i keep thinking i'm okay.
but every single trivial thing makes me think otherwise.
i thought i had my life finally figured out.
but i'm having my doubts.
it feels like i don't have the motivation anymore
and at this point, perhaps i'm not even doing things for myself
my head is a mess.
why can't i just remain happy
with no one that i'm counting on
with nothing to affect it.
i'm so mentally drained for no reason.
i wish everything could stop.
