Colby Brock Imagine

Chapter 8

I wake up from my nap and look at the time 2. Slept for three hours? Ugh wanted more. I try to go back to sleep but cant so i give up and get up and walk downstairs. I see a note on the table and i grab it and read it. " Hey Y/n. If you wake up and we arent here. We are out still. Just call one of us and let us know you woke up. We will bring you home food. Love the traphouse. "

I sigh and call Colby. " Heyy guessing you read the note? " he says " Mhm ". He chuckles " You still seem tired. " he says and i smile. " I am. " " No wonder she called him " i hear from Jake in the backround and they all laugh. I roll my eyes " Put the phone on speaker Colbs. " I say and he does so " Shut the fuck up Jake! " i say and laugh and they all laugh. " Mehhh!! " I hear Jake go and laugh. I go back to talking to Colby. " Where are you? " i ask and he says " The grocery store. " . " All together? Damn. Ok " i say and am surprised. I get a coffee from the fridge. " What you want to eat? Ill buy it for you on the way home. " he says.

I think if the comments and put the coffee away. " Im not hungry. " i say. He is quiet for a bit. " Y/n/n you havent aten all day. What do you want? " He says sternly. I shake my head well knowing he cant see me . " I dont want anything. Im ok. " i say. I can hear him getting mad. " Sam. " he says sounding fed up and i hear Sam's voice. " Kiddo you need to eat. " i hear him say. I burst in tears and Sam hears. " Listen i know the comments and hate is harsh. But what they say isnt true. They are just jealous. Would you like it better if we come home and i make you something? " he says very sweetly. Sam is like my older brother and i love him so much. I have no siblings and they were always there for me so i look up to him as a older brother.

I nod " Mhm " i say softly but he hears. " Ok see you soon. I love you. Here is Colby back. " I hear him say the hear him whispering to Colby. I dont hear Colby at first but then i hear quiet. " Ok baby. We will be home soon. When we get home im giving you the biggest squeeze and kiss you will ever have. " he says and i giggle. I guess he is outside. " The hate getting too bad? " he asks " Mhm " i say again. " Ok see you soon love you princess. " he says and i blush " Love you too baby " i say and hang up.

I cover my face and walk upstairs. I look at my stomach in the mirror and the bad thoughts roll in again. Backstory. When i used to swim in high school i had an eating disorder and the boys knew. I got hospitalized for it. I dont want that to happen but just the hate and ptsd alone is tearing me down again and i think im rolling back down to that road which i know will make Sam and Colby pissed. Colby has a small temper and Sam is more calm so i know Colby will flip if it happens.
I hear them walk in a half an hour later. " We are home! " i hear Kat say and i walk downstairs in a hoodie and skirt. I feel eyes on me and i look at Colby and he is staring with a smirk while he walks to the table putting the groceries down. I smile and see him mouth " That skirt is coming off later. " I blush but think ' No it isnt. My bidy is too fat for you. '. I shake my head trying to stop the thoughts. " You ok? " i hear Kat say and look at her. She looks worried. I nod and smile a bit " Im fine. Uhm i was gonna go work out later if you .. Wanna come. " I say and she smiles and nods and walks upstairs. " Uh you can come too if you want Devyn " i say and she smiles as well. " I would love to. Just tell me when. " She says and follows Corey to the tv room.

I walk to Sam and Colby and Jake and help them unpack. Tara pops out of nowhere. " Cute skirt. " I jump and screan then cover my mouth and turn red. Colby looks at me then chuckles. " Oops sorry" she says and giggles. I smile a bit " It's ok. " Sam is already starting to cook. I sigh and put the groceries away. I waddle to Sam and watch him. He smiles. " Quesadilla ~ " He says. I smile a bit but the thoughts roll in. ' Too much food. You will be too fat '. I nod and walk off i sit on the couch and look at my phone. Once again i see all the hate. I start to have a panic attack and walk outside fast. I try to calm my self down so its not noticeable. I think it very much is though.

Colby walks outside and hugs me. " Calm down. Its ok. Think about your happy place. Think about the beaches of Kansas. Think about the fairs. Think about the parks, the ice cream shops, the amusement parks. " he says and kisses my head slow. Soo yeahh .. I had a pretty bad childhood as you can see because Sam and Colby just know the right ways to calm me down from everything. My panic attacks , ptsd triggers. Everything. Its pretty sad.
I eventually calm down and he goes on his phone and types soemthing then shows me. He posted on instagram

All of you need to stop posting nasty things onto Y/n's page!! She is human just like everyone else!! She is the sweetest person we all have and ever will meet!! She is beautiful just the way she is, inside and out!! You are hurting her and what you guys are saying is very rude and unthoughtful to how it will affect a person mentally, emotionally, and physically!!! I can not believe what you guys have said or done to her!! You are tearing her down and you guys dont even know the half of what she has gone through in her life!! You guys are just making it worse so i suggest you stop or i will block all of you off our pages. Thank you to all the supporters of her and people trying to make it better. This world is cruel. 😠

I smile and cry when i see what he did but i know i wont be fixed just yet.