Colby Brock Imagine

Chapter 9

    I walk inside with Colby and Sam outs the quesadilla he made on a plate and a side of sour cream and salsa. He gives me a soft but stern look basically saying " Please eat it ". I look at it and it smells so good. I look at Colby who is watching tv now and i look back at Sam and start to tear up. He looks so sad as well and hugs me and whispers." I wont tell him. I know what is happening and i will help you over come it. Listen you are so beautiful and amazing. I know you can get through this. What they say isnt true. Ok ? " he says and i nod and hug him.

    " Thank you big bro" i used to call him that when we were younger and he smiles. " You're welcome little sis. " He pulls away from me and i ask " Uh how is Ben and Allison ? " i ask and he nods. " They are good. " i nod and look at the quesadilla. I rip a piece off and dip it in the sour cream. Sam gets me a water bottle and opens it for me. I take the tiniest bit and he gives me a joking look like " Really ? " he sighs and says " As long as you eat it all it all or at least half of it. Im ok with how you eat it. Text me when you are done. "

    I nod and he walks upstairs. I think ' Im working out so ill eat it and just work out extra hard today. ' I eat a piece and a half over the span on an hour. I text Sam. He comes walking down and looks at my plate. " Can you eat that last half? " he asks and i shake my head. He sighs and nods. Ill pack it up. It can be your dinner later. Kat is ready to go work out but hey, dont push yourself tonight ok? " he asks and i nod. I walk upstairs and hear him sigh and whisper to himself" God why her again? " . I tear up.

     I walk in my room and put on work out clothes but they are too revealing. I find other ones and they are fine. I put my sneakers on and grab my phone and ear buds. I walk to Sam and Kat's room and knock. She opens the door and is wearing leggings and a sports bra. " Ready? " i ask. She nods. We walk to Corey and Devyn's room and Kat knocks. She opens the door wearing a tank top and leggings. " Ready ? " Kat asks and we nod. Colby walks out his room and looks at us " God damn girls. Looking good. " He says and takes my hand and twirls me. I force a smile. Kat and Devyn giggle and both say thank you. I dont say everything and he lets us go.

    We get in Kat's car and she drives to the nearest gym. We get out as she parks and walk in. There is so many people in here oh my god. I shake my head ans go to walk back out. The girls stop me. " Whats wrong ? " Devyn asks. " Uh t-there is too many people. " i say. They giggle " There isnt even a lot come on. Lets do cardio first " Kat says and we walk to the cardio side. I get on the olyptical. Devyn gets on thr treadmill and Kat down the stairs. We start and do those for 30 minutes. We stop and im breathing heavy and so are the girls.

    We move to the weights and do a few sets of those. We move to our own things and i sneak to the bathroom. I look up something. Something in not proud of. I stop myself and cry. I just burst out crying and walk in a stall and close and lock it and sit on the toilet. I hear someone walk in after 10 minutes and i stop. I try to control my breathing so they dont know. " Heeloo ? " I hear Kat say and i breath and walk out the stall. She sees my tear stained face and hug me " Awe babe. Whats wrong? " i cry into her shoulder and she rubs my back. We sit there for a few minutes till i gather myself. She asks once more. " Whats wrong ? " i sigh and say. " The hate. On my page. I keep having thoughts that im too fat and i need to lose weight and stop eating. Im going back down the road of my eating disorder that i had when i was younger. Sam knows and he is mad but is trying to help me. But the thoughts and hate are getting worse and * i sniffle and tears roll down again * i cant take it any more Katrina.. Im just done "

    I go to fall to my knees but she catches me and has a big worried look on her face. " You are beautiful just the way you are. Don't listen to them. Give me your phone. " She says and i do. She does something for a few minutes while i cry. Big baby. She hands me back my phone with my Instagram pulled up. All the hate comments are gone but in ome swift second the all start rolling back in. " Oh my god " she says annoyed and logs me out my instagram. I break finally. I scream and take my phone and through it. It hits the door and breaks. I fall to my knees and pull on my hair.

    Kat jumps and is frozen in fear. She grabs me and holds me in a tight hug. Devyn runs in. " Call Sam! Call Colby! Call Jake! Anyone! Corey! Aaron! I dont care just call one of them now! " Kat screams to Devyn. She calls Corey cause he is the first on her list. A worker runs in and runs to me and Kat. She asks questions and Kat tries to answer.

Devyn pov.
   I heard a loud scream and bang from the bathroom where Kat and Y/n were. I run in to see if everything is ok. I see Kat on the floor hugging a very shaky and crying Y/n. Kat yells at me to call one of the boys. I call Corey. " Hey baby. Woah whats going on? " he asks. I stutter " Uh Y-Y/n is on the gym floor crying and scream and Kat is holding her. I dont know whats going on! She just yelled for me to call one of you! Can you come over !? " i yell. " Yes yes we will be there soon ok? Just look after her and make sure she doesnt hurt herself. " he yells and i hear him gather the boys.

   " Ok just get here quick. " i yell. He says ok and i run to the girls

Colby pov.
   Corey comes running to me and Sam and says Y/n is on the gym bathroom floor crying and scream and the girls are scared and dont know what to do. Me and Sam look at each other. Sam mutters. " The hate. " and i see red. Yall dont even know how fast i walked to my car and sped over there with Sam with me. Corey and Jake behind following.