Broken Love | Matt Espinosa

Chapter 23- "I'm Cameron's girlfriend"

It's been 3 days since Cameron's heart stopped. Well, at least that's what the doctors think happened, but they aren't sure. The important thing is he's still alive.

We've been back at the hotel since the incident. The boys didn't want me to deal with this anymore. They didn't want me to see him again until he's better. That's the way I want it too.

That moment when Cameron's machines started beeping and the doctors were rushing over to him keeps replaying in my mind. I just wish things were back to normal..

I regret self harming too, I don't know what got to me. In the past when times got rough I would talk to somebody about it but this time I felt like I couldn't. None of the boys know what I did, which is the way I want it to stay. I promised myself I would never do it again..

This is the worst thing that has happened since the tour started.

I'm grateful that Kaylee hasn't tried to mess with Matt and I in a while though. That's the last thing I need during a time like this, a slut trying to turn my boyfriend against me..

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I was lying in mine and Mahogany's hotel room alone watching a Disney movie.

I was scrolling through Twitter, reading all of the tweets about Cameron.

I decided to tweet the fans to make them feel better.

@SophiaJohnson

Hey guys.. I just wanted to let you know that Cameron will be fine. Please keep a smile on your face, he would want it that way.. I love you all.

After I sent it, I felt my phone buzz and Matt's name on my phone appear on the top of my screen.

From: My boi 😘❤️😍
Come here babe, I miss you..😘

I smiled as I stood up off my bed and left the hotel room.

I was pretty sure they were all gathered in Hayes' room so I slowly paced down the hallway and quietly knocked on his door.

It seems that every time they're all in one room they tend to get louder and louder.

I was about to just walk in before Nash opened the door.

"Hey Soph."

I smiled and stepped inside.

"Hey Nash, how've you been?" I asked, trying to make conversation.

He pulled me in for a hug unexpectedly. I don't know why, he just did it.

I put my arms around him and rubbed his back, hoping he was okay.

"I'm sorry you have to deal with all this Sophia, you've had a pretty horrible trip so far huh?"

I pulled away and looked down at my feet.

"Even after all of this has happened, I'm still more than happy I came on this tour. I'm so grateful I met my second family and get to spend the next few months with my 12 favourite people in the world. Even though everything has went downhill so far, I wouldn't take it back for anything."

Nash was close to tears and pulled me in for another hug. I gladly hugged back. Nash is basically my big brother and I love having talks like this with him.

"We love having you here Soph." He said with a smile. I smiled back before turning around and walking into the room where the other guys were.

Most of them didn't notice me, but I walked past them anyways and sat on the long couch next to Matt and Taylor.

Matt smiled and grabbed onto my hand.

I missed him, even though I saw him yesterday. For some reason I can't be away from him for the shortest time and not miss him. It feels impossible, I want to be with him every second of everyday.

He put his arm around me and I quickly moved my face closer to his, attaching our lips together.

Once again, my stomach erupted into butterflies as our lips moved in sync.

It lasted a couple minutes before I noticed Taylor was taking vines of us.

I pulled away and pushed his phone away from us while laughing.

He laughed along with me and shouted "GET A ROOM, GET A ROOM!!"

I giggled and turned to Matt, who joined in and put his chin on top of my head.

We cuddled for the first time in a while, and I wanted to stay like that forever.

But then there was a knock at the door and everybody told me to answer it. Of course. Someday Matt and I have to go on our own mini vacation where we won't be bothered by anybody.

I stood up and trudged over to the door.

I opened it and saw a pretty blonde girl standing with a bellhop from the hotel, who I'm guessing led her to our room.

She thanked him and turned to me as he walked away.

"Um, hi.. Who are you?" I asked quietly. All of the boys were quiet an listening too.

"Hi, my name is Zoe. I'm Cameron's girlfriend."

A/N

Thank you guys for reading!

Do you guys remember Cameron mentioning Zoe in the chapter 'The 30th Floor'? Well here she isssss

I'll hopefully be updating again tonight!! :)

Also Mophia game strong in this chapter yassss!!

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