this story is inspired from serial barrister babu
it is based on my imagination
it portrays Anirudh's feeling developing for bondita
I am writing for the first time 😳.
⚠️⚠️This is my original work of fiction don't copy it⚠️⚠️⚠️
" congratulations Mr. Anirudh Ur wife is pregnant . It's her fifth month . U have to took good care of her diet . " Doctor smiled at me but I am not able to resciprocate that smile .I was like a statue . No words are coming out of my mouth. " Arey kya hamare bahu maa banane vale aur tumneh hame batya bhi nhi Anirudh aaj pure gaav Mai mithati batwayenge " Kaka was jumping in happiness . Batuk and Somnath hugged me " waah dada aap toh chupe rustum nikle " Somnath teased me . But I don't know why there voice is not reaching my ears . They entered in room to congratulate....her . ..I don't know why her name is not coming in my mouth .
I started walking backward . I don't know where I am going. I entered in study . I am not feeling any emotions . .......... I am just feeling the .... Hatred for me. How could I do it. I made her. Pregnant at just sixteen . How could I !!!!!! I am worst person in the world. I had spoiled her life. I had taken her childhood from her. Ahhhhhh ..... I broke the vase ,blood started falling from my hand but I don't care ..I want more blood out of my body .I don't want to live . How could I with this guilt . What if anything happens her due to pregnancy . She is just sixteen . How is she going to give birth to a child . But what's her mistake . I made the mistake and she is facing the consequences . I want to kill myself . I quickly picked up the knife from fruit basket and was about to cut my nerves suddenly a strong hand grip my arm and slapped me hard .I looked up to see.... Baba .... " Pagal ho gye ho Anirudh yeh kya Karne jaa rhe the " he shouted at me my holding my shoulders tightly . I don't know why but I hugged him tightly for the very first time .....he was shocked for a moment but slowly pat my back. I cried hard in his embrace . I don't know why I feel safe in his arms . His embrace is a protective shield . I cried like a child in my father's embrace for the very first time in my whole life. " Maine.. bondita ki Zindagi barbad kardi .... Itne choti si Umar Mai usse maa Bana Diya ......" I sobbed on his shoulder. He again rubbed by back . After few minutes he broke the hug and cupped my face " toh kya tum Apne Jaan lekar Uske Zindagi aabad Kar doge " he questioned me . I don't have any any answer " itna bada kadam uthne se phele Kam se Kam bondita ke barre main toh Soch Lete USS Bachi Ka kya hoga tumhare Bina mar Jayege vo." Again tears rolled from my eyes ...Baba rubbed my tears off ." Ya USS nanhe se Jaan ke barre Mai Soch Lete joh abhi ISS duniya Mai bhi nhi Aaya aur tum usse ek pita Ka saya China Chate ho " Baba said. How could I be so selfish . Due to my guilt I forgot everything . I even did not think about bondita and unborn child . I am the worst person in the world . But how could I face her . I don't have that much courage . I can't... Again tears started rolling from my eyes . " Par Baba Mai bondita se nazare nhi Mila Sakta Maine Uske Zindagi barbad kardi . Yeh atamglani muje Marr dege " I cried hard . Baba cupped my face ." Beta yeh atamglani Karne ka samay nhi hai ISS vakt usse tumhare jarurat hai Anirudh . Tumhare liye tumhare atamglani zyada zaruri hai ya bondita "he asked me. Off course nothing is there more important than my bondita .......................................
She needs me . I don't know whether she will forgive me or not but I will never leave her. I will asked for her forgiveness . I know that she want to hate me right now .and I deserve to be hated only......but then also I can't leave her .I can't... I again hugged Baba tightly . I feel safe in his arms . I feel like a child who needs father's affection It is the very first time in my whole life but I feel good in his arms . We remain in the same position for a long time .and when we broke the hug. I saw for the first time tears in my Baba's eyes " Baba aap roh kyu rhe hai " I asked him tensely " Tum nhi samjoge Anirudh jab tum Baba banoge tab Samaj aayega " he patted my head and left. It is for the first time my father show me affection . I always knew that he loves me but I don't know that he is a emotional person. And his last words bring a sudden rush of emotions rise in my heart . For the very first time in my life I feel a father's love ......
I was standing at the door of bondita's room . I am gathering the courage to face her . Yes ! I have to do it . I slowly opened the gate and entered in room . She was sitting on the bed . As soon as she see me she quickly came and hugged me tightly but why?? she should be hating me. " Patibabu aap Kaha chale gye the pata hai muje kitni chinta ho rhe the " she sobbed at my shoulder . Why bondita ? Why your worried about the person u should hate . You should hate me... I broke the hug and knelt down And hold her feet " bondita please muje maaf kardo mere Karan tumhe yeh Sab sehna pad Raha hai .. Maine itne chothi si Umar Mai tumhe maa Bana Diya muje maaf kardo please please. ....." I cried at her feet . She moved back . ... finnaly she is going to hate me . My heart started crying hard ...... She holds my shoulder and made me stand up and then I see her face . infinite tears are flowing from her eyes ." Yeh aap kya keh rahe hai pagal ho gye hai kya " she shouted at me ." Mai jante hu ki yeh Sahi samay nhi tha yeh Karne ka par ab joh hua usme aapki koi Galti nhi the USS raat aapko toh hosh bhi nhi tha aur Mai he aapki kareeb Aaye toh Iska Dosh kudko kyu de rhe hai aap ". No she is wrong I did mistake ..." Nhi bondita Galti Maine ki hai par ab Uske bure parinam tumhe sehne pad rhe hai agar ISS Bache ke Karan tumhe Kuch ho ....gya toh...... Mai Kabhi kudhko maaf nhi Kar paunga mar jaunga Mai. . ......." I fell on the floor and cried hard . I can't loose her .😭😭she is the only hope in my she is my life .she knelt in front of me and hugged me . I hugged her back tightly . I can't loose her I can't.....she broke the hug and cupped my face. " Patibabu aap chinta mat kijeye doctor nee Kaha na Kuch nhi hoga muje Sab thik hai aur Mai jante hu yeh Shi samay nhi tha par ab joh ho chuka usse hum badal nhi sakte ....aur Mai kush hu maa banke ...." She confessed and smiled at me ." Par Bondita ..." She hushed me with her fingers. " Par var Kuch nhi kya aap kush nhi ki aap baba banne wale hai dekhiye yeh Apke aur mere nishani hai " she holds my hand and kept at her belly . My heartbeat started increaseing . I feel a different emotion in my heart . I never felt like it before . An unknown smile crept on my face..........That's our .. child . I never dreamt that my bondita will make me a father .I know it was not the right time . But I can't suppress the feelings of becoming a father . It is a new feeling . I hugged her again " Mai bohut kush hu bondita Tumne Zindagi ke sabse badi kushi di hai muje " tears again came in my eyes but they are happy one now . I will take care of her . I will not leave her for a single second .after having baby she can continue her studies . I will take care of our child . While that Time I will make her study by myself only ...
It is night time bondita is sleeping peacefully . She is looking like a kid . I still can't believe that she is carrying our baby in her. I am still afraid but I know bondita needs my support more than my sorries. Tomorrow I will take her to doctor . I will do every possible way to reduce the complications of her pregnancy. I will go to court to ask for leave . I will do the work by home only. I can't leave her for a single second. I looked at her angelic face . She is the best thing happened to me. I love you bondita I love you so much ❤️. I kissed her forehead .and then I bent down and kissed her belly ....I love you my baby..
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