Love and Hate (paused)

Phone Call

Dixies POV: I was happy because I had Delilah and that was all I needed. Griffin didn't really care I couldn't tell if he had stayed this long for the money, maybe he loved Delilah but I knew he didn't love me. He did, but not anymore. After that night me and griffin were proud of ourselves now it was a regret I had. Then me and griffin just left we forgot about are family's and everything. We had Delilah and you could say it kept us together for this long. It's been 2 years since I have seen anyone.

It was Sunday March 5 when my phone rang it was my mom. She loved me but it was hard for anyone to show it due to what I did. She said as soon as I answer with some happiness but sadness "dixie," I then said "hey mom" she didn't hesitate to then say "you have to come back to the house," I was surprised why did she want me there? Why would anyone want me there so I said "why mom" she said in pain. "Addison and Char (charli) got in a car accident," I then panicked my former best friend and my sister were in a car accident that caused my mom to call me so I assumed it was bad but still wanted to ask "is it bad" she just said with a bit of attitude"I wouldn't call you if it wasn't," so I then said "I will be their tmr morning at the latest" my mom said hanging up "okay dixie I love you" she hanged up before I could say it back I just prayed everything would be okay and that Noah wouldn't be their that thought was soon shut down when I received a text from Blake Noah's brother he said 'Noah is breaking inside and has been, but will be there' I responded with a simple 'ok,' which was left on read.

I packed my stuff and called a few people to see when I could get a car here as the house was 30 minutes away. I got the car in about 30 minutes I was there. I took Delilah and I told griffin it was a family emergency he didn't really seem to care but the fact he was worried about noah. I said that Noah was out of the picture, but was he.

30 minutes after Heidi called dixie
Noah's POV: To say I was dying inside was a understatement I was now pass the hurting stage and it was just numb. I just thought was I good enough for her? What made her cheat? Why didn't she tell me? Why didn't she just break up with me? The main one was where did things go wrong? Now she was off in her life with what I heard a child and the devils Spawn. I hoped she was at least happy. I wasn't though that was something everyone knew. I couldn't even get up to go to work. Now I had a big house, with a lot of money but nothing really mattered because I didn't have her I gave my everything into our relationship but I couldn't get anything in return.

When I got my call from my mom I thought it was just another call to check up on me like everyone did almost every day so I answered with the same question "how are you mom," she began crying on the phone which alarmed me that was normally me. She said "addi and char got into a accident you need to come back to the house," all I said was "okay I will be there in five," she said "I love you" and I responded trying to comfort her through my voice "I love you more" and hanged up I got in my car and was there is 5 minutes like I said. When I walked in everyone one was there even the unexpected like dixie and a child that looked like Dixies mini, Well she was. I was kinda stunned she was here after 2 years, my anger boiled as I looked at the sight of her acting like everything was fine but dixie was here I wasn't going to go crazy I never did. So I simply said looking right at her and then my mom "I'm only here for addi and char," everyone got the message and let me and Dixie drive in our separate cars heading to the hospital. Addi and chars rooms were side by side and they were both hooked up to tubes. They looked like me when I had overdosed but luckily my mom was there. I started to cry. Then Delilah looked at Dixie and said "mommy why is he crying," Delilah almost looked like me. But that would be impossible. She couldn't have hid this child from me. She wasn't that cruel was she? I began to cry more when Blake just came and hugged me. I hugged him back not saying anything and just crying Delilah asked again "mommy wats gowin on," in her baby voice. Dixie then said "um he is just sad," just sad I was forced to see the love of my life with a child that's not even mine the child that reminds me of the night I caught griffin and Dixie in my bed. My sister and Dixies sister were on their death bed I wondered why they were even together in the first place.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when I felt someone tap my leg I looked down and it was Delilah she had gotten out of Dixies lap and wanted a hug. I picked her up and hugged her she smelled just like dixie a sweet vanilla and then I realized it was the perfume I gave to her. Only a couple days before everything was destroyed. She hugged me back saying "it will be otay," I said feeling something in the first time in a while, "I really hope so," me and Delilah had a bond the rest of the day. She never left my side and Dixie didn't seem to care. It was 9:00 when me and Delilah were asleep on the floor. She was in my lap.

The doctor walked in saying "Charli Damelio and Addison Beck" this soon woke me up and we all listened. "The two girls both still have a heartbeat. Addison broke her leg which is good. Especially since she was on the driver side, but is also in a Coma so we don't know when she will wake up. Charli broke a arm and will wake up highly likely tomorrow morning," this isn't what I wanted to hear my sister wasn't going to be waking up in a while which meant that I wouldn't be able to leave. I began to cry but slowly with only a couple tears rolling down my face as I didn't want to wake Delilah up.

20 minutes later

Dixies POV: I  got a call from someone and answered saying "hey my love" everyone looked at noah for his reaction and that's when the feeling of happiness faded from his face. He looked sad and lost the same he looked like earlier that day when he walked into the house. Griffin said "hey baby how are y'all, how is Delilah," I looked at Delilah peacefully asleep on Noah's lap with his head on his chest the same way I slept on his chest when things were simple. I said to griffin "Delilah is fine she is asleep right now and is a bit clueless but their would be no way to explain because well you know. I am fine I shed a few tears but they wouldn't want me here anyway," Noah then said something to me for the first time in 2 years "that is the biggest lie you don't know how much they have missed you so much they got together to meet up with you ," I was shocked I didn't know what to say or do I just awkwardly smiled when griffin spoke my ear "is that Noah is he bothering you," Delilah had woken up but was still in the same posterior on Noah's lap. I said again "yes that's him and no no one is bothering me," then for the second time noah spoke I couldn't tell if he was getting angry or he was warming up but he said "wow" he got up and sat Delilah in my lap and then said again "I'm going to take a walk" he was mad, but he didn't want to show it because of Delilah. I ended my conversation with griffin and hanged up.

When Noah walked back in he sat down in the same spot and didn't say anything Delilah ran back over to him with a smile and said "nowh your back," she couldn't pronounce his name perfectly but it fit. She sat back down in his lap and soon fell back asleep. Everyone did.