SEVENTEEN Imagines II

Joshua

I hear knocking at the front door, I already knew who it was, but I ignored the knocking, I continued to stare blankly at the ceiling, " Y/n! Open the door, it's Joshua " I hear his distant voice, as the knocking continued louder and louder, I started at the front door, " Y/n, if people take pictures of me here, this is gonna be a bigger problem. " I finally stood up, I walked towards the door and slowly opened it, only opening a bit, I see him, his face was covered with his black mask, " baby, it's me... Please let me see you " I finally give in and let him in, as soon as I closed the door, I was in his arms, his hands felt cold as they touched me, was it that cold outside? 

I slowly pushed him and walked towards the couch, I hear him sigh and hear his footsteps following me, " say what you need to say, " I look at him as he sat beside me, he removed his shades and mask and his swollen face made me widen my eyes, I hesitated but placed one of my hands on his cheek, " What happened to you... " I asked worriedly. When he touched my hand that was on his cheek, I immediately removed it, " Y/n, I missed you, why are you acting like this " 

I didn't want to look at him any longer, it would only make me sadder, it was definitely painful to see him like this. " Shua, " I called him by his nickname I used, " listen but please, let me finish everything I need to say, " I looked at him and he nodded his head, " I talked with your CEO a few weeks ago, a fan came in threatening to release photos of us together, the problem was solved but we don't want any more risks... We got caught and, I don't want our relationship to harm you, or your members. " 

" Why didn't they tell me about this? ",  " Cause they no you wouldn't listen to them but me, " he reached out for my hand but then I held both my hands together.

" I didn't tell you right away because I needed time to process everything, I know you know how much I love you so much, so I asked you for a break " 

His hand slowly went to a fist, obviously frustrated by this, for me, I wanted to make this formal, I was on the verge of crying but Joshua will comfort me and it would be harder for the both of us. " So... I talked with your members and we all agreed that the two of us should take a break, we should, " I paused, and played with my fingers, " we should break up... " I slowly looked at him, he looked lifeless, he looked hurt, he looked angry, frustrated, and drained. 

" I did not agree to this..." he says lowly, " I know, but, it's for the best Shua " I finally held his hand to comfort him, he held it tightly the moment I intertwined our fingers, he kissed the back of my hand and he lifelessly smiled, " so, we're breaking up huh? " our eyes locked, I nodded my head and he nods as well, " it's for the best Shua " 

We both did the same, we were holing our tears, he then pulled me closer, " Baby, I want you to close your eyes " 

" Shua- "

" I know, the moment I leave, I'll accept your choice, if you really think this is for the best " I nodded my head, I slowly closed my eyes, " Now what do you see? " he asked, I shake my head a little, " nothing?... " I then feel his lips on mine, he kept them there for a while before pulling away, " that's my life without you " I then feel him place a soft kiss on my forehead, as he did that, a tear rolled down my cheek, I felt his thumb as he slowly wiped it away, I opened my eyes to see him wiping his tears as well. 

" Before I leave I want you to never forget this " he stood up as I stayed seated on the couch, " I will forever love you, when the time is right I'll be here with you again, by your side, and I will make sure nothing, nothing will separate us again, cause you're my everything Y/n... " 

I stood up and gave him a hug

" I would do anything for you to stay by my side " 

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Sorry for the long update~ 😅

I kept changing the plot idea, but here you go~ 

Also happy 6th Anniversary!! < I know it was yesterday but eh >

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- Author-nim