*Luke's P.O.V *
I woke up holding Ashton in my arms he was holding the necklace I gave him in his hand. I smiled and nuzzled my face into his neck. He moved around slightly and his eyes then opened.
"Morning Ashy" I said kissing his cheek. He blushed and buried his face in the pillows.
"Noooo!" He whined. I laughed and kisses his head sitting up and rubbing my eyes. I got up and walked to my closet and picked out a Blink-182 T-Shirt with some black skinny jeans. I took off my shirt and put the Blink one on then put the skinny jeans on.
"Lukey? Do you think I could borrow another shirt?" Ashton said looking at me. I smiled and nodded looking in my closet. I smiled and grabbed my favorite hoodie and handed it to him.
"Here it's my favorite one. You can keep it if you want." I said as he took the shirt off and put on the hoodie.
It went to his mid-thighs and the sleeves went past his hands. He looked so cute. "It's so warm!" He smiled up at me. I laughed and sat beside him I kissed his cheek and wrapped my arms around him and laid my chin on his shoulder frowning.
"Hey what's wrong?" He asked. I sighed and moved to where I was in front of him I took his hands in mine and looked down at them.
"Look Ashy," I said softly "You know when I gave you that necklace? And how I said if I'm ever gone for a while you could have that's to remember me with?" I asked.
"Y-yeah. Lukey what's going on? Your scaring me." He said squeezing my hands tighter.
" I'm leaving for a week. I'm going to a family reunion in the UK." I said quietly tears forming.
"W-what? No Lukey! Please don't leave me." He said with tears threatening to fall down his cheeks.
"I'm so sorry Ashy" I said pulling him into me and holding him close as his tears fell freely just like my own. I rubbed his back as he cried into my shoulder.
I heard the door open so I looked over to see who it was. It was my mom she looked at us sadly. "Luke? Can I talk to you?" She asked. I nodded and kissed Ashton's head pulling away and walked out the door and closing it.
"What do you want? " I asked wiping my eyes. She looked at me then at the door.
"He doesn't want you to leave does he?" She asked. I shook my head.
"No he doesn't, honestly I don't wanna leave him either. I Love him so much Mum. And if I leave I'm afraid something will happen to him." I said looking down.
She sighed and looked at me." Look I know it's supposed to be a family reunion but, Ashton is your boyfriend he's close enough to being family... So just bring him with us."
I looked up at her with a wide smile. "Really? Thank you so much Mum!" I said hugging her then going back into my room. I looked at the bed and saw Ashton cuddled up to my pillow with tear stained cheeks. I walked over to him and kneeled down next to the bed.
"Ashy? You okay?" I asked moving hair from his face. He sniffled and looked up at me. He held his arms out for a hug so I slipped into the bed with him and pulled him close to me. He laid his head on my chest.
"I don't want you to leave Lukey" he said softly. I kissed his forehead.
"What if I said you could come with me?" I said looking down at him. He sat up and looked down at me.
"What? Lukey your Mum would not let me come with you guys it's for family." He said sadly.
I sat up and pulled him into my lap. He was looking down sadly playing with the sleeves of the hoodie. I tilted his head up to where he was looking at me. "Ashy you are family my mom told me to tell you that you could come. That's why she was talking to me. She said you are family. And to me your all the family I need yeah I have my Mum and Ben and Jack, but you? You are the one person who knows more about me then all of my family. Hell the rest of my family doesn't even know I'm gay! Ashton your my boyfriend, my first true love, and hopefully my only husband in the future. You mean more to me then anyone else in the world and I would love to have you come on this trip with us." I said looking into his eyes. A smile made its way onto his lips as I spoke. He nodded saying a small 'yes' to the invitation to come with us and he leaned down pressing his lips to mine. I held him close to me as I kissed him back.
When he pulled away he laid his head on my shoulder and moved to where he was laying on top of me with his arms around my neck and mine around his waist. I kissed his cheek and we laid there for a while.
Sadly, my stupid brother had to ruin everything by blasting his music. His room is right next to mine and I hate it. I groaned and looked down at Ashton who was laughing. He sat up beside me and smiled. I sat up with a pout and glared at the wall.
"What's wrong Lukey? Do you not like your brothers music?" He asked.
I rolled my eyes. "It's not that he just plays the same songs over and over again." I laughed.
Ashton started humming to the song and I watched him curiously. "Hey Ash why haven't you been singing lately? I miss it"
He stopped humming and looked at me blushing lightly. "Um I-I don't like singing that much.." he said.
I could tell he was lying though. I know he likes to sing sometimes. "Can you please sing something? Please please please?" I asked.
He looked hesitant but I gave him a puppy dog look and then he agreed. But Ben's music went off and his door shut so I was guessing that he left or something. I frowned and got my phone.
"What song do you wanna sing?" I asked unlocking my phone. He smiled and took my phone and started typing in a song on YouTube. He laid the phone to the side and stood up turning around taking a breath. When he turned back around he was playing with his sleeves. As he started singing I smiled at the song.
"This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a proAll the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruisedNow I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me againOut of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
That I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you knowCause all the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I'm not broken or bruised'Cause now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt meThere's a part of me I can't get back
A little boy grew up too fast
All it took was once, I'll never be the same
Now I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
Cause you are never gonna take the blame anywayNow I'm a warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me againNo oh, yeah, yeah
You can never hurt me again"
As he finished the song I had tears in my eyes. He looked at me with sad eyes and walked over wiping one that fell. I sniffled and grabbed his hands I interlocked my fingers with his and looked up at him. " I Loved it Ashy " I said softly.
He smiled as his cheeks turned pink. I stood up and pulled him into a hugs he smiled and nuzzled his face into my chest and smiled. I kissed his head and rubbed his back. I smiled getting an idea. "Hey you think Cal and Mikey would wanna come with us?"
He looked up at me and smiled. "Yeah I think so why?" He asked.
" No reason.." I said smirking at the plan I've set up.
A/N Guys I'm so sorry for not updating in so long! But Im out of school for summer now! So maybe more updating ;)
Anyway hope you guys liked it!
What do you think Luke's plan is?
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