Broken Love | Matt Espinosa

Chapter 29- It's not okay..

"Okay take a few more steps bro, I know you feel dizzy" Nash said.

Him and Jack J were helping Cam walk up and down the hospital hallway. He was doing good for the fact that it's his first time walking in weeks. He felt really dizzy at first but he's starting to feel less dizzy as he walks back and fourth.

Mahogany and I were standing against the wall watching them as we talked about Kaylee.

"I can't believe she's intruding on your life again. Why can't she just let you and Matt be happy?" She said rolling her eyes.

I looked down at my feet, picturing her planning how she can make my life hell.

"I don't know, all I want is to have a normal relationship with Matt.. But that's not possible with Kaylee interfering with everything, and the fans that hate me." I sighed, looking down the hallway at Matt who was having a conversation with Hayes, Gilinsky and Shawn.

All of the boys were piled into the hallway and I wouldn't be surprised if a doctor came and gave us trouble for being loud. But whatever.

Mahogany was still giving me a sympathetic look. I tried to smile but thoughts of her ruining my life sank into my mind and I couldn't.

She pulled me in for a hug and just held me. Mahogany is my best friend and I can trust her with anything. She knows how to comfort me when I want to break down. That's why I'm glad I have her through all of this.

I guess Cam noticed because he asked the boys to help him over to me.

"What's wrong Soph?" He asked with a sad look on his face.

I just shook my head and said "it's nothing, don't worry about it."

I felt the tears coming to my eyes. It's one of those times when you try to be strong but when somebody asks what's wrong you break down.

He grabbed me and pulled me into him. He hugged me tightly, obviously knowing there is something wrong. That's when I lost it.

I want to tell him what's happening but he just woke up from a coma after weeks and he doesn't want to deal with drama.

I sobbed into his chest, letting all of my tears soak his shirt. He rubbed my back and kissed the top of my head. The same thing Matt does to comfort me. Matt and Cam are definitely the 2 people that can always make me feel better, no matter how much I'm hurting.

"Is it Kaylee?" He said slowly and quietly.

I pulled away and looked up at him. I didn't answer because he clearly knew the answer.

He took a step back and ruffled his hair, the same way he does when he's angry. It was obvious that he was pissed.

"That fucking bitch" he muttered under his breath.

By this time, the rest of the boys had heard and were walking over to see what was happening.

"It's okay Camer-"

"NO ITS NOT OKAY! WHY DO YOU KEEP SAYING THAT IT IS? YOU KNOW IT'S NOT!!!" He shouted.

Tears were still slipping down my cheeks. Matt instantly grabbed me and pulled me into him.

"Shhh it's okay baby" he whispered into my ear.

I calmed myself down as much as possible before pulling away and looking at Cameron.

He still looked angry but there was nothing I could do about it. He was just going to cut me off if I tried to make it seem like this was no big deal. I decided to just be honest.

"Fine, it's not okay Cameron. Nothing is okay. You're in the damn hospital, my parents want me to come home, Matt's fans hate me and Kaylee is preparing to fucking ruin my life. No, nothing is okay. I'm sorry for trying to be strong for you guys but if that's not what you want then I'm sorry for trying!!!" I screamed, all of the boys looking at me shocked.

Usually by this time I would have been running down the hallway to be alone, but this time I just stood there.

I waited for him to say something. This is exactly what he wanted, he obviously wanted me to admit that it's not okay. So that's exactly what I did.

"S-Soph I'm so sorry." Cameron said quietly.

He was frozen in his spot. He looked like he couldn't move.

"Cameron.. The only reason I wouldn't tell you that my life is hell right now is because I don't want you to have to deal with it. This is something that I have to deal with on my own, before she hurts one of you as well." I said slowly.

Matt jumped in. "You shouldn't have to deal with it by yourself. We're a family Soph."

I nodded and smiled at him. Cameron was still standing there frozen. I walked up to him and hugged him tight, letting him know that I'm fine.

"I'm sorry Cam, please believe me that everything's going to be alright.."

He put his head on my shoulder and took a deep breath.

"Okay.. I'm just worried about you Soph.. I want to hurt Kaylee more than anything."

"Believe me so do I, but we have to be polite." I said, ending with a giggle. All of the boys and Mahogany started laughing.

This is the reason I call them family. I could be having the worst day but no matter what they can still make me laugh and feel happy, as if nothing even happened.

I'm so grateful.

A/N

YOOOOOOOOOO BABES

How was that? Tbh it was more of a filler chapter. The next few chapters are gonna be good ;)

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