(Dezi prov)
Khalil walks in.I sit up in my bed.
"Hey..he told me"he said
"Yupp"i say emotionless
"Dezi you know he loves you right.."
"Khalil what is the point of this"I say kinda irritated
"Dezi don't get mad at me..you know better"He flashes his smile,that makes the world stop to smile with him.
I laugh."Khalil..I don't want him to goo"I cry
He walks over to me.He scooped me up and sat down.
"I know.."
I hug Khalil tight."Why do I this to myself?"
"Do what..fall in love?"
"Yeah..the begin of last year was no f^cking feelings but some how i always loose"
"Dezi you have been hurt,but don't blame stupid guys on love"
"Soo when am I gonna find the real love....does it exist?"
"Yeah it does exist...I really think you have already found it"
I cry harder."That love is walking out of my life.."
"I'm pretty sure it will be back.."
"Whatever..."
"You going to say goodbye to him"
"No!"
"Dezi...."
I sighed"It would hurt to much"
"Not saying bye would hurt more..."
"I know"
"He leaves at 9am..im going to let you think about it"
"Ight"
Khalil put me down.He walks out.I look at my necklace on my neck.Why!!You put my heart through h^ll yet,you own all of it.I lay back.
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(Corahn prov)
I can't sleep,eat,think or breath.I'm laying on my bed and checking my phone every 2 minutes.Candy sit up.She already like 4 months pregnant.I sigh.
"Corahn you need to go to sleep..we leave in a few hours."
"Naw,im fine you sleep"
"Corahn im telling you,she's done..go to sleep"
"Can't sleep with no air"
"You never missed me this much.."
"I never loved you this much either.."I say blankly and truthfully
Tears fell down her face."Corahn you said I was it for you.."
"Look Candy..we know what I said okay, But im met the most beautiful thing to walk the planet!"
"Corahn...so what am now"
"I don't know..go to sleep"
She turned around on her side,back towards me.I sigh.
"Look Candy..I still have alot of feelings for you but Dezi controls them too.What we did in Cali was a mistake.."
"So this baby is a mistake"
"Technically yeah but im not even talking about it like that"
"Whatever Corahn"
I sigh and walk out.I sit on the couch thinking.This was wasn't supposed to happen.
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(Dezi prov)
*8:00*
Its Sunday..I get up and shower thane change.
I walk out the stairs and into my car.I look online for the gate that the flight to cali.Flight 604.I drive to the Airport.I sit down next to the gate entrance.I already have tears in my eyes.I just him to know how it feels.I see,A guy who looks alot like him.The guy looks at me.He smiles and walks over.Then Candy rolls her eyes and walks past us.
"Hey Dezi"he says sweetly
I get a little weak.."Don't do that im mad at you.."
He laughs a little."You know you can't be mad forever.."
"The h^ll I can"
"Ight Dezi...but how you feeling?"
I guess he could tell from the hurt in my voice.
"I just wanted to saw i hope you burn in h^ll and never find the ocean!"
"Ight,Last night was h^ll...your broken hearted and it my fault.I am in h^ll..im not looking for the ocean,I deserve it"
"Its a sickening joke you play with my emotions.."
"I'm not playing with your emotions...just made a couple of mistakes"
More tears fall."I just want you to choke on every lie you told me"
"I already am....anything else"
"No..im done"
"No you told me your were mad,thats your head not your heart..whats your heart thinking?"
He wiped my tears.He lifted my chin to look straight into my eyes.
"I never knew you would lie to me...Took everything from inside of me.The pain hurts..thats it "
I start to walk away.He grabs my hand.A tear falls down his eye.
"before you walk away..Just say goodbye, look in my eyes...So that I always will remember
Frozen in time, always be mine...Baby girl you’ll be young forever"
He looks straight into my eyes.He kissed my lips.
"I love you Dezi..don't ever forget that"
