SEVENTEEN Imagines II

Why Me?

WARNING:

Contains strong language

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" Joshua! Here's a gift, I made it for you " another one of Joshua's admirers hands him a box, " thank you " Joshua says giving her a small smile, she squeals and she waves Joshua goodbye, " can't you just reject it? " Jeonghan says, Joshua shakes his head, " she put her effort into this gift for me, won't you be sad if you gave someone a gift and they just throw it? " Jeonghan shakes his head, " I gave it to the person anyways so " Joshua nods, " you have a point, "

" I asked you to be careful! I already warned you! " shouting was heard nearby and Joshua looked at the person who was shouting, " you bitch! You ruined my skirt!" Jeonghan tsks, "she's shouting and getting angry so early in the morning, her temper is- Joshua where are you going? " Joshua makes his way towards her, " it was an accident " Joshua calmly says, " wow now look your gonna have someone defend you now? Acting as the world surrounds you? " I look at Y/n, " Y/n it was an accident, it's okay, " she looks at me and rolls her eyes, " she still has to pay! My skirt is ruined! You bitch-" I held her preventing her from going to the other schoolmate of ours. " Your skirt is color black, right? It will just smell like coffee " I smile, " your lucky that Joshua is here you bitch, if he wasn't here your face would be ruined, " she walks away, " you shouldn't be minding her, even if you stop her she still does the same thing over and over again. " 

" I don't care, "

" Just because you like her doesn't mean you'll always be there to calm her down? " Joshua and Jeonghan walk together to their classroom, " she'll change eventually, it's just hard for her to do so, and I'll help her. " Jeonghan thinks Joshua is too kind, he needs to be realistic, no one changes.

Joshua waits outside the classroom and as he sees Y/n walks outside he follows her, " you want something from me what is it, Joshua, " she says not giving a glance at the boy, " I just wanted to walk with you, we have the same class, right? " she stops her steps and looks at Joshua, " you think I'm going to class? Thanks for thinking I'm a good student but I'm skipping, I hate Chemistry class. " She continues to walk the opposite way to the classroom, " I'll skip class with you then, " 

" Joshua doesn't ruin your attendance, I know I'm beautiful and everything, " I hold her wrist, " then attend class with me, " she shakes her head, " no thank you, see you later, " she removes Joshuas grip from her wrist and walks away.

"You're a minute late? " Joshua hears Jeonghan say as he sits beside him, " tried convincing Y/n to attend class. " Jeonghan claps his hands, " how kind of you, " he kind of sounded sarcastic. " At least I tried, " 

" The fuck is wrong with you! I fucking asked you to have it done by today! Are you stupid? What excuse do you have this time huh? Let's hear it! " Y/n shouts at one of our groupmates, " It was my Grandmother's birthday..."
" Birthday? Wow, we gave you a fucking week! So it was your grandmother's birthday for a week huh? Sure she's gonna die someday! Happy Birthday to your Grandmother! " 

" Y/n you're going too far, " I say calming her down, " Seoyeon Y/n has a point, we gave you a week to do your part of the project, why didn't you do it? " she just kept her head low and didn't say anything, I hear Y/n scoff, " talk bitch! " I look at Y/n again, " stop, " 

" This bitch ain't gonna talk! Talk, you have a mouth do you?! Look at us and fucking talk! " I held Y/n by the wrist and brought her out of the room, " Joshua what is wrong with you! " she snaps, "you're too harsh " 

"You're too lenient! " she talks back, " Y/n I understand your point, but you don't have to keep shouting okay? You're gonna lose your voice, and it's gonna make her embarrassed, " she crosses her arms, " that's why! She's supposed to be embarrassed! Even a middle school student could finish that in three days! " she walks away angry and frustrated. 

I knocked lightly on the door, it took a while until someone opened the door, " Joshua! Sweet how are you " Y/n's aunt appeared and she happily greets me, " where's Y/n? " she asks, " I thought she was home, " her aunt suddenly looked worried, " I thought she was with you! Oh no... Did she run away somewhere again? " I felt nervous, " It's okay I'll look for her, " 

" Thank you, Joshua, " she gives a smile

Right away I went to the one place where Y/n is, I sigh, " there you are " I mumble to myself, I walk towards her and sat beside her, I look at her as her face looked expressionless, she had a cake in her hands, looking at the tombstone. " Is it your mom's birthday? Your dads? " I asked, she didn't reply, she just smiled faintly, " it's mine " I looked at her, "I thought it was tomorrow..." 

"It's okay, you don't need to remember, who would want to greet a bitch like me happy birthday, " I picked her cake up and stood up, I used my free hand to hold her wrist and she stood up, I walk in front of her making my way towards the bench nearby, I sat down first and she sits down right after. " Happy Birthday Y/n " I smiled handing her the cake, " thanks," she says faintly, " are you sad? " she shakes her head, " my voice hurts from shouting, " I chuckled, " why do you like me, Joshua, " she says like a whisper, " I don't know...I just have feelings for you and I don't know why, I just love you a lot. " I say, " Love is a stronger word, " 

" I know. I love you, what about you? Have you thought of liking me back?" she nods, " but why me though, my personality is shit. " I chuckled, " I know you'll change, I'll help you, number one is you have to stop shouting, it'll hurt your voice, " she laughs a little, " thank you, Joshua, " she leans her head on my shoulder, " Happy Birthday Y/n "