The Bullies and The Drummer(Lashton & Malum)

Chapter 13

A/N This is the cutest picture I've ever seen omg!

*Ashton's P.O.V *

So after Luke gave me my ten bucks from the bet a nurse walked in. I didn't know why. But the doctor said that I would be having to do chemotherapy. I guess that's why the nurse is here.

" Hello Mr.Irwin seems like your going to be with us for a while." She said sadly.

I nodded and climed back into bed. I could already feel myself getting weaker. I started coughing really bad. The nurse seemed to have known that I was gonna cough because she quickly handed me a bottle of water she brought. I quickly drunk some of the water and the coughing stopped for now. I heard a sniffle and I looked over seeing Luke holding back tears.

" Hey don't do that." I said softly.

"I-Im sorry. " He mumbled.

I took his hand in mine and smiled up at him. " I'll be alright Lukey, I promise "

He nodded as the nurses started rolling the bed out the door. I knew that Luke couldn't come with me. I would never admit it to Luke, but I was really scared of what might happen to me. What if the chemo doesn't work? Will Luke move on and forget about me? That's the problem I know Luke could find someone better then me. Someone who will be there for him. Someone who can be in his band with Cal and Mikey. After every thing that has happened I don't understand why he is still here with me. As the pushed me into the room for the chemo I couldn't quit thinking about Luke.

*A couple hours later*

*Luke's P.o.v *

As they rolled Ashton back into the room I saw that he was asleep. The doctor said that after chemotherapy he would most likely be really sleepy. when the nurses finally finished hooking Ashton back up they left. I looked at my Ashy as he laid on the bed curled up in a ball. I noticed how small he had gotten lately and it made my heart brake for the boy.

I heard something move and I knew it wasn't Ashton since I was watching him. I turned around and saw Calum waking up from when he and Michael fell back to sleep.

" Hey Luke" he said sleepily.

" Hi Cal". I sighed looking back at Ash.

Calum got up from where he was laying on Mikey and Mikey let out a whine but stayed asleep. Cal walked over to me and looked up at me. "He'll be okay Luke, Ashton has been through a lot of stuff I'm pretty sure he can beat this." He said softly laying his hand on my shoulder.

" I know but Cal what if he loses I can't lose Ashton again. You saw what happened the first time I thought I lost him. I had a damn panic attack. I'll be nothing without him Calum. I won't be able to survive without him."

"What do you mean Luke?" He asked. I could hear how scared he was in his voice.

" I mean that if Ashton loses and he dies. Then I die with him." I said honestly. I looked away from Calum and back to Ashton. I know that it seemed a bit harsh but it's the truth. Why try to live when there's nothing worth living for anymore after the person you love has left you?

Calum went back over to Mikey climbing back into his lap with out waking the sleeping boy. He did soon go back to sleep soon. I yawned slightly and carefully climed onto Ashton's bed and I wrapped my arms around him pulling him lightly into my chest. I nuzzled my face into his neck and soon drifted off into a dreamless sleep not knowing if I would wake up to a breathing Ashton or a cold one.

~°Morning°~

I woke up to Ashton poking my cheek. I giggled and opened my eyes seeing him smiling up at me. " Can I ask why you're poking me?"I smiled back at him. "I was bored" he giggled.

I rolled my eyes and kissed his forehead lightly. "How are you feeling?" I said softly.

"I'm okay " he said honestly.

I nodded and rubbed his arm lightly with my thumb. He snuggled into me snaking his arms around my waist. I smiled at him holding him close to me.

"Hey Lukey? " He asked.

I looked down at him. "Yeah?" "Do you think I have a chance a beating this?" He mumbled sadly. I sat up and looked at him. "I think you can beat anything. You are so strong Ashy. And I don't think I would ever be able to go through what you have. And I thank God everyday for bringing you into my life. You mean the world to me Ashton Fletcher Irwin and I can't thank you enough for the time we've had." I said looking into his eyes.

Ashton sat up still looking into my eyes he grabbed me by my shirt and pulled me into him as he pressed his lips to mine. I kissed him back holding his cheek with one of my hands. When we pulled away he looked up at me. "I Love You Luke Robert Hemmings"

I smiled down at him. "I Love you too Ashton Fletcher Irwin." And with that I pulled him into another kiss.