Grant Pov
When I get back to my house, Paige is already there.
"Hey," I say.
"Hey," she says.
"Are we good?" I ask.
"Sure," she says.
"Sorry," I say.
"No, I should be. I know your schedule. I can't get in the way of it," she says.
"I'm sorry it's so irregular," I say.
"I know. I'm just thinking about the future. And if kids ever come into the mixture, then you can't have such a irregular schedule," she says. I gulp. I hate when she brings up kids. It always scares the crap out of me. Thinking about our relationship getting more intense. I don't think I could handle kids. At least not yet. Especially because of my career. I can't just stop making videos. That's how I make money. I can't drop everything for kid.
"Oh... yeah," I say. I never know how to respond to that. I mean she's talking about something that I don't even know will happen. I just feel like kids are a stretch when we haven't even talked about marriage yet.
"But I know your schedule will always be busy like that. And I can't control it. I know that's how you make money. And you get to hang out with your friends at the same time," Paige says.
"Thank you. By the way, I should probably record something now. But we can go on a date tonight," I say.
"I'd love that," she smiles at me. I give her a smile back and go to my recording room. I try to clear my head with a recording with Mully. Just a Tik Tok video. Once it's over, I'm still thinking about Eddie. Thinking about the weird way I've been feeling around him. Feeling like there's more to our friendship. I feel like I'm lying to Paige. Telling her I'm in love with her, when I'm thinking about someone else. It's emotional cheating. Where you're dating someone, but you're in love with someone else. It happens a lot. Where you get in a relationship with someone else because you don't want to be in love with the other person anymore. But you end up emotionally cheating on them. But I don't want to do that to Paige. But I don't want to break up with her. At least until I'm absolutely sure. Sure that there is something going on in my head involving Eddie.
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