Julia x reader

Why ?

⚠️ Ed and mention of sh⚠️

After some time me and Julia got up she went to have breakfast and I decided to skip it and go on a walk instead "y/n aren't you coming to breakfast with me ?" Julia asked confused "oh um no thanks I feel like going for a walk" I replied "oh, alright well how about you eat something before you leave ?" Julia asked beginning to get more concerned "If I eat in the mornings I feel sick sorry Julia but ill see you at lunch" I said smiling "ok see you at lunch then" Julia replied knowing I was lying because I'd eaten breakfast every other morning but she didn't want to annoy me.

Julia's POV:
I was starting to get more concerned for y/n first of all the scars and cuts and then her not eating because she doesn't like the way she looks, and she just won't let me help her. Should I try and talk to her about all this ? God I really don't know I don't want to ask her too much and annoy her but she needs help. Ok I'll leave it for now see if she's eating in the next few days and then go from there. I just love her so much.

Y/n POV:
Why does Julia keep talking to me about personal stuff, yeah she's a psychologist or whatever but still I thought we had something more than that she's always analysing me I just want to spend time with her when she's just a person not a psychologist. No y/n shut up she just cares be great full that someone finally cares, what if she's using you ? No not again I can't do this again so I just break up with her ? But we're not even officially dating, I don't even know anymore.

Time skip to lunch

"Where's you're girlfriend ?" Carolyn asked Julia "and who would that be ?" Julia said giving Carolyn a death stare until she stopped the joke "I meant y/n why's she not at lunch she wasn't at breakfast either is she sick or something ?" Carolyn asked "oh goodness is she sick Julia ?" Elizabeth asked "why do you all expect me to know I assume she's not but I'm not her girlfriend so I wouldn't know would I !" Julia said defensively "you're right sorry Julia" Elizabeth replied "I'll go check if she's in her room" Carolyn said.

Carolyn went straight to my room and knocked on the door "yeah ?" I asked "hey it's Carolyn you coming to lunch then ?" Carolyn said "um no I'm not really hungry thanks though Carolyn" I said smiling "ok are you alright ? They all think you're sick or something" Carolyn replied "sick, why would I be sick ?" I asked "cause you didn't come to breakfast and lunch I think" Carolyn said slightly fed up and wanting to go do her own thing instead of talking to me anymore "ah right well I've just been busy so I haven't really had time, anyway thanks Carolyn could you let them know that I'm fine please ?" "Ughh yeah fine" Carolyn replied.

Great so now I have to think of a reason to avoid their questions what the hell am I meant to say ? I could say I'm sick and I need to rest that would give me an excuse to not really leave my room I guess, or I could just avoid them in general ? I don't even know I'll just figure it out later.

I was reading for about 30 minutes and I felt like I was in a completely different world a different place and it felt nice to not be in my life to be deep in my imagination and thoughts and only focus on the book, that was until I heard a knock on my door.

"Hey y/n Elizabeth says you're sick and you can't play ?" David said coming into my room looking disappointed "well no need to worry David I'm not sick and of course I'll come and play with you" I said smiling watching David's eyes light up as I agreed to play with him, I feel bad for David no one really spends anytime with him and I suppose he's lonely in this huge house all alone. We went off to play and ended up playing for at least 3 hours surprisingly David was quite fun no one ever really gives him a chance but I didn't even realise how much time has passed until I happened to turn my head and see the clock on the wall "David it's nearly dinner time we should put you're toys away and then you can go straight down for food ok ?" I asked smiling "ok" he said looking a little disappointed that we couldn't play anymore but still happy that someone played with him.

We almost finished putting David's toys away when he looked at me and asked "y/n can you come to dinner with me ?" "Oh.. well I'm not sure I wasn't planning on going" I said unsure of what to say "pleaseeeeee" David pleaded "but -i" I was going to refuse but David's sad expression made it impossible to say no "ok" I said hesitantly putting on a smile so David didn't think I didn't want to go because of him.