(Dezi prov)
I walk into History and sit in me and Derek's joined desk.I don't know what the h^ll is going on with my heart but its finally speaking it's mind.I can't believe Corahn did that! I love him..</3
I calm down.Derek walks in and sits in his seat.I sigh and pull out my drawing book.I look at my drawings.Its funny how i could draw his face without looking,because iv'e seen it so much.I ripe out of drawing of Abri and Derek.I hand it to him.I sigh.
"I'm sorry boo bear..forgive me?"
"Always but Dezi we are worried about you...you weren't yourself this moring"
"I was just blowed,I still don't understand how he could do this to me.I thought he loved me.I just want the pain to go away...."
"Dezi..i know"
He hugged me."I'm going home,i can't be here today..i'll be back for practice"
"Alright.."
I got up.I walked out the class.Khalil saw me.He walked towards me.
"Dezi..you okay?"
"I'm cool..why?"
"Well you called Keisha a pornstar,Told corahn to f^ck his feelings,then you snapped on keisha,and called Derek..Derek,you had the n^ggah freakin out"
I laughed."I'm sorry but i'm going home"
"You gonna be good by yourself?"
"Yeah.."
We hug and separate.I walk out to my car.I forgot to pull the hood-up..oh-well! I open the car.In my seat are red roses.With a note..it said heard you were single ;)..The h^ll?It didn't have name i just set them in the passengers seat.I drove home.I walked up to my room.I set the roses on my dresser.I kicked off my jordans and climbed in the bed.It was cold as h^ll in this house tho.I grabbed Corahn's jacket and put it on.I grabbed my teddy on my bed.Also,from Corahn.I laid on top of the covers.I was thinking about him.
*Hour later*
I heard a knock on my bedroom door.I open my eyes its Corahn.I got all these mixed emotions.I don't know what to say.He walks over to my bed.He kicks off his shoes.He climbs in the bed on his side.He looks at me.
"Baby..I love you"he says"hear me out please?"
I sight."Yes?"
He pulls me on top of him.He moves my hair out my face."Remember,Ihop how i poured my heart out to you...baby i still feel that way.That day..i really f^cked up.I need you baby.I felt horible,after we finished.I was wishing it was you the whole time.Bae.n^ggah's were laughing at me because i spent all day texting you.Thats how bad , i need you.Your my drug.Your kisses melt me.Hugs calm me.I bought out i side,i have near seen you like.Your friends thought someone replaced you.You did that cause you love me.I had to see you now,because i couldn't dare think of seeing you with somebody else...I love and need you"
"Corahn how do i know,this won't happen again?"
"Bae,im promising you,i always keep my promises,this is never gonna happen again,I almost lost you once.I'm not to press my luck again and not have you."
I smile."I love you Dezi.."
"I love you too"
He leans in and we kiss.All that is running through my my head is Did I make the right decision forgiving him?
(Corahn prov)
We are just laying down and talking.I still hear the hurt in her voice.I just glad she's giving me the chance to make it right.I look at the clock.Its about 11:00am.Next to the clock i see some red roses.
