Believe Me

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(Dezi pov)

I stormed upstairs. I can't believe he just said that. That was low. I looked in the mirror and just screamed. Urr I hate him. I breathed slowly. I slipped on some tights. I tied Justin's shirt cute. I put on my necklace and timberlands.

I brush my hair and tie it in a bandana.  I grabbed my keys. I wiped my eyes. Someone how I always end up crying.

"Lauren I'll be back" I yelled

....

I rang the door bell. Chad smiled at me, then slowly stopped smiling.

"Whats wrong?" He asked letting me in.

"Nothing..I just really need to smoke" I said

He looked at me weird. "I'll meet you in the back.."

I nodded. I walked out his slid door to a patio table. He came in with ones already rolled. He sat down in the seat beside me, facing me. He lit it.

"You wanna tell me what wrong now?"

I sighed. "Corahn came over"

"And?"

"He was saying sorry and what not..we got into an argument then he was like Justin is only here temporary, and Justin has been with so many girls."

He nodded. "You believe him?"

I shrugged. "No..but some where deep down it bothers me."

He blew out. "In all honesty, I know for sure Justin isn't here for a little while."

"But its like how do you know..I have been hurt so many tim-"

"I know Dezi...I was one of them" He said passing it to me.

"Oh my gosh Chad..please don't start not you too"

He put his hands up in surrender. "Your right, I'll push my feelings to the side again...but I know him. He loves you alright?"

I nodded. "What about the girls?"

He rolled his eyes."I can't even believe I'm helping this niggah_ out. They are his past and Dezi you are his future. I can tell you, that you are the only one he go a necklace for or even showed PDA to, ight."

I slightly smiled. "Thank you Chad.."

He nodded. I past it back to him.

"Chad do you know who killed my brother?" I asked seriously

He choked. "What?"

"Who killed him?"

"Dezi I can't tell you...you know i'll tell you anything you wanna know but that."

I whinned. "I feel I gotta know Chad"

"I understand but I'm not telling you, not now or later"

"Why?"

"Dezi its somethings I do for your safety, ight..I don't know what I would do if I let you get caught up in that."

"What could happen if I knew?" I asked

"First you going to go straight to the person. If they know you know, first thing they are going to do is kill you. Then kill me."

I looked at him.

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_(Chad pov)_

She looked at me with her eyes watery. "Chad you know, who killed your brother. How would you fell if you knew his murderer was walking around free and unregretful?"

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