I've had enough,I'm going out. I don't care what them idiots are going to say this time I have to stay strong. My mum always used to say
"don't let the world rule you.you go and rule the world" which is what I'm going to do now. I have like £2.73 in my purse,I might just get some lunch,yeah im abit two faced...is that why people don't like me?....
I put on my best outfit: baggy top and jeans. Yeah it's not the best but it's the only nice thing I can afford. I put my hair up in a messy bun and applied some lip gloss. Not too much,it's not like that I'm trying to impress anyone. I skipped down the stairs putting a smile on my face for a change,grabbed my purse and left.
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It feels so weird to be out of the house,people around me,cars racing by,I'm not used to this at all. I found a cafe opposite the road,I crossed over and stepped in.I instantly noticed something..or someone?
There was a blonde sitting by himself staring right at me,he had crystal blue eyes and was really fit. Why was he staring at me? I quickly looked away but from the corner of my eye I could still see him staring at me,I blushed. Why am I blushing? It's not like HE would like ME! I mean..who would? I look like a tramp. I was about to order my food but suddenly someone tapped my shoulder. Who would want to talk to me? I turned around and saw the blonde right in front of me smiling.
"Hello love," he winked,he had a beautiful Irish accent which made my heart melt.. Wait,why was he talking to me? What should I say back? My palms started to sweat as I quickly replied
"Urm..ur...hi?," it came out more like a question,I'm so confused. Is he another one of them bullies? Why is he calling me love? This is why I don't like boys. I was about to walk away when..
"Can a buy you a drink?" He asked. He seems nice but I'm not sure if this is all a joke. What do I say? If I say no that will sound rude..
"Yeh...sure," I swallowed the lump in my throat. I let him buy me a drink and sat down with him. Why is he being so nice to me? What should I say? What do I do? I think leaving the house was a bad idea,I'm no good at socialising...
"You are absolutely beautiful.." He gazed up at me and I jumped,did I just hear right?me?beautiful?ME? I took at least 10 minutes trying to figure out if he actually said that. What should I say back?
"Umm....thanks..." I mumbled,blushing. Does he like me? ME? HIM? No..he is just being nice,thousands of thoughts ran across my head.. no I cant... no...
CLIFFHANGER ALERT!!! Hi guys what do u think will happen?what do u think Jas is thinking? Comment below! Love u all xx- Tazzy
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FanfictionThis book is about a girl named Jas who has suffered through a lot in her life and she doesn't feel safe anywhere except from being at home,she has no friends and gets treated like a door mat everywhere she goes. All of a sudden her entire life flip...
