Love and Hate (paused)

Dixie your here

Noah's POV: I was frustrated but Delilah was there she didn't understand who I was or why she was here but she liked me and I like that. We all fell asleep in the hospital and woke up the next morning Blake went to get us all breakfast so I got to catch up with Bryce. Bryce was the party kid which I thought that was cool because I never got to be that well now I am because Blake has my company. Blake soon came back and we all ate I helped Delilah eat. As she wanted me to. I was going to let dixi do it but Delilah said no, and Dixie was fine with that. We had talked me not coming in specific conversation with Dixie we all just caught up she talked a lot about Dixie Jewls, griffin and Delilah not going to far back that she was back at 2 years ago. No one wanted to relive that day. I also talked about myself leaving out the part that I was in so much pain and skipping over the overdoses, party and alcohol which everyone knew about but Delilah was there.

The doctor walked back into the private waiting room for our extended messed up family and said that "charli was up and asking for her family," we all rose to our feet and I handed Delilah to Dixie as Delilah would ask question and it wasn't my place to answer them. We all walked in and charli began to cry at the sight if her sister in the same room as her after two years. Charli ignored the rest of us as she had seen us I visited both of the family's mine and Dixie regularly as I had no one else but dixie just left. Charli spoke sobbing "y-y-your h-h-here," Dixie then said "yeah" in regret. What I was thinking what regret did she have she did it. Charli smiled and opened her arms for Dixie to come hug. Dixie ran into her arms as Delilah was holding my hand. They both cried and then charli looked at me which wasn't surprised I was their as she had seen me last week I went and gave her a brotherly hug even though I wasn't her brother but I was there like one. Char greeted everyone else and then her eyes saw the baby in Dixies arms she said "and who is this," Dixie said "this is Delilah my daughter. Charli looked at me and I shook my head hinting we haven't talked about it and Delilah wasn't mine she nodded at me and looked back at Delilah. Delilah said "momwy who is dat," Dixie said "that's my little sister and your aunt charli," Delilah got of Dixie hand and walked over to charli wanted her char to lift her up with charli did and they talked.

There was more than a lot of tension not everyone was so fond of Dixie, but what choice did they have. My siblings wanted to see her but didn't want me to hurt which I was king last and like I said numb. The doctor walked back in and said "we lost Addis heart beat," me, Blake, my mom and my dad ran into Addis room. The rest of them following except for charli and Delilah. Me and addi were closer than you could think Blake was always the wanted child and me and addi were just there and everyone knew it. I dropped at Addis bed side as all I could hear were doctors and beeping I just prayed this wasn't it that she would wake up. That she would see dixie came. Please please please is all that I said Blake came over and hugged me and I looked back and all of them were crying. Dixie was too but this was also her former best friend. The beeping stoped I assume that was it but when addi grabbed my hand i shot up as her eyes widen in tears. She looked like she was in so much pain. The doctors got her comfortable and then she began speaking looking at me "hey little bro" I wiped my tear and said "hey adds" she hugged me and i hugged her back she hugged and said hi to everyone till she got to Dixie when addi said crying again "your here after 2 years of being MIA your here," Dixie said starting to cry again "is that good or bad," addi laughed and said "what the duck do you mean your my best friend of course it is good," and indulge dixie in a hug. Delilah and charli hand and hand walked into the room and charli ran into Addis arms almost like I did and then charli said smiling "oh your okay," addi said "you are okay," they let go snd smiled when Addis eyes wondered over too Delilah and said "hi who are you," Delilah giggle and said "I'm dewiwah and dis my momwy," as she pointed to Dixie. Addi looked at me and charli and we both nodded saying no. So addi refocused on Delilah and said "I'm addi I'm Noah's sister," Delilah giggle and ran over and hugged me. I hugged her and she tried to whisper but her whisper was regular talking "can you tell me eveyones names and how I am rewatited to eveyone," I laugh and said pointed to my parents "those are my parents Amy and Tim," then I pointed to charli "that's aunt charli that's your mommy's sister," I pointed to Bryce "that's your uncle Bryce your mommy's brother," and then I pointed to addi "that is my sister addi," I pointed to Blake and said "that's my brother Blake," snd then I pointed to Heidi and mark "that's your grandma and grandma your mommy's parents," she pointed at everyone and repaid their names and then clapped for herself. I gave her back to Dixie. 40 minutes after catching up dixie stood up and said "okay it's time for me and Delilah to leave," Delilah frowned and said "nooo mowmy I want to stay hewr with eveyone I  don't want to go back to dadda," Dixie said "why baby," Delilah looked at Dixie and said "why don't you want to go back to daddy," Delilah said laughing "I don't like him," Dixie laughed and said "no one seemed to," hinting to the rest of the room. Charli then said In a annoyed know it all voice"we wondered why," Dixie turned to face her in confusion and said "what's that supposed to be," Amy knew things would get bad so she took Delilah outside to find something to do. Charli then resumed  saying "you don't get it do you," dixie said "what am I supposed to understand charli," Charli then said "let's get something straight you first walk into this world feeling obligated then met noah and Made him believe you loved him he did everything for you dixie he out his life into the relationship, then you get with the fucking devil you could have ended things with Noah but you didn't and you let him county to be in live with you when you were fucking griffin. What the hell dixie then after he caught y'all you left and had griffins baby. You show up here thinking everything is fine when you were gone for 2 years. 2 fucking year so for dixie let's name stuff she left us to do, she left me to finish high school alone you left your sister dixie," addi went next "dixie you messed my brother up so bad and just left you left me to take care of him. You left your best friend," Blake went next "I wondered what would happen if you just showed him live dixie," Bryce said "dix what happened to you," and then everyone looked at me and all I could get out through the tears was "you left me but before you did you cheated you left me with alcohol I only could drink and feel numb. And you show up with a child, and all I can remember is how you lead me on I thought you loved me you said you wanted to have kids with me, and marry and be with me. You should have just broke my heart instead of breaking me and then tearing me apart. 2 years fucking 2 years," she just stood their in shook and realization "guys i messed up I know,"- charli cut her off  "no you don't understand because you don't have to rely on the family for support, you just left. We became close as a family without you but you don't know how many nights we would sit in the living room and just cry why you were making a child with griffin," I winced at the name which became noticed I just got up dixie then got up from her seat "Noah don't leave," I stoped an turned around tears streaming down mg face "I couldn't stop you that nights so you can't stop me know," I left the hospital Blake following me making sure I didn't get drunk and black out somewhere random. Flashbacks

2 and a half years from present time
No ones POV
Noah had just  got back early from a business meeting because he wanted to see the live of his life dixie when he walked into the room he saw griffin I too if dixie in the covers dixie jumped getting out with the bed sheet rapped around her begging for forgiveness all Noah could think about was how he trusted her with everything loves her with everything he had. Griffin just laughed and got dressed. They all walked downstairs  griffin taking dixies side as Dixies and Noah yelled at each other. Dixie was giving up because she knew she was In the wrong. Noah was broken he just cried it soon woke everyone up because the family lives together. As they yelled noah just explained what he witnessed. Pain in Noah's face, sorry ness on Dixies and just pure proudness of griffins face. Dixie then went upstairs with griffin and pack her bags she got dressed and left with griffin they all sat there in tears as she flipped them all of as she left that was the last real sight the saw of her. Soon after the saw her head o billboards for her business.