(Dezi prov)
"I'm leaving you two don't forget to close the door,but i will see you tomorrow right Dezi?"coach said
"Of course"I said
He smiled and left.I plugged in I pod.I turned It to Drake.Doing it wrong came on.I grabbed Khalil.We started slow dancing with a hip hop twist.It was fun.I was so happy I got him back.I guess he was happy too.We were just dancing and goofing around.I see Chad out the corner of my eye.I can't ignore him for ever.
"Khalil give me a second"
He nodded and kept dancing.I walked to Chad who was surprised to see me go to him.
"Chad,i guess we need to talk."I say
"Yeah,i just wanted to let you know I'm sorry and I do love you though"
"I forgive you and I love you too"
"So we good?"
"Yeah"
"Can we finish where we left off?"
"Nope,I said I forgive you not trust you"
"Thats fair"
I kissed him one last time an went back in the gym with Khalil.We continued goofing off.Time flew it was almost 6pm.
"You know, I missed you right"he said
"I missed you too"i said running to him for a hug
We hugged for a long time then i had a flash back
Flash back
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(Girls bathroom)
I was in the stall,minding my business.
"He said he loves me"Keisha says
"Do you love him?"Jacky
"Khalil cool and all but You stupid if you think I love him.I love that coach purse he brought me."
"Girl,you slick"Jacky said.'
I do the hygiene needs and flush then come out.I wash my hands and she realizes.I heard her.Jacky blocks the door.
"Move!!"i tell her
She punches me.I fall and they both jump me.
"If you tell Khalil this, i will get all my home girls to jump you!"Keisha said walking out the door
I just laid there on the floor.After about ten minutes.I got up and walked out really weak.That was the only fight I lost.I walked out the bathroom.Then a guy saw me all beat up.He decided to take advantage he grabbed me and pulled me into the boys bathroom and rape me.Tears fell.An hour later,I got up and went home.
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3 days later-Graduation Day
After the ceremony,I found Khalil.
"Dezi look at this promise ring I got Keisha"
He showed me this pretty ring.
"Don't give her that"i said
"Why whats wrong?"
I told him what happened minus the rape.I guess Keisha heard.
"Stop lien hxe,everybody knows I love him"
"Why I gotta lie?"i yell back
"Cause your Jealous,just mad cause Khalil anit all yours any more"
"Khalil please don't tell me you believe her?"I ask
"I do"he says
I started crying"I hope you real f^cking happy with her,because don't you ever talk to me again,I hate you"I walked off
"Don't worry,he won't be!"she yelled behind me
Then a bunch of girls jumped me and Khalil just watched.
End of Flash back:=
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I started to boohoo cry in Khalil's arms.
"Dezi,I know I'm sorry"
I fall to the ground remembering the rape.He comes to floor and holds me.I decided to tell Khalil the whole story.
"Khalil i have to tell you the whole story of that day!"
"I already know it"
"Not all"
He looked at me crazy.I told him all about the whole story including the rape.He started crying too.
"Dezi why didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't know how"
He held me on the floor,Us both crying alot.I started shaking in his arms.He held me close.Wiping my tears and kissing me on the forehead when needed.
"I yelled your name for hours"
"Im sorry Dezi"
"You never came"
He held me closer.We cried harder.
After an hour or so we went home.He was coming to get me for the game.I got changed.Then the bell rang I let them in while i was putting on my shoes.Khalil and my eyes were still bloodshoot red from crying.
"Syd I really love your dress!"i said trying to break the silence because I can see Khalil is still upset
"Thank you,i love your headphones"
"I'm ready"I say standing up
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Khalil dropped me off.I went upstairs and took a shower.i got in the bed and cried myself asleep.
~~~~~~~~The next day
I woke and took a shower and put on this.
I walk got in my car and went to school.I walked to my locker.I saw Khalil there.He had an extra jacket for me.He handed it to me.His eyes were still red.I just lost it and ran into hug him.
