aquarium, took pictures, ate and had a lot of genuine fun. Delilah asked for dixie once or twice but when I told her she was going mommy things devilish soon focused on the group not really caring. Surprisingly I didn't either she hurt me and I was embracing it in a good way. This were getting rough but I had people how always were going to supports me even if Dixie wasn't and that was something she had to work on and I couldn't help her work on. We went back to the cruise and in our rooms. Dixie wasn't there so I made sure she was at least on the boat. So I tracked her location and she was on the cruise and she was in the bar that we were in when we went looking for charli. I don't know why but Mu subconscious told me to bring Addis me charli with me and they were with Bryce and chase so we were all there. I walked into the bar and my heart stopped when I saw Dixie and a random guy kiss. She didn't care she never did charli was done with her shit and Bryce was done to. Me and addi were the forgivers of the family but we lost this trait when we had to Bryce got tense and mad making his hand into a fist he wasn't going to punch Dixie but the guy that was down her throat. Charli was already walking towards Dixie chase tried to stop her but when charli was mad it was honestly scary. She walked to Dixie and pushed her. Dixie almost flew out of her chair and then she stood horrified I could tell in her eyes she was drunk but even when I got drunk every single day I didn't let anyone girl near me. She stood up and stumbled toward me Ann's I backed always and so did everyone else all I could get out through my tears were "Dixie what can I do? Nothing that's the answer. I put my everything in this and I still fucking am and for what," she slurred out "I'm drunk noah I don't know what I'm doing," then i said what I thought backing up further " and when you left me I got drunk every night numb the pain but one girl didn't come near me did they," she just looked at us and said "please help me. I can't even see straight," all I said was "yes but there is no way in hell your staying in my room," she nodded and I began to cry again. I went to the front and asked for a room and they had one so i was going to pay but Bryce did. We left dixie in their and I brought all her stuff and she said "goodnight noah," and I just left crying with everyone behind me. I cried all night what could I do that's all that went through my head. I wanted to kill myself for this girl and she didn't give not 2 shits. Fuck life.