anidita : age is just a number (Completed✓)

chapter-6

It has been a week since that incident. I stopped talking to her. She tried many times but I keep ignoring her. 

This is the most hardest thing for me to ignore her. She is my life , my everything I can't live without  her a single day.

But Since that incident I do not believe in myself .  I don't want to hurt her in any way but it is for her own good . I am sure that if I do not distance myself from her . I will end up in crossing all my limits which I do not want. I know she must be hurt but I can't help it.

Bondita's pov

Since last week patibabu did not talk to me. I don't know what had happened to him .  That day we kissed . I can't believe that we did . I have read about it in some romantic novels . But never in my dreams I thought that we Will do it in real. I was like on cloud nine. But after that day patibabu  kept ignoring me . I tried to communicate but he always ignore me .

Did he regret kissing me ?Whether I am not a good enough for him ?or he likes someone else ?

These thoughts kept haunting me. I don't know anything but today I will not let him go I will confront  him for sure.
End of pov

It was evening time . All members have gone to some function except me and bondita. I was sitting on study table reading newspaper.

I heard sound of anklets she must be  coming . I decided I will ignore her completely. I  already mentally felt sorry for  her but I don't have any option left.

"Patibabu yeh lijeye Aapke coffee" she kept the cup on study table. I did not look in her direction and kept reading the paper.

"Patibabu pike batayiye na kesi bane hai" she is trying to start the conversation but I can't .
Oh God! how helpless I feel.

" Muje tumhe Kuch nhi batana jaao Yaha se"I yelled at her. She  looked scared .

She held my hand "patibabu hua kya hai mujse koi Galti hui hai kya aap mujse BAAT kyu nhi Kar rhe . Aap jante hai na mujje bilkul Acha nhi Lagta jab aap muje BAAT nhi karte."

How to tell her that I also don't like ignoring her but I have to do it. I yanked my hand and move past from her to other corner.

"Ek Baar keh Diya Samaj nhi aata jao matlab jaao Yaha se tumse koi BAAT nhi Karni muje". I shouted at her .

" Par kyu kya ab Mai Pasand nhi Aapko" she questioned me . How badly I want  to tell her that how much I like her but I can't.. " haa  nhi ho  tum muje Pasand , sun liya ab jaao Yaha se "

she looked broken tears brimmed in her beautiful eyes . I can't see tears in her eyes. This is the most dreadful sight for me . My heart cries when I say those hurtful things to her. 

I saw tears flowing down her Rossy cheeks . How badly I want to go and wipe those tears but I can't ....I can't .

I turned to hide my own tears. She hold my arm and turned me towards her "Aisa kya hogya hai ki aapko ab Mera chera bhi nhi dekhna kahi ab aapko koi aur toh Pasand nhi  aa gyi " .

She asked me sobbing. I looked at her shocked she think that I like someone else !? how could she think that !!. My heart beats only for her just for her.

But... Let her think what she want . Then she will stay away from me. " Tumhe joh samajna hai samjo . Par ab jaao Yaha se ."

I hold her hand and take her out of study and close the door . As the door closed I started crying while closing my mouth so the sound does not go out . I heard sound of anklets fading away . She must be crying. I want to go to her, hug her. But I can't .

I did not feel this much  helplessness in my whole life. I kept crying silently .

It was dinner time . I set on dining table but she was no where to be seen . I ask koeili but she said that she had not come out of the room since evening .

I asked her to take her food in the room itself. I don't feel like eating so I went to study without having dinner.

I was just lying on the couch and thinking about her . Then suddenly koeili came running towards my room. She was panting heavily.

" Kya hua koeili Sab thik toh hai na"

" vo..vo chote Malik  bahuraniji darwaza nhi khol rhee hai humane bohut Baar awaz lagiye.par vo... Koi Jawab bhi nhi De rhe "

My  heart was about to come out . Without thinking I run towards her room . I banged hard on her door.

" Bondita darwaza kholo yeh kya bachpana hai .tum jante ho na mai  naraz hu tumse  aur gussa mat dilao muje.kholo darwaza"

I kept banging but no response came from her side .  This is the end of my patience .

"Agar Tumne darwaza nhi khola toh Mai Tod dunga" I warned her but still no reply.

Without wasting time I broke the door . And the sight which I saw in front broke my heart in zillion pieces .

Whole room was dismantled  and my  heart, my life, my bondita was lying on the  floor unconscious.

My heartbeat stopped my seeing her in that condition. I ran towards her  and take her head in my lap.

" Bondita aanke khola kya hua hai tumhe , please aanke khola Shona mujhe
aise mat satao,"

I was begging her to open her eyes . " Bihari jaldi doctor Bulao" I shouted .

" Bondita chinta mat karo tumhe Kuch nhi hoga Mai hoon Na" I took her in my arms and  laid her on bed.

My tears kept flowing continuaasly. I sat beside her caressing her head . Am I  the reason of  her condition.

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