Colby Brock Imagine

Chapter 5

Jake is still vaping while driving and i see the windshield getting foggy . I use my sleeve to clean it and open the window . It instantly clears up . " Thanks . I couldnt see anything " Jake says . I nod and look at Colby . He is looking out the window .

   We park and get out . We are at a liquor store . Jake walks with me into the store and Colby follows behind . Jake is walking me around and showing me all alcohol he likes . Especiallu white claw . He is showing me all the flavors and telling me which ones he thinks are the best . He picks up a few packs and he brings me to the hard liquors and not so hard ones . He picks up a few then walks to the cash register . He puts them down and pays for them . We walk out and get in the car then drive to walmart .

    Jake is really happy to get me drunk tonight for some reason its actually suspicious . " You know i dont really like the idea of her getting this drunk her first night of drinking . Like i said , She should take it slow . " I hear Colby say . " Dude chill out she will be fine . " Jake says and starts vaping again . He hands it to me and i take a hit and dont cough this time . I like it . Might get addicted 😬 . No im just kidding . Anyway we pull up to walmart and get out . We walk to the party platter things and pick up a few . We also pick up some soda boxes and some chips and dip . And snacks . We pick up some more stuff that is childish and that Jake wanted .. Goofball child . We pay for it and leave.

   When we get home , some people are already there . Like Mike , Kevin , Reggie , Griffin , Cassie , and Xepher . I met all of them and i hang with the girls again . More people come and i met them all . So . Many . People . Oh my god . Jake and i started drinking and so did Colby and some other guys . I liked it . Me and Jake were vaping and he ordered me a vape for myself which i didnt ask but ok . Ill admit i was drunk . I went to Colby and we started dancing . He was tipsy and i was drunk . We sat down cause we were tired and i leaned on him .

   We started flirting a bit and i kissed his cheek which was a big move . Sam was sober and he tried telling my to stop but i didnt . I kissed Colby .. ON THE LIPS !!! I cant believe i did that ! I wouldnt ever think of it but drunk me did ! He was shocked . He just stared at me . I smiled and said " I love you Colby .. I always have .. Can we be official ? " him and Sam were equally shocked . He started stuttering " I .. Y/n ... Uhmm .. " i cut him off " Oh come on . Its not like i know you love me or anything . Its obvious . Now you know how i feel . So lets date baby . " I get closer to him .

    He just keeps staring and not saying anything . I eventually get fed up and walk off . I hear Sam's voice but i dont go back . I walk upstairs and walk to my room . Im drunk so im mad and sad because i just confessed my love to someone who aparently doesnt feel the same way as i thought . I lay in my bed and cry myself to sleep .

* Colby's pov *
   I dont know what just happened . Did my crush really just confess her love for me ? No she is drunk . She isnt talking right . Yeah i was a little uncomfortable but that is because if she was being real i would want to take it slow . Sam starts kind of yelling at me " Dude ! Your love of your life just confessed her love ! And you act all uncomfortable like you dont love her !? What is wrong with you ? " . I look at him " Dude she is drunk . She doesnt know what she is talking about . I doubt she likes me back . She is way out of my league " . I say

   " Yeah and if it was like that would she be here right now ? Would she be single still ? Would i know that she likes you back and has been complaining to me she thinks the same thing !? That she has been wanting you to make a move for years now because she thinks making a move as a girl is the wrong thing !? She probably thinks she just messed up your whole relationship because of how you acted ! You should of just said something or kissed her ! " Sam never yells so i was shocked at him too . But its true .. I shouldnt of acted the way i did . Everything he said was true . It all sounded true . She wouldn't be single right now . She wouldn't be here right now . She would of left me years ago . I see it now and how o acted was stupid.

   I get up and walk to her room but sigh when i see she is asleep . I walk in and take her shoes off for her and kiss her head . I take her beer away and put the covers on her and walk out turning off the light and closing the door . I lean against the wall and regret everything . I wish i can just go back in time and fix this all . Im so fucking dumb .