(Dezi prov)
I woke up in the hotel. How the f^ck did I get here? I looked over to see Justin knocked out, right beside me. The f^ck? On the other bed was Jasmine and Kendra. I sat up to view the whole room. It was Devon on the couch. I looked at Justin who had no shirt on. He was asleep on his back. One head behind his head and the other stretched. He looks too sexy. I bit my lip. These last few days, I have become more and more attracted to him. Its the small things. I swear he's been doing these things since me met, but for some reason I notice it a lot more I lay my head back on the pillow. I turned facing Justin on my side. I shook him a little. He opened his eyes, he looked at me. He wiped over his face. He turned to me.
"Yeah?" He asked.
I was about to answer but the hotel door opened. In walked Dawn, who climbed right in between us. She giggled. Justin chuckled. I looked behind me at Kendra and Jasmine who were knocked out. Devon too.
"Get dressed, I wanna take yall somewhere" I said
He nodded. I got out the bed. I picked up Dawn. She is getting super heavy. Well she is almost 4. I sigh. She's getting so old. We walked out and down the hall into my room. Diamond and Kalvin where in there. He was sitting on the couch, watching Diamond on the phone. Dawn got out of my arms to go to Kalvin. I walked to my suitcase and put it on my bed.
"Good Moring" I say to Kalvin
"Morin" He said
Diamond got off the phone. She was smiling hard. She got up. She hugged me and kissed my cheek.
"Good Moring Sister" She said then walked in the bathroom.
I looked at Kalvin strange.
"I don't know" He said
I shrugged it off.
I pulled out the custom breds I was given by the Jordan company. They are doing Team themes. I got the broncos because it was the only one they finalized. I got two pairs one for me and another for Dawn. I pull out our outfits. Where going to match today. I took a quick shower , then I washed her up. I brushed her wet hair back into a cute bun. I dressed her and curled my hair. I proceeded to get dressed. We walked out looking too cute.
"Diamond I'll be back in like and hour. I'm taking Kendra and Jasmine to LA when I get back, so if you going be dressed,"
She nodded.
I walked out the hotel door. I walked into Justin's room where everyone was still knocked out. Justin was putting on his J's. He smiled at us.
"Yall look good" He said
I smiled. So did Dawn.
"Ready?" I asked
He nodded. I tossed him the keys.
"I'll meet you at the car" I said
He nodded. Him and Dawn walked out.
I walked over to Kendra and shook her she opened her eyes.
"I'm taking Justin somewhere, i'll be back in an hour. If yall still wanna go to the mall. Get dressed."
She sat up and nodded.
"Alright, I'll be back"
I walked out the door. I walked into Tyga's room. He was awake texting. I sat on the edge of his bed. I leaned back on him.
"Whats up?" He asked
"I'm taking Justin down to the park of Compton"
He nodded. "Be careful.." he said smiling
"Why you smiling?" I asked
"Im proud of you Dezi"
"For?"
"Overcoming everything..."
I smiled. "I couldn't do it with out you, Devin, and Ant"
He smiled. "He would be so proud of you, your everthing he wanted you to be, just keep doing you"
I nodded. I hugged my brother. I kissed his cheek and walked out the room. I walked down to the car. Dawn was already strapped in and Justin was already in the car on the phone. I got in the car. I put the top down.
"Rere I'll call you back later ight.....Love you too, bye"
He hung up. He looked at me.
"Where we going?"
"Last night I told you, I was going to show you how Compton affected me. I though I would show you"
He smiled. "Alright"
"Mommy I'm hungry"
"Alright.." I said
I pulled out.
"I got a question for you" Justin said
"Alright.."
"Why haven't you called me babe in three days"He said smirking
"Um I don't know" I lied
He chuckled. "Alright.."
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We pulled up to the park. I had stopped and got Dawn a doughnut to hold her over. She handed me the wrapped before exiting the car. Justin got out and I locked the car. There were kids everywhere. This was one of the biggest and most popular parks in Compton. Men gambled on the outside along the street. Children played in the center. If you weren't from here this probably where you got your ass_ beat, if you were scared. If you weren't you just went on about your business. No questions asked. Dawn held my hand. Justin put his hands in his pockets. One guy in particular caught my eye. Hector...I smirked. He used to beat the sh^t out of me everyday. One day I just got tired of him, I fought back. I was winning until he pulled out a knife. Then Devin 'handled him', I never knew what he did, and I never asked. After that he never spoke a word to me. Nor did he even look at me.
I quietly told Justin the story. He just laughed about it.
"I really wished I could have met your brother"
I chuckled. "We stayed in Compton for the summer 5 years straight. I hated it here. But it made me stronger."
He nodded. We walked into the park. I walked him to a tree.
"This was like my favorite place in Compton."
"A tree mommy?"
I smiled. "Yeah..a tree"
"Why?" Justin asked
"You gotta climb it to see"
Justin looked at me. "Are you serious?"
"Yup..come on"
He sighed. He shook his head. He started climbing it. He stood on a branch.
"Still don't understand"
"Look ahead..at the street"
"Alright..see the men playing poker?"
He nodded.
"Devin used to be there from 4pm-4:30, I sat up there for hours but between those 30 minutes, I had binoculars. I could see the other men's hands. I had I walkie-talkie that connected to his blue tooth, I used to help him cheat. If he won, he would come get me. We would go to the store and I could have whatever candy my heart desired. Then he would walk me home as a reward"
"Walking you home was a reward?"
"He didn't like the Idea of me running from people instead of fighting"
Justin laughed. "Hard to imagine you running from a fight or running period"
I laughed. He climbed down the tree. The sun rays beamed stronger. I saw Devin lean against the tree. He smiled at me.
"I'm proud Rae.."
I smiled. He faded away.
"You alright?" Justin asked
I snapped back into reality. I looked up at him.
"Im perfect" I answered back
