SEVENTEEN Imagines II

Our Dream

" You can't just ignore him," he says as he sits down beside me handing me the coffee he made, " you think it's easy? " he shakes his head, " I know it isn't but you at least have to try, I know your hurt but he deserves an explanation. "  He has a point, " Y/n you two are my best friends, and I need you two to talk, it's for the best, " I sigh, this is so hard, how am I suppose to start the conversation? " your just scared aren't you? " I look at him raising a brow, " what do you mean? " he sighs and looks at me, "your scared of what other people would think, your scared once you make your debut, people will have negative thoughts about you and Jeonghans relationship," I shake my head, " pfft no I'm not, I'm just uh like Jeonghans fans won't like that fact I'm dating him, "  Seungcheol chuckles, " exactly what I said, " I roll my eyes, " just talk to Jeonghan, okay? " I nod my head as he pats my back.

I slowly turn the knob around, ' he doesn't lock the door ' I shake my head, it was dark and it was quite hard to see, I switch on the lights, ' at least he cleans...'

I look around, he wasn't around? I slowly heard footsteps, " aish it's so bright, " I hear him groan and complain, he finally saw me, he walked over to me as quick as he could, he brought me to his embrace, " Y/n... Where did you go, " he hugged me so tight, so so tight, I didn't hug him back though, he looked at me and he looked worn out. " Can we sit down? " I faintly asked, he nodded and I sat down on the couch first, he followed, " where have you been for a month? I was waiting for you, " he looked at me and I took a glance before looking away, " Jeonghan..." I say, " I think, I, we need. " I couldn't get the right words, " we need to break up, " I tell him, I slowly looked at him, he had a confused look plastered on his face. " Why? " he blurted out, " you know since we're both trying to audition and the company might ask us to break up anyways. " 

" After one month of leaving, now we're breaking up, " I cup his cheeks and look at me mouthing the words ' I'm sorry. ' He looked at me his tears building up, seeing that makes me feel so bad right now. I slowly rub my thumb on his cheeks, " I'm so sorry Hannie, " I say softly, I slowly connect our lips, kissing him one last time. As I slowly try to pull away from the kiss, he brought me closer not wanting to pull away, I give all my strength to pull away resting my forehead on his. " I'm so sorry baby, " he started to cry, he hugged me tightly sobbing, " don't leave me, " he says, " I'm really sorry, " I remove his arms around me and stood up, leaving the apartment.

- Years Later -

" We arrived, " I look up from my phone, " why are we here? " I asked looking around, " I just need to pick up something here, " I look at the tall building in front of us, ' HYBE Labels? ' that's new, haven't been updated in a while. " Wanna stay in the car or? " I get ready to leave the car, " I just wanna take a look~ " my manager nods, as we both walk out he locks the door and I follow him inside, this place was hella huge! You might get lost here, the security was high too! Like guards everywhere, you need to scan here and there, when I look in front of me, I couldn't find my manager anywhere, ' well frick... ' I sigh, I'm lost, I don't know where to go, I just continued walking around, even though as my manager says, if you get lost stay where you are, as I continued to walk around I hear faint music, " we make the rules Sesange hanappunin gyuchik " it was getting closer as I continued to walk forward until it was loud enough for me to know I just needed to enter this room. The music suddenly stops and I could hear men laughing and talking, suddenly the huge door opened so I tried to pretend I was having a phone call, ' why is there so many? ' around seven men walked past me and it continued on until I hear someone shouted, " Hyung! Are you coming? " I hear someone shout back at him but it was kind of not understandable.

Once the coast was clear I remove the phone near my ear and slowly walked back to the door, I opened it slowly to see a guy with blonde hair, the edges of his hair reaching to his shoulders, ' it doesn't look like manager-nim is here ' I thought to myself. " Yes? Do you need anything? " I was startled, I looked at the guy again and he was looking at me, towards me, since I was wearing a mask I guess who couldn't guess who I was, I slowly walk inside the room closing the door behind me and bowing to him. " I have a question? Have you seen a man this tall?..." I place my hand somewhere above me, " has a white cap, he has a blue sweater and... " 

" Was it a manager? " I nod, " oh he was here earlier looking for someone as well, are you lost? " He finally pulled down his mask to take a sip of his water, ' Jeonghan... ' I thought, Jeonghan works here? He's an idol here? I was shocked to see him after a long long time, he looked great, still very handsome. " Maybe I can call my manager! The guy you were talking about was looking for our manager, maybe he's with him. " he pulls out his phone and slowly walks up to me, " uh may I know your name Miss? " shoot! I coughed, " it's um... Han Y/n... " he slowly looked at me, " Han Y/n? " he asked again and I nodded, he looked at me once again, he started to put his finger near my face and he slowly slid down my mask. " Y/n... It's really you, " he smiled widely, I was in shock when he suddenly pulled me in his embrace, " Y/n!, my Y/n, your here. " His tone almost sounded like his voice cracked, I pat his back, I didn't know what to respond, I just let him hug me. " How come your here? " he asked not letting go, " my manager dropped by, " I say in a low tone, " he finally loosens the hug and looks at my face, " your hair is still short, " he smiled widely, " your still so beautiful Y/n. " 

" T-Thanks... For the compliment " he looked at me, his eyes were sparkling, " I really missed you, I've seen you on TV and videos, but I missed seeing you in person, " 

" Haven't we bumped into each other? During award shows or stuff? " I asked, " but this is the first time having physical contact with you ever since you left me. " he says sounding a little broken, ' oh ' that's all I thought, that day was very heartbreaking. " I was really sad, I missed you a lot baby, " I remove myself from his embrace, " we're not dating anymore Jeonghan, you can't peck nor kiss, or hug... " he looked disappointed when I wasn't in his arms anymore, I slowly back away making my way to the door, "you're leaving again? After I finally got to see you, " I look at him and he smiled faintly, already tears were falling from his cheeks. " No no, Jeonghan don't cry please, I already moved on, "

" What about me? I haven't, I missed you every single day baby...We've reached our dreams, haven't we? Can we go back together? Please? " I was standing still, I didn't know what to say, it kept quiet for a while. " Jeonghan we're idols now if rumors spread or people found out, it will affect you, it will affect me. " Jeonghan shakes his head, " I don't care, as long as I have you right? Baby, are you sure you've moved on? " I kept quiet again, he then suddenly walked back a few steps, " if you go out and leave, I understand, I'll fully understand that you don't want to be with me anymore, " he says, and then suddenly he opens his arms, " but if you walk to me, we're giving it another try, you and me, giving us another chance. " this is probably one of the hardest decisions I have ever made... I look at Jeonghan, should I take the risk? 

" I love you Jeonghan " I wrap my arms around him as I whisper those words to him, " I'm sorry baby, I'll never let you go ever again, " I tell him tightening my embrace, " I love you too baby. I always have "