anidita : age is just a number (Completed✓)

chapter-17 a big mistake

The doctor had came and done her first aid . Due to trauma and stress she get unconscious . I cannot see her like this .
I CAN'T. I quickly went to my study . My anger is increasing by each second . The only thing which I want to is kill him . I just want to kill him . I never feel so frustrated and angry in my whole life . But today he touched my life , my bondita . How dare he! I want to break the hands which touched her . When I saw her lying on the floor with so much injuries and that monster was trying to .......I feel like I diied thousands times. I cannot bear a single drop from her eyes and he make her  cry so much . I WANT TO KILL THAT MONSTER .I am feeling soo frustrated . I broke the mirror , lamp. But my anger
Is not decreasing at all.  I am feeling so much pain by seeing my bondita in that condition . Her always smiling face has now became  pale . She is not opening her magical eyes in which I easily fall . I cried hard . I banged my hand on table . I am her rakshak babu but today I failed to protect her . I FAILED ....... Then  I saw a beer bottle . I never liked to drink but today I want to . The pain I am feeling is not bearable .I drink half the bottle and throw it on the floor . I again sat on  floor and cried hard . I am feeling so helpless . Then somebody kept  hand on my shoulder .  I turned to see Kaka . I hugged him tightly while crying . " Kaka Mai .. Apne bondita ki Raksha nhi Kar paya . Nhi Kar paya  Mai Uske Raksha" I sobbed while hugging him . He pat my back .
" Hum jante hai Tu bohut dukhi hai hum bhi Apne bahu ki aise halat nhi Dekh sakte vo toh sukhr hai Kuch galat hone se. Phele Tu vaha pouch Gaya Varna najane kya hota " I shivered just my thinking about it . He broke the hug and kept his hand on my head . " Par agar Tu kudh he  aise tut Jayega toh bahu ko kon samblega . ISS vakt usse tere sabse jyada zarurat hai " he said . Yes he was right . I cannot loose hope . I will never let my bondita broke . I will never . I wipe my tears . " Haan Kaka aap Shi keh rhe hai Mai Apne bondita ko tutne  nhi dunga Kabhi nhi " he smiled at me . I stood up and wipe my tears completely . I cannot fall weak . She needs me. I quickly went towards her room . But to my surprise she is not in her room  . Where She has gone ! I started panicking " bondita bondita Kaha ho tum " I said panicked .
Then I heard noise from bathroom . She must be in bathroom . I opened the door and saw which break my heart in zillion pieces . Tears started flowing from my eyes .  She was sitting under running tap andd ..... Scratching her arms by her own nails . I quickly run towards her and hold her both wrists ." Pagal ho gyi ho kya, yeh kya Kar rhe ho choth lag Jayege . ". She tried to yanked my hand but my grip is firm I quickly pick her and brought her in room . I took the towel and started drying her hairs . She pushed me back . " Dur rahiye mujse ab Mai Aapke chune layak nhi hu apavitra ho gyi hu " she shouted at me. What did she say? I want to slap her right now . How dare she call herself impure . She is the most purest soul . I hold her shoulder tightly " Tumne aise Bola bhi kaise ki tum apavitra ho gyi ho tum ISS duniya Mai sabse zyada Pavitra ho samje" I said angrily . She again yanked my hand
" Nhii usnee muje Gandhi tarike se ...chuaa hai " and then she fall on the floor and Started crying hardly . My heart wrench by seeing her condition .but  I cannot fall weak . No ..she needs me .  I sit and hugged her tightly she cried in my embrace making my shirt wet .
" Muje bohut Bura lag Raha hai patibabu Apne shareer se ghin aa rhe hai " she said while sobbing . I pat her head " Mai jantu hu bondita joh hua usse bhulna aasan nhi par tum yeh Jaan lo tumhare patibabu hamesha tumhare sath hai " I said tears escaped from my eyes . " Aap muje chodkar toh nhi chale Jayega na kyoki muje kisse aur me Chua " she sobbed . What she said ?? She think I will leave her . How could she . She is my life . How could someone leave their life . I broke the hug and cupped her face . " Bondita Tumne socha bhi kaise ki Mai tumhe chod Sakta hu  tum mere Zindagi ho mere Jaan ho tum . Mai pure duniya ko chod Sakta hu tumhe nhi '" she quickly hugged me . We both remain in eachother 's embrace for a long time .
Then I pick her and laid her on bed . Her saree had got wet . " Mai koielye ko bijwa tha hu saree badlene ke liye "  I get up to leave but she hugged me . " Nhi aap mat jaiye muje Aapke pass he rehna hai " she again strated crying .I pat her back
" Mai Kahi nhi jaa Raha yehi hu " . We both laid on bed facing each other . I cupped her cheek . And kissHer eyelids and then her cheek .  She needs gentle touch .
She closed her eyes . " Muje Aapke chune se Acha Lagta hai ." She said innocently .
She comes more close to me and slowly  our lips brush . No this is wrong . It should not happen . I quickly get up from the bed . My mind is half conscious but I know it's not right . She sits up and cupped my cheek " kya aap bhi muje apavitra mante hai  " she asked me with teary eyes . No . Not at all . She is the most purest soul .  I always feels blessed whenever I touched her but this should not happen . " Nhi bondita Aisa nhi hai par hum abhi kareeb nhi aa sakte " I tried to explain her . She again hugged me . " Patibabu jab bhi aankee band karte hu toh uska Ganda Chuna Yaad aaataa hai par Aapke chune se Mai vo Ganda Chuna bhul jaate hu". She confessed . I also want that only but this is not right . I broke the hug and gett up to leave but she hugged me from back .
" Please mat jaiye muje Aapke jarurat hai " she sobbed on my back . I turned around and saw her quivering lips. This is the end of my patience . My mind is already dizzy and now  it get completely blank .  I cupped her face and kissed herr  lips passionately  .  We both fell on bed..........................

Author' s pov
That night he broke every line which he has put between them for years  . He crossed all his limits . The night was silent but It is the peace before the Strom
That night he commits the biggest mistake  ......

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