Book of Imagines

Fourteen. [Thor Imagine.]

" { y/n } I'm sorry but I just don't think this relationship is working..." Was what he said to you before you broke down. Of course you held yourself together till he left the room...but you had cracked on the inside.

"W-what?" You whimpered. "This relationship isn't working out. I'm sorry." He whispered before quickly leaving the room leaving you in tears and without an explanation.

Over the past few months you knew he was acting weird. He preferred going out more to see friends rather than stay with you. He didn't even offer a 'would you like to come?' He stopped calling you darling, love, my angel and all those sweet words. It was just { y/n }. And when he was in the chambers with you he would just say 'good night' and roll to his side. You would murmur to him 'I love you darling.' But he would grunt and not say anything. Sometimes you had tried to curl up beside him but he always moved you back to the other end. You had gotten the feeling he didn't care. You had seen that in your last week together. You had been sick; throwing up, fever, coughing and running nose. As you laid in bed feeling about to vomit, you had asked him to get you a few things. He was just sitting around in that hour before going off to training. He only sighed and rolled his eyes. "Get it yourself." He mumbled before abruptly getting up and leaving. Tears welled as you had watched him go. "B-but Thor..." You had whimpered. In the end you did get it for yourself but not without puking on the floor a few times...

You hadn't left the room since he broke up with you; and that had happened over a month ago. Maids had brought a tray of food to your room each day. It was rare that you ate though. You felt forgotten. No one came to check on you really...the maids just left the food outside the door. When you sat on the balcony and looked out to the gardens, you usually saw Thor. He was usually happily talking and flirting with other women. He never glanced your way. This stung. You had loved and cared for him with all your heart but in the end, you meant so little to him.

Another month went by and you still hasn't left the room. You cried a lot, it was hard to control the tears that constantly wanted to spill out. You had lost so much weight as well. Your bones jutted out everywhere. Your cheeks were hollow and shadowy and there were deep, dark circles around your eyes. You skin had faded to a deathly shade of white. You looked much like Bella in Breaking Dawn part 1.

Finally, one day, Frigga requested to meet with you. You agreed although you were in no shape to do much. After bathing and nibbling on a slice of bread, you pulled on a dress that used to fit you. Now it hung loosely on your thin frame. Unfortunately, it was not loose enough to hide your bones.

You walked weakly to the room you were to meet the queen in. You felt small and weak, partially because you were. You were also nervous, Frigga just said to come not who would be there.

Soon you arrived there. Frigga gasped when she saw the state you were in. You looked down at the floor. She briskly walked over and began to fuss over you.

"{ y/b } why would you do this to yourself?" She asked gently. You closed you eyes. "I'd rather not talk about it." You whispered. Frigga nodded in an understanding way. She gestured for you to come and sit, as you were shaking from being up for longer than usual. You didn't eat much, but Frigga did persuade you to talk a little. But after an hour or so, there was a knock on the door.

"Come in!" Frigga called. The door opened and there was....Thor. And there was a gorgeous girl holding on to his arm. Frigga stood up, but you didn't. Rather, you turned you head away from the door and hid your face.

"Hello, Mother!" You could hear the smile in Thor's voice. "I see you have a guest, should we come back later?" He asked. "No, please, come sit down." Frigga said. You heard Thor and his probably new girlfriend come in and take a seat. Thor looked at you and you met his eyes for a brief second but quickly looked away. "She looks anorexic.." Mumbled Thor's girlfriend. "Dahlia,sweetheart, be nice." Thor whispered. Dahlia. What a pretty name, you thought. It definitely matched her appearance, she was beautiful.

"Mother, who is this, I don't believe we have met." Thor said politely. He didn't recognize you. That stung a lot. Tears pricked your eyes and you stood up. "I-I should go." You said hoarsely. Before you could be stopped and went briskly to the door. You couldn't run, your body was too weak.

"{ y/n } please wait!" Called Frigga. "That's { y/n }?" Said Thor, clearly surprised. That's all you heard because by now you were gone. You went to your room and locked the door behind you. "It was a mistake leaving the room." You whimpered, throwing yourself on the bed.

Thor hadn't realized that you were in such a bad condition. He felt bad he hadn't recognized you...but had he done this too you? Then it clicked. In the time leading up to him ending the relationship, he has treated you poorly. And now seeing you like that...made his heart feel weak. And it made him realized just how much he had loved you. Leaving Dahlia behind in Frigga's room, he sprinted to your room. He heard the sobbing inside and it made his heart crack. He banged on the door. "{ y/n } please open up the door!" He said. No answer. After knocking a but more, he simply used Mjlioir to smash open the door. Frigga wouldn't be to happy about that but it was for a good cause. He spotted you bawling on the bed. He dropped the hammer and ran to you, scooping you up. You were too weak to fight him off, so you let him. "I-I....I-I'm so sorry..." He stuttered as he began to cry. He sat on the bed, holding you in his arms.

"{ y/n } I'm so sorry for what I did. For how I treated you. I'm sorry I did this to you." He whimpered. "I realize now I would give anything to see you well and happy again and that I was wrong. We aren't over. I don't know why I ever had second thoughts about us. I understand if you don't take me back or forgive me...but I will do anything to help you..." He sobbed. Through blurry vision you looked up at him. You saw the face you loved and cared for. Shakily, you reached up and stroked his cheek. You were too weak to speak, but he understood. You would have him back and you would forgive him, because you love him. "I love you so so much { y/n }.." He cried as he pressed his lips to your. You kissed him weakly back.

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Several months later you were in much better condition. You looked like a person rather than skeleton and you were happy, loved, and cared for again. Two months ago you and Thor had gotten married and two weeks ago it was announced that you were pregnant with his baby. All was well. He came up behind you and wrapped his arms around you, kissing your cheek. "Hello my love." He whispered. "Hello darling." You replied.

He slid in front of you and knelt down before your stomach. He lifted up your blouse so your stomach was revealed to him. He kissed it lightly, stroking you abdomen gently with his thumbs. "Hello baby, this is you father speaking. I love you very much and your mother loves you too." He whispered to the baby boy growing inside you. His words brought tears to your eyes and you rested a hand on his hair, stroking it a little. "I love you so much Thor." You whisper. "I love you too { y/n }." He said against the skin of your stomach, kissing it one last time before grinning up at you. He stood up and pulled you close, pressing his lips passionately to yours.