Broken Love | Matt Espinosa

Chapter 19- You don't deserve this

The police officer told me that Cameron was in a hospital that was 10 minutes away from our hotel.

We were all scared to death. I almost passed out once I got off the phone. It took me a while to tell the rest of the boys what was going on.

We didn't want to wait for a limo or a van to come pick us all up so we went separately.

I went with Nash and the Jacks in their car.

I was currently sitting in the back of the car with Nash beside me. I couldn't stop crying. He was hugging me and trying to calm me down but it wasn't working. I just sat there, hardly able to breathe and bawling.

Cameron is my cousin and I love him more than anything. I've looked up to him for so long and he has always been the one to make me happy out of my family. If something happened to him, I don't know what I would do..

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We pulled up to the large hospital and jolted inside the doors.

There was a big waiting room filled with people. We saw Matt, Aaron and Bart already sitting there.

Instead of going over to them I sprinted up to the front desk.

"Where is he?!" I screamed, which confused her.

"I'm sorry, I mean where's Cameron Dallas?" I asked quickly. She's typed into her computer and tried to find his name.

"I'm sorry, Cameron is in critical condition right now. I'm afraid you won't be able to see him for a while." She spoke quietly with a calming voice.

I sure as hell wasn't calm. I needed to see my cousin.

I felt arms wrap around my stomach from the back which made me turn around. I saw a saddened Matthew.

"Soph.. Cam's in really bad shape right now. We already asked to see him and she said we can't."

I felt the tears reappear in my eyes.

I pulled him in for a tight hug, wanting nothing more than to be comforted. I wish none of this ever happened. It's my fault that he was angry when he left. Even worse it was my fault that he even left in the first place.

He doesn't deserve this, he doesn't deserve to be here..

Matt and I walked over to the waiting room, noticing everybody else had shown up too.

I sat in between Matt and Shawn. As soon as I did, Shawn started slowly rubbing my back.

All of the boys were looking at me with sad looks on their faces too. All of us were so worried about him, none of us knew what to do.

We have an event tonight and I'm pretty sure we're going to skip it. Since I wasn't sure I decided to ask them.

"So what are we doing about the event?" I asked between sniffles.

All of the boys looked at each other, probably wondering the same thing.

"I already announced that it was canceled." Bart spoke up. I nodded my head and looked back down at my phone.

I opened Twitter..

@SophiaJohnson

You don't deserve this..

A/N

Thank you guys so much for reading! I hope you enjoyed this chapter of Broken Loveeee :)

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