JAS POV
Niall places his lips onto mine,I was quite shocked. Do I kiss him back? What do I do? Why is he kissing me?does he like me? Who would like ME? Thoughts ran across my head as I continued to kiss Niall. After 20 seconds he pulled away.what do I say.
"I really like you Jas.." Omg he said he likes me,ME?out of all the other girls on earth why pick me? I'm worthless... What should I say? Without thinking I spat out
"I like you too.." I drifted away then looked shocked after realising what I just said. I can't believe I just said that! What is he going to say?
"If you don't mind me saying, who looks after you now that your parents..um..passed away?" He stuttered looking guilty.
"Nobody,I live in my own little house and have no friends.nobody seems to like me which is why I barely ever get out of the house. I have no other family except from my Grandma who lives in Canada, I barely ever talk to her.to be honest I don't know why everyone hates me so I dropped out of school when I was 7. For the past 11 years I've been suffering from depression .." I cried again...
"Shhh...it's ok,come here.. Sorry I didn't mean to make you cry babe.." He whispered into my ear.
"It's ok I'm used to it" I replied,I need to stop acting like a baby.
"Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind, it was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me...
I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile
You've never loved your stomach or your thighs, the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly
I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh it's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me
I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape
You never want to know how much you weigh, you still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me
I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you
It's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
And you'll never treat yourself right darlin' but I want you to
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you
I've just let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you
Oh it's you
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth.." He sang,ive never heard of that song before. I absolutely love it,his voice makes my heart melt...
"Jas,will you go out with me?" He said all of a sudden. It's raining outside why would he want to go out?
"It's raining..." I say trying hard not to laugh at him,bless...
"No not in that way,as in boyfriend girlfriend?" Wait,WHAT?! Did I just hear correctly? HE wants to be MY boyfriend?! Oh my god... Me?me?me? I thought to myself before I replied
"Yes,I would love to" he immediately placed his lips onto mine,unexpected. Our lips moved around in sync, I think I'm going to have to get used to this......
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Falling for him?
FanficThis book is about a girl named Jas who has suffered through a lot in her life and she doesn't feel safe anywhere except from being at home,she has no friends and gets treated like a door mat everywhere she goes. All of a sudden her entire life flip...
